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hearmenow.bsky.social
abigail •downstairs live•
@hearmenow.bsky.social
+ |the beginning of purpose can be found by creating something that only you understand|

•who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars•

19 | she/they ❍

https://hearmenow.straw.page
i think i have heartburn again

literally when i made that original post, that was the first time ive gotten heartburn, now im getting it so soon after
bro my heart hurts so bad

i think it's heartburn idk. or maybe that i don't have a valentine :(
February 15, 2026 at 7:13 AM
real fucking talk right now. sometimes i wish i could just either make a post, or scream out to the people i know how im really doing, what i really struggle with, and how that affects anything and anyone i interact with

then maybe people would be less harsh. maybe they'll understand it to a degree
February 15, 2026 at 6:51 AM
god i hate being irritable

the smallest things should not get on my nerves. i know it's a me problem
February 15, 2026 at 3:00 AM
me and my "lmao" or "lol" after saying something depressing
February 15, 2026 at 2:11 AM
happy valentine's day yall
February 15, 2026 at 12:20 AM
ok ok they're opening for a band called staind

idk staind but i wanna see sleep theory lol
yall i think sleep theory is going to be close to me in a few months
February 14, 2026 at 11:57 PM
yall i think sleep theory is going to be close to me in a few months
February 14, 2026 at 11:49 PM
so fuck this shit
February 14, 2026 at 4:25 AM
i have to stop listening to this damn song for my own mental health

😢
February 14, 2026 at 4:17 AM
i'm not even trying to have a good day with repeating one more light 12 times lmao
February 13, 2026 at 4:55 PM
i think it's a migraine

it hurts so bad lol. i might try to sleep it off
i have the fattest headache rn
February 13, 2026 at 6:08 AM
i have the fattest headache rn
February 13, 2026 at 5:39 AM
one more light is getting me tonight :(
February 13, 2026 at 3:23 AM
bro my heart hurts so bad

i think it's heartburn idk. or maybe that i don't have a valentine :(
February 13, 2026 at 1:17 AM
pineapple so good that i gotta eat it before it eats me
February 12, 2026 at 5:02 AM
yall by english professor is a clikkie

ONE OF US ONE OF US
February 11, 2026 at 5:44 PM
i'm about to go to bed but has anyone heard from @prettycontest.bsky.social ?? she hasn't been online in a month
February 11, 2026 at 6:57 AM
it's finally warm enough where i can go outside and tan (the high tmr is 74°F (23°C) for me)

tanning in february is crazy considering the weather yall are dealing with up north. yall stay safe with your cold
February 11, 2026 at 6:55 AM
"this movies about two scared little boys" "and you're gonna like that"

😭
February 11, 2026 at 6:03 AM
i've been on medication since october (so around 4 months) and it's helped with my depression. however, i still have a lot of anxiety, and that in return makes me feel the same way i did when i wasn't on medication and depressed

idk if this makes sense but i just don't like people and myself
February 11, 2026 at 12:21 AM
sometimes i like and repost videos on instagram that i relate to in hopes that someone i know sees it
February 11, 2026 at 12:15 AM
WE HAVE DRAFTS YALL OMG
February 10, 2026 at 4:41 PM
i've gotta lock in
February 10, 2026 at 4:17 AM
yall send some files so my friend can get some unreleased songs on her spotify

any unreleased thing yall can think of
February 9, 2026 at 5:56 PM
damn green day ONE JOB 😭
February 8, 2026 at 11:09 PM