A roiling mass of rotting death buried beneath a blanket of sinew and skin.

Wordless sentences make me fall into a chasm of my own self worth into a new nightmare

Trees surround and stifle branches stretch and suffocate strings tighten and pull.

Rotten eyes in a rotten skull.

heardbutnotseen

There’s something in my walls I think I don’t feel safe here I’m going to go find some place to stay I’m not alone here I need to get away

Happy birthday to me, I guess, 22 and I’m already circling the drain. I’ve never been the biggest fan of my birthday, I don’t really enjoy getting older and it’s always overshadowed by near years, it always just makes me so stressed.

It’s New Year’s Eve, so I guess happy new year. Not that there’s much to be happy about.

What is the purpose of panic?

I went to an art gallery in DC today, not feeling good, can’t shake the feeling I’m not alone, which is silly considering I’m in public.

I think I’m feeling better lately. Maybe it’s the Christmas drinks in me but I’ve been sleeping kind of well, maybe the fresh air form all the walks is helping me.

Merry Christmas to those that celebrate and happy Hanukkah to those that celebrate, stay safe these holidays.

Had a dream last night and filmed this right after waking up, before I could forget it. Apologies for the late update on it

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I’ve spent the last few hours making sure my doors and windows were locked, like I’ve said I haven’t been sleeping well so I think I left those things there as… a prank for my future self maybe? and forgot. Thats my best (and only) guess, anyway.

I just got back from the gym to find… this on the INSIDE of my bedroom door.

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I can feel it in my blood

Too cold, too fucked for an actual walk today, haven’t felt like doing anything, wish I was gone. But I know I gotta make myself do something

Weird day today

I went for a little walk today

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I’ve been having some trouble sleeping lately, not sure why

Been listening lately, good tune.

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Hello world, I figured I might as well get on here before im 22 so I can post (tweet?) into the abyss.