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Marika Hel ☕️
@harrowleaf.bsky.social
Mari(ka) | 25+ | She/They | Disabled Goth Demigirl | ☕️ Trying to fix my heart, one day at a time.

If you support genAI in any way, kindly don't follow me and fuck off. I can and will block on sight.
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Charon, my emotional support dead man
Today's a new day, hopefully with less grievances and frustration. I can do this.
December 11, 2025 at 6:11 AM
Okay, today has been complete and utter shit but I got my emotional support dead man at least
December 10, 2025 at 4:09 PM
I should probably go back to work before people wonder where the hell I went. So onwards I go.

It /will/ get better. Today is just a day where it's easier to believe in the opposite.
December 10, 2025 at 12:01 PM
Sigh. Guess it's just another one of those days. Sorry.
December 10, 2025 at 11:40 AM
It hit me that I have to buy a bus ticket up to the house soon before they absolutely spike in price and... sigh. I really don't want to go, but I also don't have a fucking choice in the matter.
December 10, 2025 at 10:25 AM
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MINE HEART HATH WARMED AT SUCH GENTLE AFFECTIONS, FUCKETH!!!!! SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
December 10, 2025 at 8:38 AM
As someone who has studied film and watches horror movies frequently I felt LRP in my goddamn soul.
December 10, 2025 at 7:36 AM
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so insanely fucking real for this
December 9, 2025 at 7:30 PM
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massive stream 🌊
#umamusume #ウマ娘
December 9, 2025 at 10:51 PM
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oh, that character there is genocide guy, he's kind of a fan favorite. the one next to him, though, that's the one everyone hates, she was rude once.
December 9, 2025 at 12:59 AM
Not gonna look forward to seeing how messy the office will probably be tomorrow morning, but today's conference was really nice. We need days like these every now and then.
December 9, 2025 at 6:02 PM
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Hey, whether you did hundreds of artworks this year or one artwork this year, you are an artist, and you're doing your best. Be proud of whatever you created this year. Life ebbs and flows.
December 8, 2025 at 9:27 PM
December 9, 2025 at 12:11 PM
Panne is coming with me to work today because I didn't want to bring my normal big-ass bag to the hotel conference we're having today.
December 9, 2025 at 7:10 AM
Finally took the time to watch Ryan Hollinger's video on Good Boy because I knew it was gonna be one of those movies I'd be unable to watch without having a massive breakdown considering the loss of Boris this year and... hoh boy.
December 8, 2025 at 6:14 PM
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December 8, 2025 at 12:38 PM
I started playing during the time when Chaos was the ONLY European Datacenter. I had no idea what made the servers different, and I picked Shiva because of the name.

So uh, yeah.
#wolqotd | #wolquestion

For players: Which server are you from? 🗺️ Is there a story behind why you chose that server? And do you mind friends visiting you there?
December 8, 2025 at 12:19 PM
Can't say I'm surprised about Harada leaving Bamco tbh. Also wouldn't be surprised if this will be the death knell for the whole company.
December 8, 2025 at 9:28 AM
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We need to permanently retire "get that bag" and bring back the shame of selling out!! Sorry!!
December 7, 2025 at 8:35 PM
Finally took some time to start reading All Quiet on the Western Front and gods, I forgot how emotionally draining it is to read, even if it's an amazing novel. I could only go through like the first two chapters before I had to put it down and process everything.
December 7, 2025 at 8:43 PM
I need to give this baby a name
December 7, 2025 at 4:21 PM
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December 7, 2025 at 1:44 AM
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120625
December 6, 2025 at 10:44 PM
Took a while for me to decide, but considering how hyped I was for the proper release after listening to the tracklist previews? It has to be DOGMA.
December 6, 2025 at 10:13 PM
Uh... goose friend?
December 6, 2025 at 1:45 PM