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Hara
@hara2bara.bsky.social
34 - He/They - 🔞
Ridiculous Creature
Progress Account for a
Recovering Burnout
If I post art it will be sizey.
From earlier this week. Getting art chops back while trying to craft up specs for a few future indulgences.
January 30, 2026 at 7:27 PM
four hours isn't enough sleep unless you can make a really good bed.
January 30, 2026 at 7:15 PM
Weird legitimately believing there's something in my work that can shine thru the research, so I don't need to worry about becoming a copycat.
January 30, 2026 at 5:31 PM
*fourth day underslept from staying up to draw past the stressors and distractions, gathering fresh insight on hugeness*
January 30, 2026 at 5:28 PM
Reposted by Hara
This is correct. This is what everyone needs to hear and know in their hearts, especially right now.
January 25, 2026 at 3:37 AM
Gnolls Gnolls Gnolls
Green Yellow'n BraAUN-
January 20, 2026 at 12:54 AM
*slowly building the stamina necessary for stamina-building social reciprocationnnnuh*

Nobody hold their breath for me getting chatty Immediately (I will/DO wait til I've got the energy now), but I'm making the pushes to initiate conversation with the buds who kept in touch the last six years.
January 8, 2026 at 5:20 PM
Roughly 7 years ago, I confided my private self to someone I love and trusted; who proceeded to tell everyone they knew about my private life, prompting me to shrink inward and crave a new identity.

Now, even though it's been a long journey with much growth, I still don't feel settled into a form.
December 30, 2025 at 7:22 PM
More realistic plans for certs in the works, buddying up w/ @demetriustiger.bsky.social so we can knock these out before summer. Get us some more opportunities to stuff the chuff.
December 29, 2025 at 7:26 PM
Reposted by Hara
When you wake up in the morning and BAM! Moobs!
December 28, 2025 at 7:04 PM
Finally journaling offline now that I'm shaking off unappealing impressions of how it Should Be. Long as the info is where I can hold it for better long term synthesis, it works.

Also unlike when I started twitter I have more agency and a robust support system if I can keep steadily integrating it.
December 17, 2025 at 5:16 PM
Guess who asked, re-asked, re-redirected and firmly stuck to the ask when his lead kept trying to veer, reroute and misdirect til they finally gave the plain jane answer.

The same guy who's heart rate didn't spike before, during or after the 2-minute back 'n forth that coulda been a 2-sec response.
December 10, 2025 at 5:44 PM
thinkin bout infrasound in a micro life

Looking up at (wherever you like to look when you're a dot in the dirt) with the same noise as being under an overpass or in the middle of a canyon
December 4, 2025 at 4:19 PM
We Have CAR AGAIN

Will keep taking public transit as much as possible but it's so so nice having it be an Option again while it's getting colder and wetter!!

Was cool dipping into Portland again to retrieve it, haven't been since 2019. The train ride was lovely.. need more reasons to travel.
November 24, 2025 at 7:24 PM
I'm not doing the November thing but dream time brain has been pumping out some Incredible sessions regardless. Stuff that feels like the real deal, memories staying stuck to the waking world.

Trying to be grateful like each night's gonna be the last one, cuz I bet you if I chase em they'll stop.
November 12, 2025 at 7:17 PM
One year in the new place. And one year with the company, even if I were technically hired on from temping til March.
November 12, 2025 at 12:51 AM
Think I figured out the core bits of why this job drives me nuts.

Since I mainly get the good chemicals from completion rather than the Doing of things, I have to be more flexible about where I'm going for that motivating fix (in a job that shifts gears and goal posts several dozen times a shift).
November 7, 2025 at 8:11 PM
They want these X-Projects done by Y-Date? Cool, what are you going to Z-Do_About_It?

Hopefully not lead us on that you asked for help then brag how you intercepted and prevented help for merit raises our seniors didn't get.

Hopefully not act like I'm getting rhabdo for six bucks below the rate. 🤞
November 5, 2025 at 5:12 PM
Yes, I'm drawing. Yes it's hyper specific. Yes I've only been showing a handful of people instead of posting. Am brushing up; negotiating between the hardware in charge of my neurotransmitters, and the vital psychic constructs vulnerable to instant gratification bear traps.

Big balancing act.
November 1, 2025 at 5:08 PM
What an incredible Halloween. Right up to the last dream waking up into November (and we got it all penned down, too).

Next year we'll be able to share in that spirit a little more, maybe a Lot more. We understand things about our self that we didn't before.

Rest, recover, rebuild. 'Til next year!
November 1, 2025 at 4:56 PM
Thank you proto-voidant 2015 Hara for this illustrated, hyper verbose process-and-anatomy flashcard pack, you dedicated treasure of yonder year you.
October 15, 2025 at 1:50 PM
BED UPGRADE

I'M FUCKING AWAKE
October 13, 2025 at 6:11 PM
One week of doodling through the commute. The blobs get bigger. Do more. Do Me. Feel the electricity again, the story isn't over yet.
October 9, 2025 at 8:14 PM
*tongue flicker* brululu. This's awesome.

Nearly in week two of healing. Tender but not too tender, just gotta keep wiggling to keep it moving along.

First experimental discord call last night says I'm easier to understand. Felt great having that much talk energy w/o getting wiped out
September 29, 2025 at 12:46 PM
Tongue Freeeeeeed

It hurts less than expected. Can start experimenting once it's less tender.

From the talking I've been able to do it's been very interesting not having that withholding "tug" with every syllable.. it's subtle but it's very nice.

Finally got it done!!
September 24, 2025 at 3:06 AM