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night moth
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nicky • he/him • 26 • 🎉🤡
everyone enjoy that 3.50 pizza
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I keep freaking out on here I’m fine actually lol, I gotta find something else to do when emotions come up bc I can not picture myself 27 and doing this on here e.e
February 8, 2026 at 9:14 AM
Nostradamus
February 8, 2026 at 9:11 AM
alt fashion, dark colours, or bright colours, bold, not neon but I think brighter jewel tones, and especially eccentrically dyed hair (patterns, pictures, shapes - stars, hearts, etc) are gonna be in style soon, runway stuff.
February 8, 2026 at 9:11 AM
Alright anyway let’s Cayman’s
February 8, 2026 at 3:54 AM
anyway i am changing my name for a VARIETY of reasons (one of them being im related to like 2 other ppl with this name and im like i kinda don’t wanna do that anymore) im thinking either jack (new) or nicky (reboot)
February 8, 2026 at 2:22 AM
I do understand my own faults here but it will take time for that narrative to unfold.
February 8, 2026 at 2:14 AM
Idk I think by march were succeeding in beating the kid to death
February 8, 2026 at 12:54 AM
And I’m sure I’ll shut up abt this like this after March, mostly bc I can’t stand the idea of being 27 and presenting myself like this but I am, for the moment, upset abt the way ppl have responded to me.
February 8, 2026 at 12:48 AM
And for ppl pocket watching and suspecting anything at all I will show you my fucking bank records.
February 8, 2026 at 12:16 AM
At this point yeah I went to Toronto to piss
February 8, 2026 at 12:14 AM
I don’t believe in cancelling things bc it never works anyway but can this stop
February 8, 2026 at 12:13 AM
I gotta be more careful idk what abt my Bluesky presence screams do that to me but idk how much I can stress to not do that to me
February 8, 2026 at 12:10 AM
Also it’s almost like I do everything I do out of anger because my boundaries are being constantly crossed and then shrugged out when I enforce them
February 8, 2026 at 12:04 AM
I also kinda refuse to reach out to ppl here bc I’m aware the response will be no or go away, or nothing at all, and I’ve faced enough humiliation for being pawned with.
February 7, 2026 at 11:31 PM
Bc in reality I chose to make myself look worse in hopes ppl would leave me alone.
February 7, 2026 at 11:31 PM
It’s sad that I, if I’m listening to the narrative leaving impressions on me, that I gave up before I “got everything I wanted” (whose words.) but it’s like. I do kinda wanna force ppl irl to reconcile with what they were ignoring me thru :P
February 7, 2026 at 11:30 PM
I will entertain men if they PAY ME. NOT EVEN IN A PLAY. No more elephants lmao
February 7, 2026 at 10:56 PM
and ppl rlly hate what im doing bc they have fleas
February 7, 2026 at 10:52 PM
There’s something in trying to steal but I gotta figure out a way to do it :P
February 7, 2026 at 10:44 PM
I realize I was lied to but I also realize that going along in that lie is how I lived for like, a while :P
February 7, 2026 at 10:17 PM
I’m also pissed that things that happened to me for real are things that ppl DO NOT BELIEVE HAPPENED TO ME.
February 7, 2026 at 10:16 PM
It’s also painful that something that to me was my real life (how I lived, supported myself, had be going to Niagara regularly) was to everyone else pretend. And ppl are quite mad abt that energy, bc they didn’t get to have that experience I guess.
February 7, 2026 at 10:15 PM
I did not realize ppl see the way I’m behaving as a thing ppl do just bc they think ppl find them hot.
February 7, 2026 at 10:14 PM
I have had a bad habit of being around ppl that rely on their families
February 7, 2026 at 10:13 PM