Boregar the Grizzled Dwarf
@grizzleddwarf.bsky.social
Just a Canadian bear who pretends to be a dwarf. 🐻 🇨🇦
Gamer, sometimes writer and artist, over all a huge nerd.
Gamer, sometimes writer and artist, over all a huge nerd.
I keep wishing I was dead. I can't handle life anymore. I'm so sick of everything.
40 years old, and I'm nothing but a fucking loser.
40 years old, and I'm nothing but a fucking loser.
November 12, 2025 at 1:55 PM
I keep wishing I was dead. I can't handle life anymore. I'm so sick of everything.
40 years old, and I'm nothing but a fucking loser.
40 years old, and I'm nothing but a fucking loser.
I feel so alone. Isolated. Unwanted.
November 12, 2025 at 1:19 AM
I feel so alone. Isolated. Unwanted.
No matter how many times I hit myself, I cannot seem to stop being a useless autistic retard. I'm so sick of my fucking life!!
November 10, 2025 at 8:54 PM
No matter how many times I hit myself, I cannot seem to stop being a useless autistic retard. I'm so sick of my fucking life!!
There is no future.
No hope.
Only death awaits us.
No hope.
Only death awaits us.
November 10, 2025 at 8:27 PM
There is no future.
No hope.
Only death awaits us.
No hope.
Only death awaits us.
Time to cancel FFXIV subs and never buy another SE game again. (Not that I could afford it anyways)
Square Enix laying off its employees right after announcing theu want generative AI to be running most of its work is crazy to me
At this rate, we are going to see a strange collapse in not just gaming, but the art and entertainment scene over the next few years.
At this rate, we are going to see a strange collapse in not just gaming, but the art and entertainment scene over the next few years.
November 9, 2025 at 1:53 AM
Time to cancel FFXIV subs and never buy another SE game again. (Not that I could afford it anyways)
Maybe if I say "nothing" to every question, people will stop asking and feigning interest in my depression shit-show of a life.
Gonna be more honest with everyone in my life by renaming my depression “Nothing."
“What’s wrong?"
“Nothing."
“What did you get up to this weekend?"
“Whole lotta Nothing."
“How’s your novel coming?"
“Nothing’s stopping me now."
“What’s wrong?"
“Nothing."
“What did you get up to this weekend?"
“Whole lotta Nothing."
“How’s your novel coming?"
“Nothing’s stopping me now."
November 6, 2025 at 11:45 PM
Maybe if I say "nothing" to every question, people will stop asking and feigning interest in my depression shit-show of a life.
It doesn't get better. Ever.
I will seriously punch the next person who tries to console me and my depression with that line. Fuck you. It never gets better and I fucking hate these meaningless platitides.
I will seriously punch the next person who tries to console me and my depression with that line. Fuck you. It never gets better and I fucking hate these meaningless platitides.
November 6, 2025 at 11:38 PM
It doesn't get better. Ever.
I will seriously punch the next person who tries to console me and my depression with that line. Fuck you. It never gets better and I fucking hate these meaningless platitides.
I will seriously punch the next person who tries to console me and my depression with that line. Fuck you. It never gets better and I fucking hate these meaningless platitides.
Multiple coworkers: We just put a down payment on a house in our 20s!
Me: I just bought instant noodles with my VISA nearing my 40s....
Fuck me. Fuck my life.
Me: I just bought instant noodles with my VISA nearing my 40s....
Fuck me. Fuck my life.
November 4, 2025 at 4:14 PM
Multiple coworkers: We just put a down payment on a house in our 20s!
Me: I just bought instant noodles with my VISA nearing my 40s....
Fuck me. Fuck my life.
Me: I just bought instant noodles with my VISA nearing my 40s....
Fuck me. Fuck my life.
Things I'm not allowed to afford to buy:
- new clothes
- See a dentist
- afford medications
I'm so tired of my god damned life.
- new clothes
- See a dentist
- afford medications
I'm so tired of my god damned life.
November 4, 2025 at 3:57 PM
Things I'm not allowed to afford to buy:
- new clothes
- See a dentist
- afford medications
I'm so tired of my god damned life.
- new clothes
- See a dentist
- afford medications
I'm so tired of my god damned life.
Kick Petey out of our country. We don't need disrespectful and deceitful pieces of Yankee shit in our country.
Angus - "How the hell did you get hired, Pete, to be the ambassador to what was America’s number one ally? But let’s face it, Pete — we know Canada is not America’s number one ally anymore. Vladimir Putin is." #cdnpoli
October 30, 2025 at 1:57 PM
Kick Petey out of our country. We don't need disrespectful and deceitful pieces of Yankee shit in our country.
My parents divorced 20 years ago, and still we have arguments about who hosts holiday weekends when.
I'm telling both my mom and dad I'm not attending either Christmas dinner then. I'd rather disappoint both sides than to exclude one.
I'm telling both my mom and dad I'm not attending either Christmas dinner then. I'd rather disappoint both sides than to exclude one.
October 26, 2025 at 9:47 PM
My parents divorced 20 years ago, and still we have arguments about who hosts holiday weekends when.
I'm telling both my mom and dad I'm not attending either Christmas dinner then. I'd rather disappoint both sides than to exclude one.
I'm telling both my mom and dad I'm not attending either Christmas dinner then. I'd rather disappoint both sides than to exclude one.
If this happens, and it probably will happen like with abortion rights, you're going to see a large uptick in hate crimes because people will feel emboldened by this.
Never leaving Canada. Ever. Fuck you hateful Yankees.
Never leaving Canada. Ever. Fuck you hateful Yankees.
Breaking: The Supreme Court is now officially considering taking up a case overturning same-sex marriage.
This is the first time in history the court has considered rolling back this right.
This is the first time in history the court has considered rolling back this right.
October 23, 2025 at 5:37 PM
If this happens, and it probably will happen like with abortion rights, you're going to see a large uptick in hate crimes because people will feel emboldened by this.
Never leaving Canada. Ever. Fuck you hateful Yankees.
Never leaving Canada. Ever. Fuck you hateful Yankees.
I feel like nothing matters, because I'll always just be some autistic loser who never amounts to anything. Why try? I've been trying for nearly 40 years and it's gotten me nowhere.
October 22, 2025 at 7:30 PM
I feel like nothing matters, because I'll always just be some autistic loser who never amounts to anything. Why try? I've been trying for nearly 40 years and it's gotten me nowhere.
I can't move past things. I hate myself. I hate how I react to things and can't seem to control myself appropriately. Being a neurodivergent adult sucks ass, and I'd rather have not been born like this than to live like some overgrown manchild who can't regulate their emotions.
October 22, 2025 at 7:28 PM
I can't move past things. I hate myself. I hate how I react to things and can't seem to control myself appropriately. Being a neurodivergent adult sucks ass, and I'd rather have not been born like this than to live like some overgrown manchild who can't regulate their emotions.
I hope Wizards of the Coast realizes how BAD Spider-man is doing for them. Drafts at my LGS aren't firing because all the regulars hate or are bored of Spider-man. The set is too simplistic and every game "feels the same" according to players.
@wotcmatt.bsky.social
@wotcmatt.bsky.social
October 11, 2025 at 2:55 AM
I hope Wizards of the Coast realizes how BAD Spider-man is doing for them. Drafts at my LGS aren't firing because all the regulars hate or are bored of Spider-man. The set is too simplistic and every game "feels the same" according to players.
@wotcmatt.bsky.social
@wotcmatt.bsky.social
5 years ago, I lost my teaching job.
4 years ago, I nearly lost my partner.
3 years ago, I lost my family home and two cats.
I'm $15k in debt, and have no future prospects. Every day has been a challenge. Every day a slog in wondering one thing:
What the fuck is the point of living?
4 years ago, I nearly lost my partner.
3 years ago, I lost my family home and two cats.
I'm $15k in debt, and have no future prospects. Every day has been a challenge. Every day a slog in wondering one thing:
What the fuck is the point of living?
October 8, 2025 at 1:11 AM
5 years ago, I lost my teaching job.
4 years ago, I nearly lost my partner.
3 years ago, I lost my family home and two cats.
I'm $15k in debt, and have no future prospects. Every day has been a challenge. Every day a slog in wondering one thing:
What the fuck is the point of living?
4 years ago, I nearly lost my partner.
3 years ago, I lost my family home and two cats.
I'm $15k in debt, and have no future prospects. Every day has been a challenge. Every day a slog in wondering one thing:
What the fuck is the point of living?
Fucking up is the only thing I'm good at.
Will be adding “Professional Fucker Upper” to my resume moving forward, with a list of bullet point achievements including an 100% efficiency rating in losing friends and alienating people!
October 7, 2025 at 11:24 PM
Fucking up is the only thing I'm good at.
I. Hate. My. LIFE!!!!
October 7, 2025 at 10:52 PM
I. Hate. My. LIFE!!!!
I'm convinced StarCraft 2's depiction of Kerrigan and WoW's depiction of Sylvanas are from the same writer. Both are genocidal dictators that got completely undeserved character redemption arcs.
October 7, 2025 at 7:31 PM
I'm convinced StarCraft 2's depiction of Kerrigan and WoW's depiction of Sylvanas are from the same writer. Both are genocidal dictators that got completely undeserved character redemption arcs.
Finally got to play the GundamCG with real cards. I can't wait to get my hands on more product, this game was a refreshing change of pace from Magic the Gathering.
October 6, 2025 at 12:33 AM
Finally got to play the GundamCG with real cards. I can't wait to get my hands on more product, this game was a refreshing change of pace from Magic the Gathering.
Finally got to play the GundamCG with real cards. I can't wait to get my hands on more product, this game was a refreshing change of pace from Magic the Gathering.
October 6, 2025 at 12:05 AM
Finally got to play the GundamCG with real cards. I can't wait to get my hands on more product, this game was a refreshing change of pace from Magic the Gathering.
I wish I could die. I'm so done with life. Done with debt. Done with having to be better when everyone else gets away with mediocre or worse.
I wish I wasn't born.
I wish I wasn't born.
October 2, 2025 at 10:38 PM
I wish I could die. I'm so done with life. Done with debt. Done with having to be better when everyone else gets away with mediocre or worse.
I wish I wasn't born.
I wish I wasn't born.
Just found out a regular customer is going to become a cop and has already been accepted for the job.
I have a lot of issues with this person that makes me uncomfortable with him being a cop.
I have a lot of issues with this person that makes me uncomfortable with him being a cop.
October 1, 2025 at 6:06 PM
Just found out a regular customer is going to become a cop and has already been accepted for the job.
I have a lot of issues with this person that makes me uncomfortable with him being a cop.
I have a lot of issues with this person that makes me uncomfortable with him being a cop.
Nothing in my life is going right. I constantly either feel like a burden, or like I'm being taken advantage of, and there is no in-between.
October 1, 2025 at 3:54 PM
Nothing in my life is going right. I constantly either feel like a burden, or like I'm being taken advantage of, and there is no in-between.
Another lazy day for Milla
September 30, 2025 at 4:40 PM
Another lazy day for Milla