Can someone just tell me my words and feelings matter?

I feel like I've done everything to keep myself sane and present, but keep failing to understand the lesson I need to learn. I constantly ask myself what is wrong with me and each time think about it I understand what and why.

I wish I could go back to therapy, but I can't even afford it.

I've stopped crying for so long I think my tears ducks no longer work. It's almost physically painful to cry like I get a headache trying to cry.

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When America falls who's gonna pick up the pieces?

Why is white supremacy something to hold on to when everyone suffers from it?

If hate is so powerful, what can love really do?

I have a conspiracy theory on why cars are bigger in the US.

It's part of the American Zombie Contengency plan. Where should there be a zombie apocalypse, then people would have heavy duty vehicles to get around long distance, depending on how bad things go at the start.

Mercury is using astroglide, seasonal depression been slapping the taste out my mouth, and I'm constantly feeling ugly.

Life is going good. 🙃🙃🥹

I'm not coping well, but still. . . Life and energy is ever moving.

What is there to do when you feel empty inside?

I'm tired of being rational, reasonable, and responsible! Can someone be this person for me!!!!!

I feel like if I say certain things, then it'll get me sent to places I don't want to be.

*sighs*

It could all be easy, but still fuck ups happen.

I plan on taking over the world, one pigeon at a time. Mwahahahahahahahaha.

How is this the world we live in as adults?

You ever hate someone, but not enough to wish the worse?

Don't mind me. I'm skeeting into the void.

It's upsetting how depression and anxiety can infect every facet of your life.

What is life if you're unhappy?