I lifted something.
"For someone with chronic pain you sure do a lot of physical fucking labour," my mouth shouted.
I then apologised for trying.

Has every institution failed me, or am I just unhelpable?

How do I convey to others how I see the world? It feels impossible.

Ling Xiaoyu linework. I used a pixellated brush for an experiment, since my friends use it.

Another great video about Ace Combat 3 by @gizougitai.bsky.social

www.youtube.com/watch?v=KIb1...

If you missed part 1, watch it here www.youtube.com/watch?v=qsTQ...

When I tell people about my past, I don't even believe myself. The other me scoffs, "How exaggerated. How cherry-picked. What a false impression you give."
I'm sticking to the facts, damn it. You were there too, you know I'm being honest. Please, at least let me be honest.

Politics are lame. I'm just here to schizopost.

I get mistaken as trans because of "Gitai." But I'm a man. (A broken one, but still.)
My readings on media are Romanticist, with a specialised concept of Beauty, Elegance and Artistic Empathy. It's an archetypically feminine philosophy, so Gitai is female.
I don't expect to be understood, though.

I once slept at a friend's place, and had a dream where I woke up again, and again, and again...
The sensation that "this is reality, that was a dream" weakened every time.
Finally I awoke, and it came back. I felt truly awake, as I explained the dream to my friend.
Then I woke up again, and again,

Can we weave it into clothing or put it in flooring?

There's another me, right behind me.
They judgementally doubt/accuse me, with every decision, every delusion of success, each stupid action, failure & mistake.
Sometimes I think they're the real me.
But when I succeed at something, suddenly that voice leaves me. I'm empty and alone when I succeed.

I've found that my favourite thing to do in Tekken 8 is rescue combos.

I'm sorry little bro...

Happy Halloween
#DarkStalkers #Lilith

Sony's reluctance to include full BackCompat is twofold:
1. Old security measures (PS1 CD wobble, PSP proprietary UMD) are an expense that cuts into profit margins.
2. Old console security has been blasted wide open at this point, and Sony are deathly afraid of console hacking.

Testing Post.