ghostt
@ghosttbeef.bsky.social
this is the quiet small account i made for sanity that will some day be locked when bsky finally adds that feature
the christmas but without family woes are hitting hard this year i fear
December 25, 2025 at 4:48 PM
the christmas but without family woes are hitting hard this year i fear
ive been dizzy enough to struggle with work every day for weeks on top of my interpersonal issues with people and im just. hrhrgrhrgghhh. being at work is Torturous i wish i could get a new job without worrying about insurance shit
December 7, 2025 at 11:13 PM
ive been dizzy enough to struggle with work every day for weeks on top of my interpersonal issues with people and im just. hrhrgrhrgghhh. being at work is Torturous i wish i could get a new job without worrying about insurance shit
every time i open up slides to work on my graphic design homework i pass by this presentation i made in highschool and question my choice of program
November 23, 2025 at 6:42 PM
every time i open up slides to work on my graphic design homework i pass by this presentation i made in highschool and question my choice of program
i miss when my store had mostly queer people in it instead of a legion of identical cishet women who constantly misgender me and my friends. Its gotten so bad even people who have worked with me for years are consistently misgendering me. feels fucking bad
November 17, 2025 at 10:19 PM
i miss when my store had mostly queer people in it instead of a legion of identical cishet women who constantly misgender me and my friends. Its gotten so bad even people who have worked with me for years are consistently misgendering me. feels fucking bad
vitamin d supplements helped me feel normal for like five days but i am once again mega depressed for seemingly no reason. we're doing Bad today i'm afraid
November 10, 2025 at 8:49 PM
vitamin d supplements helped me feel normal for like five days but i am once again mega depressed for seemingly no reason. we're doing Bad today i'm afraid
wishing every customer a please please im already dead leave me ALONE
November 9, 2025 at 10:29 PM
wishing every customer a please please im already dead leave me ALONE
hrrrgg. psych evaluation this week. ✨i dont wanna ✨
my clinic is getting sketchier and suddenly charging me too so i might need to stop therapy … right as i get any kind of actual diagnosis. or not. whos to say
my clinic is getting sketchier and suddenly charging me too so i might need to stop therapy … right as i get any kind of actual diagnosis. or not. whos to say
November 9, 2025 at 3:59 PM
hrrrgg. psych evaluation this week. ✨i dont wanna ✨
my clinic is getting sketchier and suddenly charging me too so i might need to stop therapy … right as i get any kind of actual diagnosis. or not. whos to say
my clinic is getting sketchier and suddenly charging me too so i might need to stop therapy … right as i get any kind of actual diagnosis. or not. whos to say
people who have absolutely no business finding this account have found it so it's time to never touch it again until bluesky finally actually adds private accounts god bless.
October 3, 2025 at 12:20 AM
people who have absolutely no business finding this account have found it so it's time to never touch it again until bluesky finally actually adds private accounts god bless.
wow i straight up can't stay conscious today even after eating and caffeine. what is going ON.
do you think they'll let me leave work early if i black out
do you think they'll let me leave work early if i black out
September 29, 2025 at 6:29 PM
wow i straight up can't stay conscious today even after eating and caffeine. what is going ON.
do you think they'll let me leave work early if i black out
do you think they'll let me leave work early if i black out
I need september to be over so badly. cursed cursed month. It’s been especially bad this year
September 26, 2025 at 12:44 AM
I need september to be over so badly. cursed cursed month. It’s been especially bad this year
speaking of my drugs that work thank god for them bc something has ignited my Parasite Fear real bad to the point i wasnt able to eat the day it happened. and while it is bad and i cant stop thining about it I KNOW IT'D BE SO MUCH WORSE WITHOUT THE DRUGS
September 15, 2025 at 6:32 PM
speaking of my drugs that work thank god for them bc something has ignited my Parasite Fear real bad to the point i wasnt able to eat the day it happened. and while it is bad and i cant stop thining about it I KNOW IT'D BE SO MUCH WORSE WITHOUT THE DRUGS
man i wish adhd meds were the nice perfect solution for me that they seem to be for other people.
it sucks bc i'm like. do i not actually have adhd. did i accidentally trick my old doctor into giving me drugs. if so WHY cant i focus on anything, ever, please
it sucks bc i'm like. do i not actually have adhd. did i accidentally trick my old doctor into giving me drugs. if so WHY cant i focus on anything, ever, please
September 15, 2025 at 5:09 PM
man i wish adhd meds were the nice perfect solution for me that they seem to be for other people.
it sucks bc i'm like. do i not actually have adhd. did i accidentally trick my old doctor into giving me drugs. if so WHY cant i focus on anything, ever, please
it sucks bc i'm like. do i not actually have adhd. did i accidentally trick my old doctor into giving me drugs. if so WHY cant i focus on anything, ever, please
wringing my fucking hands abt the icon comms i was doing not going well. hrgh. i might do pwyw ones in a sketch style like these again or something bc those did really well but mannn maaaaannnnn Im Nervous
August 8, 2025 at 4:47 PM
wringing my fucking hands abt the icon comms i was doing not going well. hrgh. i might do pwyw ones in a sketch style like these again or something bc those did really well but mannn maaaaannnnn Im Nervous
what i mean by this is, your gender is painted by the rest of your experiences as a person, like race, class, where you live, etc etc. in my case it was effected deeply by illness, and being degendered/othered/dehumanized because of it
turns out being transgender and also having several core memories of being told youre disgusting in a way that's kind of irrefutable and just objectively True will do something to your sense of self and body image. and everything about how you interact with the world. idk .
July 31, 2025 at 6:28 PM
what i mean by this is, your gender is painted by the rest of your experiences as a person, like race, class, where you live, etc etc. in my case it was effected deeply by illness, and being degendered/othered/dehumanized because of it
this feels a bit personal for main but. i wish there was ... a conversation at all online in disability/online spaces about illnesses that effect your appearance bc goddamn man i feel like i'm going crazy sometimes thinking about it. it is so isolating
July 31, 2025 at 6:21 PM
this feels a bit personal for main but. i wish there was ... a conversation at all online in disability/online spaces about illnesses that effect your appearance bc goddamn man i feel like i'm going crazy sometimes thinking about it. it is so isolating
trying to tell my psychiatrist abt my Symptoms and Problems is so tough bc i gotta retain some amount of professionalism esp over email but i also simply dont know how to describe things in a normal way
May 16, 2025 at 9:35 PM
trying to tell my psychiatrist abt my Symptoms and Problems is so tough bc i gotta retain some amount of professionalism esp over email but i also simply dont know how to describe things in a normal way
changing my mimd once again this account gets to be sopping wet milo drawing i made and didnt get to use
May 1, 2025 at 7:08 AM
changing my mimd once again this account gets to be sopping wet milo drawing i made and didnt get to use
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When a nasty horse dies its soul is reborn into a printer
April 10, 2025 at 1:30 PM
When a nasty horse dies its soul is reborn into a printer
i think i gotta start using this account more and like. making a feed here that does not make me feel like i'm going to explode into a thousand tiny pieces like my main does
April 7, 2025 at 2:24 AM
i think i gotta start using this account more and like. making a feed here that does not make me feel like i'm going to explode into a thousand tiny pieces like my main does