kirry 🖤✨
ghostheartss.bsky.social
kirry 🖤✨
@ghostheartss.bsky.social
knitter • infj • 5w6 • scorpio
✨serial couch crafter✨
lover, crybaby, and also a babe 🖤

(you probably know me as knittingalovesong on IG)
disappearing has always been my greatest talent.

but this time i want to stay.
September 10, 2025 at 4:14 AM
I know I am fast approaching burnout because I just sobbed over getting a good grade back on a paper I was sure I was going to fail 🙃 only 10.5 more weeks til I get a break.
June 11, 2025 at 2:18 AM
Bought a notebook to track the food stuff. Steadily adding to my list of smells/tastes like chemicals or trash. Protein shakes start tomorrow because I am tired and I don’t know what else to do.
May 31, 2025 at 5:23 PM
Mini long-covid update: raw beef smelled like burning plastic. Cheese is also suspicious. I need to keep a food journal bc this is such a wild progression from a few weeks ago when I thought I was almost back to normal.

Also shoutout @knitlib.bsky.social for making me feel less alone 🖤
May 27, 2025 at 7:07 PM
In long-covid updates: increasingly more foods smell and taste awful. I can’t stand my favorites: garlic and onion. HOW IS IT GETTING WORSE? 🫠

Universe is really testing my ability to survive on protein shakes, I guess.
May 26, 2025 at 8:08 PM
I could hear a song a million times and it will still never compare to the first time I hear it with headphones on and pick up all the little details 🥰
May 26, 2025 at 6:30 PM
Reposted by kirry 🖤✨
George Floyd was murdered by police five years ago today.

The Say Their Names cemetery in Minneapolis features memorials for Floyd, Breonna Taylor, Amadou Diallo, Oscar Grant, Korryn Gaines, Freddie Gray and far too many more Black people who died at the hands of police.
May 25, 2025 at 5:09 PM
T would like a heads-up display w/ a scale of how close you are to death in any given moment. Not a timer, just a % scale.

I'd like an objective pain scale, not only to compare my pain to others (like when ill), but to know just *how* used to it I am now. I think this says a lot about who we are.
May 26, 2025 at 1:33 AM
Why do smoke alarms always get low batteries at 2am?
May 6, 2025 at 11:49 AM
Some days it really is as easy as looking in the mirror and deciding that you like what you see.

I mean most days it’s much harder than that, but today it was easy.
May 3, 2025 at 10:52 PM
My toxic trait is that I watch a few YouTube videos and decide I can totally cut my hair 🙃 will update tomorrow when I do it
April 6, 2025 at 4:52 AM
Keeping count of how many times Python makes me cry this week. We are at one so far.

I am so tired. 😵‍💫
April 1, 2025 at 4:31 PM
March 27, 2025 at 12:53 PM
Feels like it’s time for disappearing again ✌🏽
March 19, 2025 at 3:24 PM
Flight in 33 days. Train in 61. Train again in 91. And 3 birthdays and 2 concerts in between all that?

Not letting 2025 bring me down just yet.
March 16, 2025 at 8:15 PM
I can’t pinpoint exactly when the change happened but somewhere in the past decade, a ‘good day’ became a day with less pain rather than a day without pain. It feels like a lot of things in life happen, gradually and then all at once.
March 16, 2025 at 8:13 PM
You don't realize how terrible someone treated you until you're explaining it to someone else later.
March 10, 2025 at 2:47 PM
To keep your hope: Find your people. Keep them close. Remind them that you love them. Still choose to feel like the luckiest person when they show that they will stick up for you no matter what. Then just keep trying to be the same things for them.
March 10, 2025 at 5:23 AM
Having to pick &choose which of the horrors I give my energy to this weekend: downfall of democracy, friend who is ghosting me, black pit of despair, or school. & I’m stuck choosing school even though I’d rather be crying about literally anything else. It’s the only one that will maybe get me paid…
a woman with a fringe is sitting in a chair looking at the camera
ALT: a woman with a fringe is sitting in a chair looking at the camera
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March 7, 2025 at 3:11 AM
For lent I’m giving up
March 5, 2025 at 12:12 AM
It will never stop making me smile when all of MSG boos Tony D’Angelo for being a garbage human #NYRangers
March 4, 2025 at 12:53 AM
I can’t remember my dreams when I wake up these last few weeks and I didn’t realize how disconnected that would make me feel from myself.
March 2, 2025 at 4:39 PM
Men? Men are weak.

Back on my never ending loop of LOTR extended versions & drowning myself in school work 🙃
March 2, 2025 at 6:01 AM
Nothing ventured, nothing gained. Nothing matters anyway.
February 28, 2025 at 7:20 AM
Happy Twin Peaks day to all who celebrate 🖤 still feeling the loss of #DavidLynch deep in my bones.
February 24, 2025 at 3:43 PM