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⊹ ࣪˖Ghostie ๋࣭⭑
@ghostgloom.bsky.social
26 ₊˚⊹ AuDHD ⊹˚₊ EDSKY

167cm | bmi 18.3
SW: 60.8kg CW: 51.2kg
GW¹: 51kg GW²: 49kg GW³: 47kg

I hope you recover

!!DNI: minors, non-edsky, anti-lgbtqia+, fatphobes, racists, zionists!!
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1998 | she/they | queer | here to be less alone
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hw 62.5kg ⋆.˚ sw 60.8kg ๋࣭⭑gw¹ 51kg
I keep up to date stats in my bio
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As I was going in to theatre the nurse decided I needed the smallest blood pressure cuff and asked me how much I weighed n it was lowkey validating as fuck
December 19, 2024 at 8:51 PM
I am ALIVE & I am HOME
December 19, 2024 at 8:25 PM
Finally spoke to someone, I'm 3rd on the list for surgery today they reckon I'll be in before 12 - why do they make you come in so early only to have you sit in a waiting room by yourself for hours and hours and hours
December 19, 2024 at 8:08 AM
I'm about to set off to the hospital for my surgery everyone wish me a merry goodluck being cut open
December 19, 2024 at 6:24 AM
I don't eeven know when I'm supposed to start fasting for it lol
December 17, 2024 at 11:48 AM
Surgery is in 2 days and I have not prepared in the slightest I am in full blown avoidence mode
December 17, 2024 at 11:47 AM
Does anyone else have panic attacks while they sleep? I've been getting them loads lately 🥴
December 16, 2024 at 9:54 AM
I'm literally a big poo away from my first gw but I can't be excited about it cause I wasn't supposed to lose any more before my surgery
December 15, 2024 at 11:46 AM
Living in a deprived area is wild cause what do you mean the local charity shops are offering payment plans now
December 14, 2024 at 1:27 PM
I managed a small trip outside tofay
December 14, 2024 at 1:27 PM
I don't buy clothes irl so I just accept that whatever I buy online probably won't fit me right, I decided for the first time in forever to get new pyjamas and trying to find ones that fit has been the biggest headache ever?? Sizing has changed so much??
December 11, 2024 at 6:59 PM
These heart palpitations are actually pissing me off, I had an ECG which was fine & they're doing another tomorrow. But I don't have the palps all the time so it's like... What's 5 seconds gonna show?
December 11, 2024 at 12:25 AM
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raise your hand if you wish you could have no body at all and just exist as an invisible force who makes its presence known by vibes
#caterpillarsky #edsky
December 10, 2024 at 6:57 PM
I actually do feel really close to a mental break I can't handle even the most minor of stress and sometimes even just trying to form a sentence is too much and I get stuck repeaing the same word over and over again like just not able to get past it and finish my sentence
December 10, 2024 at 10:15 PM
Sorry guys I've been off my rocker, bf decided to give me his Diazapam and I feel a lot better now wowie that was a lot
December 10, 2024 at 10:10 PM
Maybe that's part of why I relapsed, I've been so desperate for help. Literally crying begging people to help me & being told no over & over & over again. Maybe I subconsciously thought I'd get the help if I was so sick that they couldn't ignore me anymore. Maybe I am just an attention seeker, damn
December 7, 2024 at 2:15 PM
For anyone wondering, no I don't want to be with my bf, I think he is really gross, I've tried to leave but due to my disability & lack of access to care I current cant. I am growing in confidence & am standing up for myself (&others) more each day. He is getting away with less & less & I am -
December 7, 2024 at 2:09 PM
My period is 2 weeks late now, the chance I am pregnant is zero cause I don't have 👉👌

I neither want not enjoy having a period I just hate the anticipation not knowing when it's coming
December 7, 2024 at 12:04 PM
Do you ever feel like you've fallen through every crack in every system?
December 7, 2024 at 11:47 AM
Actually stresses me out so much I don't want to be associated with him
December 7, 2024 at 11:06 AM
Be careful who you date casually cause one moment you're living in supported living accommodation & the next you're finally being discharged back into the community when your MH team drop you and leave you entirely unsupported & vulnerable & you might get stuck depending on some sucky people
December 7, 2024 at 10:56 AM
Even the DV charities I spoke with agreed that due to the lack of support and services available I would be safer staying than leaving :(
December 7, 2024 at 10:43 AM
I hate being stuck tied to someone who cares so little about anyone or anything other than himself
December 7, 2024 at 10:39 AM
My bf told me I need to stop caring about abortion rights cause it's a US issue and we're not American, so I said no it's a global issue, and he said only in places far away. I said no again, and told him it's happening all over Europe too and he told me I need to stop believing everything I read 🤡
December 7, 2024 at 10:36 AM
I wouldn't even be mad if it wasn't literally every time, and then he'll point to the one occasion I made us late as justification for making me late to everything constantly
December 5, 2024 at 9:41 AM