Graham
gclaw4444.bsky.social
Graham
@gclaw4444.bsky.social
Pinned
Hoof and horn, hoof and horn
All that dies shall be reborn
Corn and grain, corn and grain
All that falls shall rise again
Another therapy session where I walk away from it feeling like a failure, like what is wrong with me?
November 19, 2025 at 9:58 PM
nothing like another therapy session to make me feel like an idiot. I'm sure my therapist thinks i'm an idiot because of how long i take to answer a question. like it's been a year and it feels like i'm hopeless.
November 12, 2025 at 9:12 PM
Had to explain what Silksong was to my therapist (she asked, since I mentioned I played it all weekend) and I forgot how some people have just no video game knowledge.
November 7, 2025 at 8:52 PM
Welp back to feeling bad about therapy
November 5, 2025 at 9:24 PM
This year’s pumpkin is dedicated to Nick Szopko and @glitchprod.com’s show I’m super excited for, The Gaslight District
October 31, 2025 at 2:05 AM
Didn’t have therapy for 3 weeks because of schedules, first session back and we discussed like what I want out of it, when am I “done”. At one point my therapist said something like “well youre autistic so there’s really only so much I can help with socially” and that kinda hurt.
October 30, 2025 at 12:39 PM
This years #halloweenmoodtable
Set up a bit late but still essential for the season. As always thanks to @dinosaurdracula.bsky.social for the concept
October 19, 2025 at 4:21 PM
I still have a bit of Deacon Giles first distillation of absinthe
October 11, 2025 at 5:44 AM
I was taking an anti-discrimination training at work today and on the slide about trans students and coworkers and preferred pronouns some absolute knobhead put in the chat “basic biology?”
The instructor invited them to unmute and explain so they could dig their own grave further. It was hilarious!
October 10, 2025 at 10:59 PM
My dad keeps asking me like "therapy" questions. Like coming back from my vacation he asked "did you talk to anyone? like have a conversation?"
is that a thing? do people just have conversations with strangers when on vacation?
October 5, 2025 at 4:03 AM
It’s a bit awkward when my therapist is trying to be casual and is like “yea you probably got a touch of the ‘tism”
October 1, 2025 at 2:37 PM
My therapist once again asked if I had a learning disability. Do I really come across as that much of an idiot?
September 29, 2025 at 4:05 PM
Decided to try napping since i'm tired and have nothing going on today. That was a mistake. Now i'm even more tired feel weird waking up in the evening.
September 27, 2025 at 11:14 PM
Come to think of it, I’m not really sure what result I “want” from the autism test.
It feels like if it’s negative then it’s just all my fault I’m so bad at socializing.
If it’s positive I have an explanation but it’s going to be harder to improve.
September 26, 2025 at 12:03 PM
Therapist had me take an autism assessment test. I had issues with a bunch of the questions like:
“Do you always need to take the same route somewhere or get upset when taking a different one or get lost?” Like yea I’m upset when I’m lost but that’s different than those first two things
September 25, 2025 at 2:59 PM
Awesome new Flatwoods Monster patch by @stilldeadart.bsky.social for my cryptid jacket
September 20, 2025 at 10:49 PM
Well i'm back to thinking i'm bad at therapy again. We were talking about how i think i'm too self-absorbed, and they're just like "yea, you spend a ton of time in your own head thinking about yourself and not listening"
September 17, 2025 at 8:21 PM
Got some great prints and stuff at Mass Mini Con
September 14, 2025 at 4:14 AM
Mass Mini Con was great, but it felt like 5 Points Fest, where I was stepping into a subculture I know nothing about.
September 13, 2025 at 7:32 PM
Man what a day
Missed the bus that only comes once an hour
Went to a cool con where I got to meet an artist I’ve liked for a long time (@alexpardee.bsky.social)
Went to @notchbrewing.bsky.social where they’re doing Oktoberfest
But then I accidentally ordered a whole pizza for myself
September 13, 2025 at 5:34 PM
My parents during the war in Afghanistan: Why are you kids not out there in the streets protesting this war like we did at your age

My parents during the war on Palestine: How dare these kids disrupt things at their college! What if they ruin graduation ceremonies?!?!
September 9, 2025 at 5:28 PM
Accidentally bought a variant cover of the wrong comic. I was looking for the latest Something Is Killing The Children, but i forgot they're at 43 not 42, and the variant cover was the only 42 they had. I kinda wasted $7, but on the other hand it's a glow-in-the-dark cover which is pretty sick
September 5, 2025 at 8:25 PM
It’s probably not good that I’m getting headaches that will last for days or smaller ones that I get every couple days
September 5, 2025 at 12:42 PM
Damn it just doesn’t feel great when my therapist asks if I have a learning disability. TBH my biggest problem is all these surveys and shit asking me to rate things
August 30, 2025 at 3:38 AM