Alicia
@fuzzdecay.bsky.social
creator. maker. scholar. co-host of @queerlodgings (they/she)
"it is! It's the dale trail of tears! The dale of tears, if you will" #middleearthmarathon2025
November 29, 2025 at 6:32 PM
"it is! It's the dale trail of tears! The dale of tears, if you will" #middleearthmarathon2025
The US gets a whole lot of things wrong, but it has Thanksgiving at the right time. You really need a holiday in November to keep the retail Christmas music creep in check to some extent.
November 14, 2025 at 4:30 AM
The US gets a whole lot of things wrong, but it has Thanksgiving at the right time. You really need a holiday in November to keep the retail Christmas music creep in check to some extent.
Tasting notes for this wine I just tried: smells like a Barbie who has had a hairspray heavy makeover slowly warming up in the sun in a blueberry field. Tastes like licking a book with an open bottle of nail polish remover in the next room.
October 15, 2025 at 12:00 AM
Tasting notes for this wine I just tried: smells like a Barbie who has had a hairspray heavy makeover slowly warming up in the sun in a blueberry field. Tastes like licking a book with an open bottle of nail polish remover in the next room.
Fantasmic and hhn's Nightmare Fuel are the exact same show, just one is rated G and the other R.
October 14, 2025 at 3:07 AM
Fantasmic and hhn's Nightmare Fuel are the exact same show, just one is rated G and the other R.
I need someone to ride rise of the resistance in a frog suit with me
October 13, 2025 at 8:37 PM
I need someone to ride rise of the resistance in a frog suit with me
Not silksong making me dislocate my fucking jaw. This phantom fight is so good ❤️
October 8, 2025 at 4:49 PM
Not silksong making me dislocate my fucking jaw. This phantom fight is so good ❤️
I am one hour into silksong and fucking christ it is so good. The music is superb, the environment gorgeous, the difficulty not substantially different than hollow knight. I'm not sold on the weird religious overtones, but we'll see how that shakes out as the game progresses.
September 5, 2025 at 6:08 AM
I am one hour into silksong and fucking christ it is so good. The music is superb, the environment gorgeous, the difficulty not substantially different than hollow knight. I'm not sold on the weird religious overtones, but we'll see how that shakes out as the game progresses.
FML I am more excited that silksong finally got a release date than I've been about a game since twilight princess 😅 I found out from a vendor at dragoncon and nearly screamed
September 2, 2025 at 3:28 AM
FML I am more excited that silksong finally got a release date than I've been about a game since twilight princess 😅 I found out from a vendor at dragoncon and nearly screamed
Overheard at dragoncon: I was radicalized into twilight 5 years agi
August 31, 2025 at 3:59 AM
Overheard at dragoncon: I was radicalized into twilight 5 years agi
Cannot get over the ice cream truck in my neighborhood alternating between la cucaracha and do your ears hang low
May 9, 2025 at 12:06 AM
Cannot get over the ice cream truck in my neighborhood alternating between la cucaracha and do your ears hang low
I always remember "Christ is the Answer" Plastics and the sculpture formally known as Touchdown Jesus being way closer together than they actually are. I remember them both being in Dayton, but one is north of and one is south of. Also Ohio is 78 years long to drive through, ugh. #JustOhioThings
February 26, 2025 at 5:07 PM
I always remember "Christ is the Answer" Plastics and the sculpture formally known as Touchdown Jesus being way closer together than they actually are. I remember them both being in Dayton, but one is north of and one is south of. Also Ohio is 78 years long to drive through, ugh. #JustOhioThings
My therapist has said twice now "wow! Emdr really is the modality for you. You really sink in and start flying through revelations!" Which is great, and part of me is happy with being a "good patient" and pleasing them, but it still leaves me feeling absolutely shattered afterward.
February 14, 2025 at 5:29 PM
My therapist has said twice now "wow! Emdr really is the modality for you. You really sink in and start flying through revelations!" Which is great, and part of me is happy with being a "good patient" and pleasing them, but it still leaves me feeling absolutely shattered afterward.
My greatest hope in life right now is to live long enough to say "what a time to be alive" and have it actually be a positive statement.
February 11, 2025 at 6:26 PM
My greatest hope in life right now is to live long enough to say "what a time to be alive" and have it actually be a positive statement.
Dearest taco bell: if I order one fire sauce packet, 6 hot sauces will not suffice. 10,000 hot sauces will not take the place of 1 fire sauce. Please stop attempting this substitution.
February 11, 2025 at 5:51 PM
Dearest taco bell: if I order one fire sauce packet, 6 hot sauces will not suffice. 10,000 hot sauces will not take the place of 1 fire sauce. Please stop attempting this substitution.
I do sorta wonder how adobe feels about the fact that "PDF file" means something totally different in censor-friendly newspeak. Honestly, serves them right for switching to a subscription model crammed full of AI horseshit.
January 27, 2025 at 4:27 PM
I do sorta wonder how adobe feels about the fact that "PDF file" means something totally different in censor-friendly newspeak. Honestly, serves them right for switching to a subscription model crammed full of AI horseshit.
Theoden's speech on the Pellenor reliably makes me misty. I usually chalk it up to the fact that I most often see it when tragically drunk as the sun is rising, but man, Bernard Hill is just giving it all. Best speech in all three films. Even when completely sober and desperately trying to not cry.
January 25, 2025 at 11:43 PM
Theoden's speech on the Pellenor reliably makes me misty. I usually chalk it up to the fact that I most often see it when tragically drunk as the sun is rising, but man, Bernard Hill is just giving it all. Best speech in all three films. Even when completely sober and desperately trying to not cry.
This was my first time watching the theatrical cut of ROTK in years. The way almost the entirety of Frodo and Sam's drudge through Mordor and the small emotional exchanges was cut really defangs the moment where the dynamic shifts after the ring is destroyed and Frodo is at peace while Sam suffers.
January 25, 2025 at 11:19 PM
This was my first time watching the theatrical cut of ROTK in years. The way almost the entirety of Frodo and Sam's drudge through Mordor and the small emotional exchanges was cut really defangs the moment where the dynamic shifts after the ring is destroyed and Frodo is at peace while Sam suffers.
Did the Return of the King in concert today and was sat in front of a lady who I'm pretty sure it was her first time ever seeing this movie. She gasped at the head catapults and every time shelob was on screen. It was very wholesome
January 25, 2025 at 10:15 PM
Did the Return of the King in concert today and was sat in front of a lady who I'm pretty sure it was her first time ever seeing this movie. She gasped at the head catapults and every time shelob was on screen. It was very wholesome
Still slowly working our way through the barad-dur lego set. "Orc" in French is sending me.
January 22, 2025 at 3:37 AM
Still slowly working our way through the barad-dur lego set. "Orc" in French is sending me.
It's okay to be tired. Don't let anyone guilt you into not immediately being able to fight. Again. Still. Especially if you're in an affected group. It's easy to say "you have to keep fighting" if you're a cishet white ally and you should keep on, but some of us need to catch our breath for a bit.
January 21, 2025 at 7:11 PM
It's okay to be tired. Don't let anyone guilt you into not immediately being able to fight. Again. Still. Especially if you're in an affected group. It's easy to say "you have to keep fighting" if you're a cishet white ally and you should keep on, but some of us need to catch our breath for a bit.
Migraine life: hitting my fitness goal for the week by taking a bath so hot that my Fitbit thinks I'm working out
January 20, 2025 at 7:26 PM
Migraine life: hitting my fitness goal for the week by taking a bath so hot that my Fitbit thinks I'm working out
My Friday began with my very queer therapist complimenting how wild and sculptural my hair is now that I've been trying plopping and ended with some asshole guy shouting "hey girl, nice hair" at me in the most sarcastic manner. Nice to know my ridiculous hair still scares straight men ✌️
January 20, 2025 at 1:08 AM
My Friday began with my very queer therapist complimenting how wild and sculptural my hair is now that I've been trying plopping and ended with some asshole guy shouting "hey girl, nice hair" at me in the most sarcastic manner. Nice to know my ridiculous hair still scares straight men ✌️
John Oliver drinking a two liter of Baja blast with a straw isn't something I knew I needed in my life, but here we are.
January 14, 2025 at 11:36 PM
John Oliver drinking a two liter of Baja blast with a straw isn't something I knew I needed in my life, but here we are.
I'm about 6 months out from an adult ADHD diagnosis and I am still trying to figure medicine out. Right now my options seem to be intermittent couch lock but with increased awareness that it's happening therefore increased depression, or mostly managed but raging insomnia and can't remember to eat.
January 13, 2025 at 5:32 PM
I'm about 6 months out from an adult ADHD diagnosis and I am still trying to figure medicine out. Right now my options seem to be intermittent couch lock but with increased awareness that it's happening therefore increased depression, or mostly managed but raging insomnia and can't remember to eat.
I'm not sure when I took the step into full pretentious ass coffee drinker who thinks people who can't drink it black don't really like it, but I did eventually cross that threshold. I think it was around the time I found the lovely floral beans from yirgacheffe and started to fresh grind each cup.
December 28, 2024 at 6:15 PM
I'm not sure when I took the step into full pretentious ass coffee drinker who thinks people who can't drink it black don't really like it, but I did eventually cross that threshold. I think it was around the time I found the lovely floral beans from yirgacheffe and started to fresh grind each cup.