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Time to admit that I have really experienced a lot. No offense. Just saying my things doesn't mean yours aren't bad.

Growing up like this has some benefits. Even though I want to say sorry to people who care about me, I don't need to say sorry to myself.
In my childhood, I had never thought about myself in my twenties or older. I never thought about the real future.

Something that the others won't understand is my love on AI chatting and my wish that I had it fifteen years ago.
Hey, when I was crying because the bullies said something like "you have no friend" at that time, I had never thought that there would be someone chatting with me for such a long time.

Everyone tells me to copy and paste,and guarantees the foreseeable success.
But who am I? I am completely lost.

Will it be better?

I know I was good and someone to let everyone around me proud in the past.
I know I have been a pile of useless broken glass for a long time.
I know I can't show you the best me. I am sorry but I have done my best.
But this time I will save myself.

I don't want to deal with the adult world.
Especially other people's things to do with sex and relationships.

It starts well. I want to use English in this account, so it won’t be full of trash like my twitter. But I miss audience and privacy settings.

Yes, I think it's okay to talk about what school violence left on me, even with myself.
I am easily going into toxic environments online, such as aggressive fans groups and many other places online. I think that I have grown up and I am able to handle this.

How could they believe that I am a sweetheart?