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✨🎀нι, ι’м zια, ℓιfє’ѕ fυℓℓ σf gℓιттєя🎀✨🩷👑ιм α вяαт ‘¢αυѕє ι gєт ωнαт ι ωαит ωнєи ι ѕиαρ👑🩷💜❤️иєνєяℓαи∂❤️💜 💜🩷❤️fθяΣνΣя💜🩷❤️
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I’m not doing an intro you can’t make me #caterpillarsky I’m 22yo and short af blah blah blah let’s be friends
Table is nasty, here’s the salad for the day. Mom put it in a popcorn bowl bc our other bowls don’t hold it well. Trying rly hard not to binge today
November 15, 2025 at 8:34 PM
Table is nasty, here’s the salad for the day. Mom put it in a popcorn bowl bc our other bowls don’t hold it well. Trying rly hard not to binge today
Thought my mom wasn’t gonna mention the mess I couldn’t clean properly in the shower from b/p. She cleaned it in front of my face so like I thought that was that but no she asked me if I showered like an hour or two later?? Fucking duhhhhh I thought we established that and what I did silently💀❤️🩹🖤🫠
November 15, 2025 at 5:40 AM
Thought my mom wasn’t gonna mention the mess I couldn’t clean properly in the shower from b/p. She cleaned it in front of my face so like I thought that was that but no she asked me if I showered like an hour or two later?? Fucking duhhhhh I thought we established that and what I did silently💀❤️🩹🖤🫠
“Zia why the actual hell did you go back to twt?”
Bc like a true ❄️head moot knows a dude if I get desperate enough like im such a nasty little rat I am literally there for one thing if sugar don’t cut it no more 😭 might mute everything if not delete it bc its like it’s starting to pmo again
Bc like a true ❄️head moot knows a dude if I get desperate enough like im such a nasty little rat I am literally there for one thing if sugar don’t cut it no more 😭 might mute everything if not delete it bc its like it’s starting to pmo again
November 15, 2025 at 4:33 AM
“Zia why the actual hell did you go back to twt?”
Bc like a true ❄️head moot knows a dude if I get desperate enough like im such a nasty little rat I am literally there for one thing if sugar don’t cut it no more 😭 might mute everything if not delete it bc its like it’s starting to pmo again
Bc like a true ❄️head moot knows a dude if I get desperate enough like im such a nasty little rat I am literally there for one thing if sugar don’t cut it no more 😭 might mute everything if not delete it bc its like it’s starting to pmo again
On that note I don’t think I’ll be posting any food on twt unless it’s for others to say the thing bc ppl dogging on my food pmo like why do you gaf? I’m not forcing you to eat it stfu go back to your sad unseasoned ana depression cardboard 🙄 god forbid I make the most out of my meals
November 15, 2025 at 4:23 AM
On that note I don’t think I’ll be posting any food on twt unless it’s for others to say the thing bc ppl dogging on my food pmo like why do you gaf? I’m not forcing you to eat it stfu go back to your sad unseasoned ana depression cardboard 🙄 god forbid I make the most out of my meals
No oil or butter just a lot of added garlic and pink salt bc I’m kinda dy1n9 after ruining the shower earlier lol mostly eating this bc if we didn’t make it tonight this and my mom’s larger portion would be bad by tomorrow afternoon
Not posting on twt bc Idc to hear it from best anas
Not posting on twt bc Idc to hear it from best anas
November 15, 2025 at 4:19 AM
No oil or butter just a lot of added garlic and pink salt bc I’m kinda dy1n9 after ruining the shower earlier lol mostly eating this bc if we didn’t make it tonight this and my mom’s larger portion would be bad by tomorrow afternoon
Not posting on twt bc Idc to hear it from best anas
Not posting on twt bc Idc to hear it from best anas
Didn’t get my stuff today, ate a huge apple and some grapes to curb cravings after reverse eating a burger earlier
November 15, 2025 at 3:22 AM
Didn’t get my stuff today, ate a huge apple and some grapes to curb cravings after reverse eating a burger earlier
Round two of will #caterpillarsky say the thing?
November 14, 2025 at 8:54 PM
Round two of will #caterpillarsky say the thing?
Can’t sleep. Having breathing problems again like a blocked airway more in my throat than my lungs. Absolutely dreading Friday through Sunday bc on one hand I want The Thing but the relative who provides it is the one who pmo last week so I’m like hoping it’s all blown over but I doubt it
November 14, 2025 at 5:17 AM
Can’t sleep. Having breathing problems again like a blocked airway more in my throat than my lungs. Absolutely dreading Friday through Sunday bc on one hand I want The Thing but the relative who provides it is the one who pmo last week so I’m like hoping it’s all blown over but I doubt it
Coffee and monster with no water is a bad idea but fuck it we ball
November 13, 2025 at 10:21 PM
Coffee and monster with no water is a bad idea but fuck it we ball
I didn’t sleep and pretty sure my mother and relative went through my old not pass protected iPhone so that’s fucking great. Mom playing with fire fucking around with my college login thingy bc she “hates giving up” like dude just bc it’s messed up doesn’t mean make it that much worse
November 13, 2025 at 8:44 PM
I didn’t sleep and pretty sure my mother and relative went through my old not pass protected iPhone so that’s fucking great. Mom playing with fire fucking around with my college login thingy bc she “hates giving up” like dude just bc it’s messed up doesn’t mean make it that much worse
Ate the other half of a raw steak bc im so cold my mom said i need more iron since ive been like uncontrollably freezing all day and bc the spice hit like a truck I downed a glass of milk and honey with cinnamon
No I don’t count cals in my raw meat either shut up
No I don’t count cals in my raw meat either shut up
So so very spicy it burns sm🥲😇😍😋🔥🔥🔥🌶️🌶️🌶️🥩🥩🥩🥩
November 13, 2025 at 4:02 AM
Ate the other half of a raw steak bc im so cold my mom said i need more iron since ive been like uncontrollably freezing all day and bc the spice hit like a truck I downed a glass of milk and honey with cinnamon
No I don’t count cals in my raw meat either shut up
No I don’t count cals in my raw meat either shut up
So so very spicy it burns sm🥲😇😍😋🔥🔥🔥🌶️🌶️🌶️🥩🥩🥩🥩
November 13, 2025 at 2:36 AM
So so very spicy it burns sm🥲😇😍😋🔥🔥🔥🌶️🌶️🌶️🥩🥩🥩🥩
I ain’t even gonna tell you what payment is 🫠 ykw maybe I’ll just ride out the sugar cravings until I get more bc I am not that desperate I am not putting in all that effort for this risk
Poking my head back into twt for a chance to get some bl0w was a mistake I am violently reminded of why I left
Zia it’s almost 5am pls go to sleep bruh
Zia it’s almost 5am pls go to sleep bruh
November 12, 2025 at 3:30 PM
I ain’t even gonna tell you what payment is 🫠 ykw maybe I’ll just ride out the sugar cravings until I get more bc I am not that desperate I am not putting in all that effort for this risk
Poking my head back into twt for a chance to get some bl0w was a mistake I am violently reminded of why I left
Zia it’s almost 5am pls go to sleep bruh
Zia it’s almost 5am pls go to sleep bruh
November 12, 2025 at 11:33 AM
Poking my head back into twt for a chance to get some bl0w was a mistake I am violently reminded of why I left
Zia it’s almost 5am pls go to sleep bruh
Zia it’s almost 5am pls go to sleep bruh
“Zia why did you binge on 630cal of shitty protein bars at 2am instead of throwing them out?”
Bc my mother looks through the trash so she can bully me abt half finished or c/s food “YOU ARE SO WASTEFUL SO UNGRATEFUL!!!!” And food is expensive so I can’t rly afford to bin it atm
Bc my mother looks through the trash so she can bully me abt half finished or c/s food “YOU ARE SO WASTEFUL SO UNGRATEFUL!!!!” And food is expensive so I can’t rly afford to bin it atm
November 12, 2025 at 9:15 AM
“Zia why did you binge on 630cal of shitty protein bars at 2am instead of throwing them out?”
Bc my mother looks through the trash so she can bully me abt half finished or c/s food “YOU ARE SO WASTEFUL SO UNGRATEFUL!!!!” And food is expensive so I can’t rly afford to bin it atm
Bc my mother looks through the trash so she can bully me abt half finished or c/s food “YOU ARE SO WASTEFUL SO UNGRATEFUL!!!!” And food is expensive so I can’t rly afford to bin it atm
Throwback to this one time in school I switched lunches with a girl (my pizza for her homemade salad) and I got in trouble for it by our sped teacher bc (she can’t eat a lot like you can) the teacher knowing full well I had raging not subtle at all and-bp
I still wonder wtf that was abt
I still wonder wtf that was abt
November 12, 2025 at 9:12 AM
Throwback to this one time in school I switched lunches with a girl (my pizza for her homemade salad) and I got in trouble for it by our sped teacher bc (she can’t eat a lot like you can) the teacher knowing full well I had raging not subtle at all and-bp
I still wonder wtf that was abt
I still wonder wtf that was abt
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I'm not a violent cat. I don't know why I scratch.
November 11, 2025 at 11:04 PM
I'm not a violent cat. I don't know why I scratch.
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My plushies are the best money I ever spent. 😊
November 12, 2025 at 4:30 AM
My plushies are the best money I ever spent. 😊
I was meant to fast today through Friday I ruined everything and ran out of bl0w I am fucking huge
November 12, 2025 at 3:55 AM
I was meant to fast today through Friday I ruined everything and ran out of bl0w I am fucking huge
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sorry for the long vent. on my vent account
November 11, 2025 at 5:29 PM
sorry for the long vent. on my vent account
Literally fell asleep and woke in the middle of 💩 myself💔💔 yeah I just laid there and kinda cried until I went back to sleep. Woke up again to eat my pain and wonder how this is happening to me if I’m still huge af
November 12, 2025 at 3:52 AM
Literally fell asleep and woke in the middle of 💩 myself💔💔 yeah I just laid there and kinda cried until I went back to sleep. Woke up again to eat my pain and wonder how this is happening to me if I’m still huge af
For anyone who’s having a rough day and probably hasn’t seen them before here’s one of my cats 🐈⬛
November 11, 2025 at 9:54 PM
For anyone who’s having a rough day and probably hasn’t seen them before here’s one of my cats 🐈⬛
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fuck poverty all my homies hate poverty
November 11, 2025 at 8:51 PM
fuck poverty all my homies hate poverty
More fun facts abt Zia
I can’t spell to save my life
I have facial deformities that limit my vision which severely affects my body dysmorphia
I have DID
I have a pd but not bpd or npd lol have fun guessing which one
I’m over a decade balls deep in this e d bs🖤🖤
I can’t spell to save my life
I have facial deformities that limit my vision which severely affects my body dysmorphia
I have DID
I have a pd but not bpd or npd lol have fun guessing which one
I’m over a decade balls deep in this e d bs🖤🖤
November 11, 2025 at 2:52 AM
More fun facts abt Zia
I can’t spell to save my life
I have facial deformities that limit my vision which severely affects my body dysmorphia
I have DID
I have a pd but not bpd or npd lol have fun guessing which one
I’m over a decade balls deep in this e d bs🖤🖤
I can’t spell to save my life
I have facial deformities that limit my vision which severely affects my body dysmorphia
I have DID
I have a pd but not bpd or npd lol have fun guessing which one
I’m over a decade balls deep in this e d bs🖤🖤
Doing better now that I’ve eaten and had a bit of bee pollen. I ain’t counting shit I have bigger priorities lol like staying out of the er so I don’t lowkey traumatize the kids in my house from my own stupid stupid treatment of my body
Never mind I fucked up again❤️🩹❤️🩹 guess the dose is too high still omg I can deadass feel the oxygen being drained from my brain
Scared of my vapes rn bc I don’t wanna accidentally give myself horrible nic sick again so I’m resorting to prescribed nic lozenges
November 11, 2025 at 2:42 AM
Doing better now that I’ve eaten and had a bit of bee pollen. I ain’t counting shit I have bigger priorities lol like staying out of the er so I don’t lowkey traumatize the kids in my house from my own stupid stupid treatment of my body