Charlotte
@femininenough.bsky.social
Trans alt of a closeted dipshit who’s struggling through this whole thing (send help)
Oh yeah I’m 20 btw
Oh yeah I’m 20 btw
I might have to wait another year
I can’t afford another year
I can’t afford another year
June 4, 2025 at 7:01 PM
I might have to wait another year
I can’t afford another year
I can’t afford another year
I’m done whining for today time to go inactive for another month.
June 3, 2025 at 4:45 PM
I’m done whining for today time to go inactive for another month.
My greatest fear is dying with someone else’s name on my tombstone. Second only to not having someone to remember me when I’m gone.
It’s probably this fear that got me through the times I otherwise would’ve fallen to. It’s likely redundant and meaningless but if it matters for even a moment I care.
It’s probably this fear that got me through the times I otherwise would’ve fallen to. It’s likely redundant and meaningless but if it matters for even a moment I care.
June 3, 2025 at 4:34 PM
My greatest fear is dying with someone else’s name on my tombstone. Second only to not having someone to remember me when I’m gone.
It’s probably this fear that got me through the times I otherwise would’ve fallen to. It’s likely redundant and meaningless but if it matters for even a moment I care.
It’s probably this fear that got me through the times I otherwise would’ve fallen to. It’s likely redundant and meaningless but if it matters for even a moment I care.
I can say that if you’re stuck in the closet it’d do you good to find others like you who you can trust, even online if you absolutely must. Internalizing your sense of self is all well and good but existence in a vacuum is painful and hollow and erodes you like a rock in water into nothing.
June 3, 2025 at 4:20 PM
I can say that if you’re stuck in the closet it’d do you good to find others like you who you can trust, even online if you absolutely must. Internalizing your sense of self is all well and good but existence in a vacuum is painful and hollow and erodes you like a rock in water into nothing.
Hey do you ever just entrust someone with the entirety of yourself and then writhe uncomfortably as they repeatedly break and batter and wear it away, possibly entirely unaware of the damage they’re doing? Yeah, me too.
June 3, 2025 at 4:14 PM
Hey do you ever just entrust someone with the entirety of yourself and then writhe uncomfortably as they repeatedly break and batter and wear it away, possibly entirely unaware of the damage they’re doing? Yeah, me too.
Y’know breaking up with someone you’ve known and had a crush on for 3 years now after only a couple months of dating and having them cut out of your life completely and utterly is jarring and hurts like a rusty cleaver and feels like entirely your fault even when you know the blame is shared but
April 28, 2025 at 7:43 PM
Y’know breaking up with someone you’ve known and had a crush on for 3 years now after only a couple months of dating and having them cut out of your life completely and utterly is jarring and hurts like a rusty cleaver and feels like entirely your fault even when you know the blame is shared but
Lmfao no they werent
Feels like a piece of my chest has been ripped out but fuck it we ball
Feels like a piece of my chest has been ripped out but fuck it we ball
Deleted the teenage level angst things are probably fine dwdw
April 28, 2025 at 1:18 PM
Lmfao no they werent
Feels like a piece of my chest has been ripped out but fuck it we ball
Feels like a piece of my chest has been ripped out but fuck it we ball
Read through all my posts. I’ve changed a lot in five, maybe six months. But not really at the same time. I understand myself better I think but reading back through it’s just me saying the same shit over and over with different levels of understanding of what I mean by what I’m saying.
April 17, 2025 at 12:55 AM
Read through all my posts. I’ve changed a lot in five, maybe six months. But not really at the same time. I understand myself better I think but reading back through it’s just me saying the same shit over and over with different levels of understanding of what I mean by what I’m saying.
During my recent flight of horrible self-discovery I encountered mechsploitation. Read through most of WARHOUND. I remember reposting art of it once on main not knowing what it was. So real of me honestly.
April 17, 2025 at 12:34 AM
During my recent flight of horrible self-discovery I encountered mechsploitation. Read through most of WARHOUND. I remember reposting art of it once on main not knowing what it was. So real of me honestly.
Deleted the teenage level angst things are probably fine dwdw
April 17, 2025 at 12:01 AM
Deleted the teenage level angst things are probably fine dwdw
Let’s take a break from my teenage level angst about my relationship and talk about a dream I had.
I was, for some reason or another, in a sorority house. I’d been welcomed in and given a nice warm plate of whatever they’d prepared for dinner. And they just… talked to me.
I was, for some reason or another, in a sorority house. I’d been welcomed in and given a nice warm plate of whatever they’d prepared for dinner. And they just… talked to me.
April 2, 2025 at 6:44 PM
Let’s take a break from my teenage level angst about my relationship and talk about a dream I had.
I was, for some reason or another, in a sorority house. I’d been welcomed in and given a nice warm plate of whatever they’d prepared for dinner. And they just… talked to me.
I was, for some reason or another, in a sorority house. I’d been welcomed in and given a nice warm plate of whatever they’d prepared for dinner. And they just… talked to me.
Oh yeah it’s like trans day
For when you’re trans
Too bad uh
I’m not like
Transitioning yet
Even though I said I would by January
And then shit got hard again
Too bad huh
Ugh
For when you’re trans
Too bad uh
I’m not like
Transitioning yet
Even though I said I would by January
And then shit got hard again
Too bad huh
Ugh
April 1, 2025 at 12:49 AM
Oh yeah it’s like trans day
For when you’re trans
Too bad uh
I’m not like
Transitioning yet
Even though I said I would by January
And then shit got hard again
Too bad huh
Ugh
For when you’re trans
Too bad uh
I’m not like
Transitioning yet
Even though I said I would by January
And then shit got hard again
Too bad huh
Ugh
Sidenote, uhhh…
They treat me better than most people in my life? Like not in the sense that they dote on me or whatever, in that they respect me in a way I’m unfamiliar with and somewhat unprepared for? It’s unbelievably nice and I hope I’m doing even half as well in return.
They treat me better than most people in my life? Like not in the sense that they dote on me or whatever, in that they respect me in a way I’m unfamiliar with and somewhat unprepared for? It’s unbelievably nice and I hope I’m doing even half as well in return.
February 17, 2025 at 6:43 AM
Sidenote, uhhh…
They treat me better than most people in my life? Like not in the sense that they dote on me or whatever, in that they respect me in a way I’m unfamiliar with and somewhat unprepared for? It’s unbelievably nice and I hope I’m doing even half as well in return.
They treat me better than most people in my life? Like not in the sense that they dote on me or whatever, in that they respect me in a way I’m unfamiliar with and somewhat unprepared for? It’s unbelievably nice and I hope I’m doing even half as well in return.
Sad to report that blushing at pretty trans girls online and going “wow, hi” repeatedly has lost most of it’s appeal.
Happy to report that it’s because I now do this to one pretty trans person.
Happy to report that it’s because I now do this to one pretty trans person.
February 17, 2025 at 6:39 AM
Sad to report that blushing at pretty trans girls online and going “wow, hi” repeatedly has lost most of it’s appeal.
Happy to report that it’s because I now do this to one pretty trans person.
Happy to report that it’s because I now do this to one pretty trans person.
she made a move
she made a move and went right back to playing fallout
so fucking based holy shit
she made a move and went right back to playing fallout
so fucking based holy shit
Tonight on “Am I reading too far into things or does she KNOW what she’s doing to me and is she going to make a move and if I make a move will I be fucking it all up and is this a thing at all or am I just unused to affection I DONT FUCKING KNOW like normal friends aren’t like that right?”:
me :3
me :3
February 12, 2025 at 4:47 AM
she made a move
she made a move and went right back to playing fallout
so fucking based holy shit
she made a move and went right back to playing fallout
so fucking based holy shit
Tonight on “Am I reading too far into things or does she KNOW what she’s doing to me and is she going to make a move and if I make a move will I be fucking it all up and is this a thing at all or am I just unused to affection I DONT FUCKING KNOW like normal friends aren’t like that right?”:
me :3
me :3
January 3, 2025 at 1:37 AM
Tonight on “Am I reading too far into things or does she KNOW what she’s doing to me and is she going to make a move and if I make a move will I be fucking it all up and is this a thing at all or am I just unused to affection I DONT FUCKING KNOW like normal friends aren’t like that right?”:
me :3
me :3
Okay nobody can like make fun of me for being a fucking weirdo or whatever but like
I have like two different modes when I think of my ideal romance
Like on one hand I wanna pamper you and adore you and take care of you and protect you like a big mama bear
Like just really be your fucking everything
I have like two different modes when I think of my ideal romance
Like on one hand I wanna pamper you and adore you and take care of you and protect you like a big mama bear
Like just really be your fucking everything
January 2, 2025 at 9:21 PM
Okay nobody can like make fun of me for being a fucking weirdo or whatever but like
I have like two different modes when I think of my ideal romance
Like on one hand I wanna pamper you and adore you and take care of you and protect you like a big mama bear
Like just really be your fucking everything
I have like two different modes when I think of my ideal romance
Like on one hand I wanna pamper you and adore you and take care of you and protect you like a big mama bear
Like just really be your fucking everything
making up idilic romantic fantasies and then blushing and curling up on the bed and kicking my feet
and its just a man letting me cuddle into his chest or a woman kissing my neck
maybe im not all the way for women maybe i like both sometimes but im still real picky about the men
and its just a man letting me cuddle into his chest or a woman kissing my neck
maybe im not all the way for women maybe i like both sometimes but im still real picky about the men
December 31, 2024 at 4:06 AM
making up idilic romantic fantasies and then blushing and curling up on the bed and kicking my feet
and its just a man letting me cuddle into his chest or a woman kissing my neck
maybe im not all the way for women maybe i like both sometimes but im still real picky about the men
and its just a man letting me cuddle into his chest or a woman kissing my neck
maybe im not all the way for women maybe i like both sometimes but im still real picky about the men
It’s kinda upsetting that I have so many negative things to say about myself, so it’s probably important to take all those things and affirm that in spite of them all, I’m still here and still doing better than bad. It’s true of you, too. Despite your flaws, you’re still kicking and you’re awesome.
December 30, 2024 at 8:54 PM
It’s kinda upsetting that I have so many negative things to say about myself, so it’s probably important to take all those things and affirm that in spite of them all, I’m still here and still doing better than bad. It’s true of you, too. Despite your flaws, you’re still kicking and you’re awesome.
Y’know, I wish I didn’t have to live in fear. Fear for my future, fear for the immediate wellbeing of my friend in the states. I wish I didn’t have to live in anger at a system I am impotent to change. As naive as it sounds, I wish everyone could just be sensible. I wish everyone could be kind.
December 23, 2024 at 2:00 AM
Y’know, I wish I didn’t have to live in fear. Fear for my future, fear for the immediate wellbeing of my friend in the states. I wish I didn’t have to live in anger at a system I am impotent to change. As naive as it sounds, I wish everyone could just be sensible. I wish everyone could be kind.
Today they send me off to the ball crushing factory for a couple weeks
December 19, 2024 at 12:46 PM
Today they send me off to the ball crushing factory for a couple weeks
SHE HUNG UP THE CALL LITERALLY A SECOND BEFORE I COULD END IT OFF WITH “I love you, dude” I MISSED MY SHOT IM NOT EVEN GONNA BE ABLE TO TALK TO HER FOR ANOTHER TWO WEEKS FUCK
December 19, 2024 at 3:20 AM
SHE HUNG UP THE CALL LITERALLY A SECOND BEFORE I COULD END IT OFF WITH “I love you, dude” I MISSED MY SHOT IM NOT EVEN GONNA BE ABLE TO TALK TO HER FOR ANOTHER TWO WEEKS FUCK
Tragic: Pathetic trans girl makes weakest attempt at flirting known to mankind- goes totally unnoticed
December 18, 2024 at 6:51 AM
Tragic: Pathetic trans girl makes weakest attempt at flirting known to mankind- goes totally unnoticed
When I was a child, I was an issue. I didn’t get along with almost anyone and was very prone to emotional outbursts. The child psychologist essentially said that I was maybe a little off but not enough to diagnose me in any direction. This meant no professional help for the problems I DID have.
December 17, 2024 at 11:56 PM
When I was a child, I was an issue. I didn’t get along with almost anyone and was very prone to emotional outbursts. The child psychologist essentially said that I was maybe a little off but not enough to diagnose me in any direction. This meant no professional help for the problems I DID have.
I did some self-reflecting tonight. I was lamenting feeling drained by my time around people, then drained again by my time alone. I figure it’s a matter of having to hide aspects of myself around others but having nobody to show them to while I’m alone. I’m not materially me to anyone but myself.
December 16, 2024 at 4:15 AM
I did some self-reflecting tonight. I was lamenting feeling drained by my time around people, then drained again by my time alone. I figure it’s a matter of having to hide aspects of myself around others but having nobody to show them to while I’m alone. I’m not materially me to anyone but myself.