Screaming & crying & throwing up . I need top surgery.

working on building a revitalized intimate relationship with my body so I am going to take sexy nudes and a candle lit bath and put on my sexiest pajamas to start my weekend off right

I cannot keep doing every day in so much pain.

tbh I am so hot

I would really like to be in love again.

i just took a shower that felt genuinely liberating
I feel like myself
My skin feels clean and moist and healthy
It is the best feeling

I haven’t done drugs in 250 days. It’s strange. They were instrumental in my existence for 12 years, which is half of my life.

Dysphoria is handing me my ass today

I fucking love Elliott Smith. I love him with my whole heart.

I’m in so much pain I don’t know if I can do this today holy shit it hurts so bad.

no… you don’t understand…. i need to look just like him. Tiny gold hoop earring and all.
alternatively: i would LOVE nothing more than a butch lover with this kinda vibe just less yuppie.

butchfemme luv is sacred 😪🥰

finished this today but started it Friday. Idk anything about this platform but . Here I am! And sharing art is easier than coming up with something to say in words.
I even gave the piece a deep and contemplative title!

“girlhood , the blessing . girlhood , the hurt .”
(colored pencil & ink . )