they'd all be better off having not gotten close, so im hiding in my bed crying about how i don't know what to do and don't want to bother anyone by needing help

i feel like im losing myself and everyone around me, and im afraid it'll all be lost before i can stand on my own again

"im a piece of shit and don't deserve to spoil your time"

isn't true, but that's the vibes rn

private blog i can process sad and angry posts

but omg how are some people so useless, which is fine if you are aware of it, but to make it the problem of others as if you're owed accommodations that you explicitly are not... that's so frustrating