Just when I think I've hit my lowest, life throws down a shovel. Two people I care about greatly have blocked me very suddenly. Nothing was said either, just.....gone. I at least want to know what I did to deserve this. I'm so in the dark.

I've reached the conclusion that it's best I stay away from people.

I can't justify bothering those who have futures ahead of them when I only exist to stagnate.

I can live with this longing as long as they remain happy and successful.

I'm fine with being a memory, nothing more.

Nothing more.

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