hedda
@fadingtogold.bsky.social
ao3 writer | 21, she/her | nsfw & rpf
https://fadingtogold.carrd.co/
https://fadingtogold.carrd.co/
Pinned
always forget to make a fic post here too. sorry gang :')
November 24, 2024 at 8:41 PM
always forget to make a fic post here too. sorry gang :')
not a lot, just forever
⛈️mark-centric
⛈️teen and up | 4.3k
⛈️a lifetime of decline
archiveofourown.org/works/60723520
⛈️mark-centric
⛈️teen and up | 4.3k
⛈️a lifetime of decline
archiveofourown.org/works/60723520
November 24, 2024 at 8:41 PM
not a lot, just forever
⛈️mark-centric
⛈️teen and up | 4.3k
⛈️a lifetime of decline
archiveofourown.org/works/60723520
⛈️mark-centric
⛈️teen and up | 4.3k
⛈️a lifetime of decline
archiveofourown.org/works/60723520
Reposted by hedda
Gentle reminder for myself and my fellow chronically ill, disabled, and neurodivergent creatives:
It's okay to create art at your own pace. Even really slowly.
Our bodies and brains work differently, and we need to give ourselves grace. I know it's hard to accept that, I struggle with it, too. ❤️
It's okay to create art at your own pace. Even really slowly.
Our bodies and brains work differently, and we need to give ourselves grace. I know it's hard to accept that, I struggle with it, too. ❤️
November 14, 2024 at 9:55 PM
Gentle reminder for myself and my fellow chronically ill, disabled, and neurodivergent creatives:
It's okay to create art at your own pace. Even really slowly.
Our bodies and brains work differently, and we need to give ourselves grace. I know it's hard to accept that, I struggle with it, too. ❤️
It's okay to create art at your own pace. Even really slowly.
Our bodies and brains work differently, and we need to give ourselves grace. I know it's hard to accept that, I struggle with it, too. ❤️
why is my username invalid😭😭
November 16, 2024 at 12:23 AM
why is my username invalid😭😭
Reposted by hedda
Thinking about. The BAT unit.
October 22, 2024 at 1:39 AM
Thinking about. The BAT unit.
get to know me kpop edition 🐈⬛🐛🌿
first got into kpop: 2017
first bias group: exo
first bias: sehun
current bias group: nct (all units)
current bias: johnny, mark, taeyong
honorable group mentions: shinee, red velvet, shinee, aespa, ateez, exo, day6, dreamcatcher
first got into kpop: 2017
first bias group: exo
first bias: sehun
current bias group: nct (all units)
current bias: johnny, mark, taeyong
honorable group mentions: shinee, red velvet, shinee, aespa, ateez, exo, day6, dreamcatcher
get to know me kpop edition 🦐🤌✨
first got into kpop: 2010
first bias group: shinee
first bias: taemin
current bias group: nct (all units) and shinee
current bias: johnny, haechan, taemin, mark
honorable group mentions: superm, f(x), newjeans, monstax, orange caramel, infinite, xg, illit
first got into kpop: 2010
first bias group: shinee
first bias: taemin
current bias group: nct (all units) and shinee
current bias: johnny, haechan, taemin, mark
honorable group mentions: superm, f(x), newjeans, monstax, orange caramel, infinite, xg, illit
get to know me kpop edition 🫶
first got into kpop: technically 2013 but really 2020
first bias group: superm
first bias: boa, taeyong / kai
current bias group: nct (all units), exo
current bias: i have ~4 per group so list below*
honorable group mentions: svt, tbz, atz, skz, mx, aespa, itzy, kiof
first got into kpop: technically 2013 but really 2020
first bias group: superm
first bias: boa, taeyong / kai
current bias group: nct (all units), exo
current bias: i have ~4 per group so list below*
honorable group mentions: svt, tbz, atz, skz, mx, aespa, itzy, kiof
November 16, 2024 at 12:12 AM
get to know me kpop edition 🐈⬛🐛🌿
first got into kpop: 2017
first bias group: exo
first bias: sehun
current bias group: nct (all units)
current bias: johnny, mark, taeyong
honorable group mentions: shinee, red velvet, shinee, aespa, ateez, exo, day6, dreamcatcher
first got into kpop: 2017
first bias group: exo
first bias: sehun
current bias group: nct (all units)
current bias: johnny, mark, taeyong
honorable group mentions: shinee, red velvet, shinee, aespa, ateez, exo, day6, dreamcatcher
sorry about the spam, friends. i'm done now
November 16, 2024 at 12:06 AM
sorry about the spam, friends. i'm done now
i forget all that is wrong
🌼mark x johnny
🌼explicit | 4.5k
🌼mark needs help letting go
archiveofourown.org/works/60472243
🌼mark x johnny
🌼explicit | 4.5k
🌼mark needs help letting go
archiveofourown.org/works/60472243
November 16, 2024 at 12:02 AM
i forget all that is wrong
🌼mark x johnny
🌼explicit | 4.5k
🌼mark needs help letting go
archiveofourown.org/works/60472243
🌼mark x johnny
🌼explicit | 4.5k
🌼mark needs help letting go
archiveofourown.org/works/60472243
flay you alive
🫀taeyong x johnny
🫀explicit | 1,9k
🫀twilight au
🫀johnny and taeyong have feral sex in the woods
archiveofourown.org/works/60210790
🫀taeyong x johnny
🫀explicit | 1,9k
🫀twilight au
🫀johnny and taeyong have feral sex in the woods
archiveofourown.org/works/60210790
November 16, 2024 at 12:01 AM
flay you alive
🫀taeyong x johnny
🫀explicit | 1,9k
🫀twilight au
🫀johnny and taeyong have feral sex in the woods
archiveofourown.org/works/60210790
🫀taeyong x johnny
🫀explicit | 1,9k
🫀twilight au
🫀johnny and taeyong have feral sex in the woods
archiveofourown.org/works/60210790
i told you so
✨mark x johnny
✨explicit | 3.1k
✨rule 63/ fem!nct
✨mark breaks off her engagement and goes back home
archiveofourown.org/works/59887819
✨mark x johnny
✨explicit | 3.1k
✨rule 63/ fem!nct
✨mark breaks off her engagement and goes back home
archiveofourown.org/works/59887819
November 16, 2024 at 12:00 AM
i told you so
✨mark x johnny
✨explicit | 3.1k
✨rule 63/ fem!nct
✨mark breaks off her engagement and goes back home
archiveofourown.org/works/59887819
✨mark x johnny
✨explicit | 3.1k
✨rule 63/ fem!nct
✨mark breaks off her engagement and goes back home
archiveofourown.org/works/59887819
got me on my knees
🪞 mark x multiple
🪞 explicit | 13.3k
🪞 mark sucks at sex and decide to do something about it
archiveofourown.org/works/58997194
🪞 mark x multiple
🪞 explicit | 13.3k
🪞 mark sucks at sex and decide to do something about it
archiveofourown.org/works/58997194
November 15, 2024 at 11:59 PM
got me on my knees
🪞 mark x multiple
🪞 explicit | 13.3k
🪞 mark sucks at sex and decide to do something about it
archiveofourown.org/works/58997194
🪞 mark x multiple
🪞 explicit | 13.3k
🪞 mark sucks at sex and decide to do something about it
archiveofourown.org/works/58997194
danger seems like a good thing
🍸 johnyong
🍸 explicit | 2.1k
🍸 commission for hexagram
🍸 johnny and taeyong are rival (or are they!) gang leaders
archiveofourown.org/works/58832953
🍸 johnyong
🍸 explicit | 2.1k
🍸 commission for hexagram
🍸 johnny and taeyong are rival (or are they!) gang leaders
archiveofourown.org/works/58832953
November 15, 2024 at 11:58 PM
danger seems like a good thing
🍸 johnyong
🍸 explicit | 2.1k
🍸 commission for hexagram
🍸 johnny and taeyong are rival (or are they!) gang leaders
archiveofourown.org/works/58832953
🍸 johnyong
🍸 explicit | 2.1k
🍸 commission for hexagram
🍸 johnny and taeyong are rival (or are they!) gang leaders
archiveofourown.org/works/58832953
a lesson in relaxation
🌅 mark/yangyang/others
🌅 explicit | 2.1k
🌅 commission for dematus
🌅 mark wonders how yangyang is always so relaxed
archiveofourown.org/works/58667050
🌅 mark/yangyang/others
🌅 explicit | 2.1k
🌅 commission for dematus
🌅 mark wonders how yangyang is always so relaxed
archiveofourown.org/works/58667050
November 15, 2024 at 11:57 PM
a lesson in relaxation
🌅 mark/yangyang/others
🌅 explicit | 2.1k
🌅 commission for dematus
🌅 mark wonders how yangyang is always so relaxed
archiveofourown.org/works/58667050
🌅 mark/yangyang/others
🌅 explicit | 2.1k
🌅 commission for dematus
🌅 mark wonders how yangyang is always so relaxed
archiveofourown.org/works/58667050
you're my saviour
📿domark
📿explicit
📿2.7k
📿mark needs more guidance than father kim thought
archiveofourown.org/works/58257958
📿domark
📿explicit
📿2.7k
📿mark needs more guidance than father kim thought
archiveofourown.org/works/58257958
November 15, 2024 at 11:56 PM
you're my saviour
📿domark
📿explicit
📿2.7k
📿mark needs more guidance than father kim thought
archiveofourown.org/works/58257958
📿domark
📿explicit
📿2.7k
📿mark needs more guidance than father kim thought
archiveofourown.org/works/58257958
blow a kiss to the crowd | complete
🌳johnny & mark, johnny/taeyong
🌳explicit | 42.7k
🌳hunger games setting
🌳johnny is the mentor for district 7, mark's name gets picked
archiveofourown.org/works/575131...
🌳johnny & mark, johnny/taeyong
🌳explicit | 42.7k
🌳hunger games setting
🌳johnny is the mentor for district 7, mark's name gets picked
archiveofourown.org/works/575131...
November 15, 2024 at 11:55 PM
blow a kiss to the crowd | complete
🌳johnny & mark, johnny/taeyong
🌳explicit | 42.7k
🌳hunger games setting
🌳johnny is the mentor for district 7, mark's name gets picked
archiveofourown.org/works/575131...
🌳johnny & mark, johnny/taeyong
🌳explicit | 42.7k
🌳hunger games setting
🌳johnny is the mentor for district 7, mark's name gets picked
archiveofourown.org/works/575131...
too much to fit in one hand (to finish in one life)
🌃 johnmarkyong
🌃 explicit | 2.8k
🌃 mark, taeyong, and johnny spend some quality time at the pool in thailand
archiveofourown.org/works/53756899
🌃 johnmarkyong
🌃 explicit | 2.8k
🌃 mark, taeyong, and johnny spend some quality time at the pool in thailand
archiveofourown.org/works/53756899
November 15, 2024 at 11:52 PM
too much to fit in one hand (to finish in one life)
🌃 johnmarkyong
🌃 explicit | 2.8k
🌃 mark, taeyong, and johnny spend some quality time at the pool in thailand
archiveofourown.org/works/53756899
🌃 johnmarkyong
🌃 explicit | 2.8k
🌃 mark, taeyong, and johnny spend some quality time at the pool in thailand
archiveofourown.org/works/53756899
preacher's son
🌙taeyong x johnny, jaehyun, yuta
🌙explicit | 24.5k | complete
🌙pastor's son taeyong's faith dwindles after the death of his father, the loss of his first love, and the killing of his lover. meeting yuta changes everything
archiveofourown.org/works/520392...
🌙taeyong x johnny, jaehyun, yuta
🌙explicit | 24.5k | complete
🌙pastor's son taeyong's faith dwindles after the death of his father, the loss of his first love, and the killing of his lover. meeting yuta changes everything
archiveofourown.org/works/520392...
November 15, 2024 at 11:51 PM
preacher's son
🌙taeyong x johnny, jaehyun, yuta
🌙explicit | 24.5k | complete
🌙pastor's son taeyong's faith dwindles after the death of his father, the loss of his first love, and the killing of his lover. meeting yuta changes everything
archiveofourown.org/works/520392...
🌙taeyong x johnny, jaehyun, yuta
🌙explicit | 24.5k | complete
🌙pastor's son taeyong's faith dwindles after the death of his father, the loss of his first love, and the killing of his lover. meeting yuta changes everything
archiveofourown.org/works/520392...
Too Tired to Leave
🌊 pairing: johnmark
🌊 rating: explicit
🌊 wordcount: 18.4,
🌊 Mark is working himself to the bone. Johnny is all he ever wanted and needed
archiveofourown.org/works/51115033
🌊 pairing: johnmark
🌊 rating: explicit
🌊 wordcount: 18.4,
🌊 Mark is working himself to the bone. Johnny is all he ever wanted and needed
archiveofourown.org/works/51115033
November 15, 2024 at 11:50 PM
Too Tired to Leave
🌊 pairing: johnmark
🌊 rating: explicit
🌊 wordcount: 18.4,
🌊 Mark is working himself to the bone. Johnny is all he ever wanted and needed
archiveofourown.org/works/51115033
🌊 pairing: johnmark
🌊 rating: explicit
🌊 wordcount: 18.4,
🌊 Mark is working himself to the bone. Johnny is all he ever wanted and needed
archiveofourown.org/works/51115033
one more time
🌻 final part of true blue
🌻 pairing: johnyong
🌻 rating: explicit
🌻 wordcount: 7.4k
🌻 a collection of the good and bad
archiveofourown.org/works/50705992
🌻 final part of true blue
🌻 pairing: johnyong
🌻 rating: explicit
🌻 wordcount: 7.4k
🌻 a collection of the good and bad
archiveofourown.org/works/50705992
November 15, 2024 at 11:47 PM
one more time
🌻 final part of true blue
🌻 pairing: johnyong
🌻 rating: explicit
🌻 wordcount: 7.4k
🌻 a collection of the good and bad
archiveofourown.org/works/50705992
🌻 final part of true blue
🌻 pairing: johnyong
🌻 rating: explicit
🌻 wordcount: 7.4k
🌻 a collection of the good and bad
archiveofourown.org/works/50705992
your love is tough, your love is tried
❄️ sequel to anywhere i want (just not home)
❄️ pairing: j.ohnyong
❄️ rating: mature
❄️ wordcount: 15.3k
❄️taeyong can only take so many hits before spiraling again
archiveofourown.org/works/50129755
❄️ sequel to anywhere i want (just not home)
❄️ pairing: j.ohnyong
❄️ rating: mature
❄️ wordcount: 15.3k
❄️taeyong can only take so many hits before spiraling again
archiveofourown.org/works/50129755
November 15, 2024 at 11:45 PM
your love is tough, your love is tried
❄️ sequel to anywhere i want (just not home)
❄️ pairing: j.ohnyong
❄️ rating: mature
❄️ wordcount: 15.3k
❄️taeyong can only take so many hits before spiraling again
archiveofourown.org/works/50129755
❄️ sequel to anywhere i want (just not home)
❄️ pairing: j.ohnyong
❄️ rating: mature
❄️ wordcount: 15.3k
❄️taeyong can only take so many hits before spiraling again
archiveofourown.org/works/50129755
anywhere i want (just not home)
☀️ pairing: j.ohnyong
☀️ rating: gen
☀️ wordcount: 13k
☀️ you can't save someone who doesn't want to be saved
archiveofourown.org/works/43794570
☀️ pairing: j.ohnyong
☀️ rating: gen
☀️ wordcount: 13k
☀️ you can't save someone who doesn't want to be saved
archiveofourown.org/works/43794570
November 15, 2024 at 11:44 PM
anywhere i want (just not home)
☀️ pairing: j.ohnyong
☀️ rating: gen
☀️ wordcount: 13k
☀️ you can't save someone who doesn't want to be saved
archiveofourown.org/works/43794570
☀️ pairing: j.ohnyong
☀️ rating: gen
☀️ wordcount: 13k
☀️ you can't save someone who doesn't want to be saved
archiveofourown.org/works/43794570
☁️ pairing: johnyong
☁️ rating: mature
☁️ wordcount: 1.3k
☁️ it's been bad for a while and johnny finally finds out
archiveofourown.org/works/39887799
☁️ rating: mature
☁️ wordcount: 1.3k
☁️ it's been bad for a while and johnny finally finds out
archiveofourown.org/works/39887799
November 15, 2024 at 11:43 PM
☁️ pairing: johnyong
☁️ rating: mature
☁️ wordcount: 1.3k
☁️ it's been bad for a while and johnny finally finds out
archiveofourown.org/works/39887799
☁️ rating: mature
☁️ wordcount: 1.3k
☁️ it's been bad for a while and johnny finally finds out
archiveofourown.org/works/39887799
spent three billion years making a carrd with all my fics in, but now it's up! from now on i'll make posts for new fics here too :)
November 15, 2024 at 11:38 PM
spent three billion years making a carrd with all my fics in, but now it's up! from now on i'll make posts for new fics here too :)
Reposted by hedda
u know what i mean
October 30, 2024 at 4:40 PM
u know what i mean