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i'd like to be buried in autumn
November 13, 2025 at 12:34 PM
i'd like to be buried in autumn
we got third place i am well i am well i am well our hard work was not in vain
im dreading the thought of having to present and defend our study but i dont want their efforts to go to waste so im gonna have to fucking bear with it and hope i dont end up fumbling our presentation or else im gonna fucking kill myself
November 13, 2025 at 12:32 PM
we got third place i am well i am well i am well our hard work was not in vain
i wanna fall asleep and greet the day of your birth normally instead of pulling the usual all nighter (i'll sleep for you LMFAO)
November 13, 2025 at 12:22 PM
i wanna fall asleep and greet the day of your birth normally instead of pulling the usual all nighter (i'll sleep for you LMFAO)
i'm a little afraid of people i know knowing i'm trans apart from those i've personally told
November 13, 2025 at 10:29 AM
i'm a little afraid of people i know knowing i'm trans apart from those i've personally told
i just don't want you to leave
November 13, 2025 at 10:27 AM
i just don't want you to leave
SHE GENUINELY SEES ME AS A CLOSE FRIEND :((
November 11, 2025 at 11:09 AM
SHE GENUINELY SEES ME AS A CLOSE FRIEND :((
why am i jealous
November 11, 2025 at 6:56 AM
why am i jealous
im genuinely so fucking stupid i wish u was better
November 10, 2025 at 4:09 PM
im genuinely so fucking stupid i wish u was better
i have the least lines out of all of us and yet i'm still struggling to memorize shit
November 10, 2025 at 4:09 PM
i have the least lines out of all of us and yet i'm still struggling to memorize shit
i feel so guilty and useless
November 10, 2025 at 1:24 PM
i feel so guilty and useless
i dont pray to gods but i will certainly hope for good shit to happen tomorrow
November 10, 2025 at 12:35 PM
i dont pray to gods but i will certainly hope for good shit to happen tomorrow
woukdve been so much more easier for them if i werent such an incompetent little prick
November 10, 2025 at 12:34 PM
woukdve been so much more easier for them if i werent such an incompetent little prick
research makes me want to seek death willingly myself
November 10, 2025 at 12:34 PM
research makes me want to seek death willingly myself
im dreading the thought of having to present and defend our study but i dont want their efforts to go to waste so im gonna have to fucking bear with it and hope i dont end up fumbling our presentation or else im gonna fucking kill myself
November 10, 2025 at 12:32 PM
im dreading the thought of having to present and defend our study but i dont want their efforts to go to waste so im gonna have to fucking bear with it and hope i dont end up fumbling our presentation or else im gonna fucking kill myself
i have never wanted to killmyself even worse
November 10, 2025 at 12:31 PM
i have never wanted to killmyself even worse
well one thing's for sure my feelings r pretty much platonic now
November 10, 2025 at 12:22 PM
well one thing's for sure my feelings r pretty much platonic now
im so uncomfortable i wish i could kms
November 10, 2025 at 6:46 AM
im so uncomfortable i wish i could kms
im such a hypocrite, i am just as irritating as she is and i wish i could blame her for it
November 10, 2025 at 6:42 AM
im such a hypocrite, i am just as irritating as she is and i wish i could blame her for it
every time he's around i can feel myself get a little smaller because he'll always remain a reminder of my incompetence and i hate myswlf more than anything for it
November 10, 2025 at 2:40 AM
every time he's around i can feel myself get a little smaller because he'll always remain a reminder of my incompetence and i hate myswlf more than anything for it
i'm sorry for being so useless and i'm even more sorry for not trying to make up for it as best as i can
November 10, 2025 at 2:36 AM
i'm sorry for being so useless and i'm even more sorry for not trying to make up for it as best as i can
i can bring myself not to care too much for a little while but it'll eventually get to me anyway
November 10, 2025 at 2:35 AM
i can bring myself not to care too much for a little while but it'll eventually get to me anyway
she's unavoidable and not the romantic kind
November 10, 2025 at 12:18 AM
she's unavoidable and not the romantic kind
i donf care if im defiling your religion brother i think i deserve to do this much without care for your judgement when all this has brought me was ten times more pain instead of the love i was promised
November 9, 2025 at 4:19 PM
i donf care if im defiling your religion brother i think i deserve to do this much without care for your judgement when all this has brought me was ten times more pain instead of the love i was promised
may love find me because aint no fucking way am i searching for it myself
November 9, 2025 at 4:17 PM
may love find me because aint no fucking way am i searching for it myself
no such thing as life after death but sure thats a wonderful concept
November 9, 2025 at 4:14 PM
no such thing as life after death but sure thats a wonderful concept