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day 8 of posting my work every day
this is some old, stream of consciousness [[WRITING]].
writing as quickly as i could taught me a lot about how the medium could be used, and though i glaze past some, other parts are frighteningly beautiful.
essy.neocities.org/stream
this is some old, stream of consciousness [[WRITING]].
writing as quickly as i could taught me a lot about how the medium could be used, and though i glaze past some, other parts are frighteningly beautiful.
essy.neocities.org/stream
of consciousness and the subconscious
Mar 13, 2021 1:19:15 pm
essy.neocities.org
November 20, 2025 at 6:08 PM
day 8 of posting my work every day
this is some old, stream of consciousness [[WRITING]].
writing as quickly as i could taught me a lot about how the medium could be used, and though i glaze past some, other parts are frighteningly beautiful.
essy.neocities.org/stream
this is some old, stream of consciousness [[WRITING]].
writing as quickly as i could taught me a lot about how the medium could be used, and though i glaze past some, other parts are frighteningly beautiful.
essy.neocities.org/stream
day 7 of posting my work every day
here is something i [[WROTE]] about being grateful in quiet moments, and the gift of (sometimes obscured) meaning that is to be found in taking care of yourself.
essy.neocities.org/care/
here is something i [[WROTE]] about being grateful in quiet moments, and the gift of (sometimes obscured) meaning that is to be found in taking care of yourself.
essy.neocities.org/care/
November 19, 2025 at 6:08 PM
day 7 of posting my work every day
here is something i [[WROTE]] about being grateful in quiet moments, and the gift of (sometimes obscured) meaning that is to be found in taking care of yourself.
essy.neocities.org/care/
here is something i [[WROTE]] about being grateful in quiet moments, and the gift of (sometimes obscured) meaning that is to be found in taking care of yourself.
essy.neocities.org/care/
day 6 of posting my work every day
this is a [[MELODY]] i improvised off gymnopedie no 1
it's good background noise, or for induction of peace
www.youtube.com/watch?v=chyC...
this is a [[MELODY]] i improvised off gymnopedie no 1
it's good background noise, or for induction of peace
www.youtube.com/watch?v=chyC...
November 18, 2025 at 6:08 PM
day 6 of posting my work every day
this is a [[MELODY]] i improvised off gymnopedie no 1
it's good background noise, or for induction of peace
www.youtube.com/watch?v=chyC...
this is a [[MELODY]] i improvised off gymnopedie no 1
it's good background noise, or for induction of peace
www.youtube.com/watch?v=chyC...
day 5 of posting my work every day
this is something i [[WROTE]] much earlier this year.
it's about stasis.
essy.neocities.org/drifting
this is something i [[WROTE]] much earlier this year.
it's about stasis.
essy.neocities.org/drifting
essy.neocities.org
November 17, 2025 at 6:08 PM
day 5 of posting my work every day
this is something i [[WROTE]] much earlier this year.
it's about stasis.
essy.neocities.org/drifting
this is something i [[WROTE]] much earlier this year.
it's about stasis.
essy.neocities.org/drifting
day 4 of posting my work every day
this is a [[WRITTEN]] story about what it feels like to want.
essy.neocities.org/censoredsecr...
this is a [[WRITTEN]] story about what it feels like to want.
essy.neocities.org/censoredsecr...
you found me out
after □□□□□□□□□ left, I lied there on the couch. they were □□ the floor. they were □□ □□□ □□□ □□□. the room was illuminated by light spilling out of the television. p□□□ly □□□□□□ an□□□ was playing. i…
essy.neocities.org
November 16, 2025 at 6:08 PM
day 4 of posting my work every day
this is a [[WRITTEN]] story about what it feels like to want.
essy.neocities.org/censoredsecr...
this is a [[WRITTEN]] story about what it feels like to want.
essy.neocities.org/censoredsecr...
day 3 of posting my work every day
this is a peaceful, but energetic [[SONG]] i made on my piano.
youtu.be/T9qnDEYBNns
this is a peaceful, but energetic [[SONG]] i made on my piano.
youtu.be/T9qnDEYBNns
November 15, 2025 at 6:08 PM
day 3 of posting my work every day
this is a peaceful, but energetic [[SONG]] i made on my piano.
youtu.be/T9qnDEYBNns
this is a peaceful, but energetic [[SONG]] i made on my piano.
youtu.be/T9qnDEYBNns
day 2 of posting my work every day
this is something i [[WROTE]] about how it feels to see your face
essy.neocities.org/countenance1...
this is something i [[WROTE]] about how it feels to see your face
essy.neocities.org/countenance1...
countenance1&2
[i prostrated at the altar i had built in care of you. it held strong as i was weak.] -unknown
essy.neocities.org
November 14, 2025 at 6:08 PM
day 2 of posting my work every day
this is something i [[WROTE]] about how it feels to see your face
essy.neocities.org/countenance1...
this is something i [[WROTE]] about how it feels to see your face
essy.neocities.org/countenance1...
day 1 of posting my work every day
this is a [[WRITTEN]] story about what it's like to be in a location
cw: pain
essy.neocities.org/subject
this is a [[WRITTEN]] story about what it's like to be in a location
cw: pain
essy.neocities.org/subject
it's subjective
if you remove most of the oxygen from the subject, and then alternate between high oxygenation and low oxygenation, you can force the subject between a series of higher and lower experiential states…
essy.neocities.org
November 13, 2025 at 6:08 PM
day 1 of posting my work every day
this is a [[WRITTEN]] story about what it's like to be in a location
cw: pain
essy.neocities.org/subject
this is a [[WRITTEN]] story about what it's like to be in a location
cw: pain
essy.neocities.org/subject
here is some music i recorded
essy.neocities.org/music
essy.neocities.org/music
listen
essy.neocities.org
November 6, 2025 at 12:27 AM
here is some music i recorded
essy.neocities.org/music
essy.neocities.org/music
i wrote a song youtu.be/w8L7qVWOM0s
morning nocturne
YouTube video by essy531
youtu.be
October 22, 2025 at 5:53 PM
i wrote a song youtu.be/w8L7qVWOM0s
i made an analysis of me vs motobug in project+!
youtu.be/IWP2XRpEjoE
i also made an analysis of that analysis (this version is more meta, funnier, more personally open, and also contains all the analysis of the original.)
youtu.be/FrSjsKHRo08
youtu.be/IWP2XRpEjoE
i also made an analysis of that analysis (this version is more meta, funnier, more personally open, and also contains all the analysis of the original.)
youtu.be/FrSjsKHRo08
essy p+analysis! vs motobug (lucario vs sonic)
YouTube video by essy531
youtu.be
October 9, 2025 at 4:02 AM
i made an analysis of me vs motobug in project+!
youtu.be/IWP2XRpEjoE
i also made an analysis of that analysis (this version is more meta, funnier, more personally open, and also contains all the analysis of the original.)
youtu.be/FrSjsKHRo08
youtu.be/IWP2XRpEjoE
i also made an analysis of that analysis (this version is more meta, funnier, more personally open, and also contains all the analysis of the original.)
youtu.be/FrSjsKHRo08
happy 10/8, everybody
i love entering a mcdonalds. i think, "these are my people. life is happening all around me"
i love entering a mcdonalds. i think, "these are my people. life is happening all around me"
October 8, 2025 at 10:23 PM
happy 10/8, everybody
i love entering a mcdonalds. i think, "these are my people. life is happening all around me"
i love entering a mcdonalds. i think, "these are my people. life is happening all around me"
fuck you,!
i'm just kidding, i love you.
i'm just kidding, i love you.
October 5, 2025 at 3:27 PM
fuck you,!
i'm just kidding, i love you.
i'm just kidding, i love you.
took my vyvanse for the first time in months and started catching flies in the palm of my hand
October 4, 2025 at 9:19 PM
took my vyvanse for the first time in months and started catching flies in the palm of my hand
seeing a tiny box that says "Remember Me" and checking it
September 24, 2025 at 3:22 PM
seeing a tiny box that says "Remember Me" and checking it
i have been gifted an interesting set of restrictions
September 9, 2025 at 5:40 PM
i have been gifted an interesting set of restrictions
September 8, 2025 at 11:14 PM
youtu.be/J1oz2w5FUAM
best video ever
best video ever
The Doctor vs. dvd
YouTube video by wren
youtu.be
August 20, 2025 at 5:05 AM
youtu.be/J1oz2w5FUAM
best video ever
best video ever
twitch.tv/essy531 hanging out doing literally nothing but talking to chat to try to hit affiliate
essy531 - Twitch
getting to aff^^^ilaite hangign out
twitch.tv
August 19, 2025 at 12:52 AM
twitch.tv/essy531 hanging out doing literally nothing but talking to chat to try to hit affiliate
Caramelldansen
Caramella Girls · Supergott (Speedy Mixes) · Song · 2008
open.spotify.com
August 18, 2025 at 10:09 PM