I’ve seen the light✨

Just letting it flow👀

Now i look at you and you seem to fade into light.

Listen, dear sisters, to the tale I tell,
Of a journey through shadows, through heaven and hell.
For "daddy issues" may whisper and call,
But don't let them define you, don't let them enthrall.

Sexualized, a tempting guise,
Yet beneath the surface, tears arise.
For intimacy becomes a game,
A mask to hide the deeper pain.
Damaged, desirable, the whispered word,
Yet scars run deep, unseen, unheard.
But as I rise, I find my voice,
A whisper at first, then a resolute choice

“I'm just glad that the only reality I'm certain off for now, is that you will be by my side when I wake up tomorrow. That's enough reality for me.”

Can I break free, cease to eat, find relief, admit defeat?
Exhausted, chasing what's not there, hunger's absence, hard to bear.
Thinner now, a draining spell, body and spirit parallel.
Longing for the joy, a nourishing decree, when will food be carefree?

As dawn's embrace whispers, I rise, face the mirror's guise.
Unhappy with my form, a weight I can't reform.
When did thinness grip so tight, turn joy to a distant light?
Constant munching, can't resist, a cycle that won't desist.

Can we dance? Can you love me? Even if in a 100 years no one will remember, we will be forgotten. Those moments will just be for us.

Yes I will my darling ~ he answered.

Just because you’re not being “evil” doesn’t make you automatically good

The way you look at me feels like how strawberries with chocolate taste

It might sound weird but I like my boredom. I feel calm and I am safe.

You prepare yourself for the catastrophe, looking for the catch, the double bottom.
But what if it doesn't exist and you're just happy for a moment?

„I don’t need anything“, okay I still bought things for you :)

There are no shortcuts for healing. Let yourself feel it and eventually you can let go.

I want progress and not perfection

Is it still important in a year?