Mother Antares 🌺🧿🦂
@empressantares.bsky.social
Just an introverted free spirit who loves anime, romance, elves, and giant reptiles. 36 years old & unashamed. Shy lurker, future streamer. She/her
I don't do debates, drama, or arguments.
Creeps and minors, DO NOT FOLLOW ME. 🚫
I don't do debates, drama, or arguments.
Creeps and minors, DO NOT FOLLOW ME. 🚫
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a painting of a field of flowers with a firefly in the background
Alt: A field of flowers with a fireflies in the background
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Figuring out the flowers I want to add to my tattoo. So far, maybe....
Gladiolas
Carnations
Hyacinth
Sunflower
Roses (of course)
Hibiscus (Duh)
I need to find out what my mother-figure's favorite flowers were. There's gonna be a ton of smaller flowers scattered in the design too, so probably more.
Gladiolas
Carnations
Hyacinth
Sunflower
Roses (of course)
Hibiscus (Duh)
I need to find out what my mother-figure's favorite flowers were. There's gonna be a ton of smaller flowers scattered in the design too, so probably more.
The only real pain is to feel nothing at all.
November 17, 2025 at 11:27 PM
The only real pain is to feel nothing at all.
I got something to look forward to this week.... ^.^✨
I feel alot better now, so maybe I can get started on a painting of my own in the next few days.... This is my inspiration. ^_^
I feel alot better now, so maybe I can get started on a painting of my own in the next few days.... This is my inspiration. ^_^
"Ripples and Reflections"
oil on panel
20x20 inches
Nicki Ault
2019
#waterscape #sunset #blueskyartshow #sunsetreflection #landscapeart #oilpainting
oil on panel
20x20 inches
Nicki Ault
2019
#waterscape #sunset #blueskyartshow #sunsetreflection #landscapeart #oilpainting
November 17, 2025 at 4:38 AM
I got something to look forward to this week.... ^.^✨
I feel alot better now, so maybe I can get started on a painting of my own in the next few days.... This is my inspiration. ^_^
I feel alot better now, so maybe I can get started on a painting of my own in the next few days.... This is my inspiration. ^_^
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This is a really vulnerable time for paypro call centers. It's already been reported that Mastercard is stressed by our persistence
I know we're all busy around this time too but let's fire the engines 🔥
I know we're all busy around this time too but let's fire the engines 🔥
#SaveSpeech
starting Nov 1st we're entering the holiday season, which is a big stress point for big businesses like Mastercard and Visa. These Paypros havent stopped cracking down on Adult Content, so we need to jump back into calling them in full force again!
stop-paypros.neocities.org
starting Nov 1st we're entering the holiday season, which is a big stress point for big businesses like Mastercard and Visa. These Paypros havent stopped cracking down on Adult Content, so we need to jump back into calling them in full force again!
stop-paypros.neocities.org
November 1, 2025 at 7:08 PM
This is a really vulnerable time for paypro call centers. It's already been reported that Mastercard is stressed by our persistence
I know we're all busy around this time too but let's fire the engines 🔥
I know we're all busy around this time too but let's fire the engines 🔥
And please.....don't assume I'm a mind-reader. I'm an intuitive.....there's a difference, lol.
If you need something from me, tell me. Please tell me.
Because there is just absolutely no worse feeling to me than being punished for not meeting expectations that I didn't even know someone had....
If you need something from me, tell me. Please tell me.
Because there is just absolutely no worse feeling to me than being punished for not meeting expectations that I didn't even know someone had....
The best person you can get advice about me.......is from me.
And me alone.
And me alone.
November 16, 2025 at 5:31 PM
And please.....don't assume I'm a mind-reader. I'm an intuitive.....there's a difference, lol.
If you need something from me, tell me. Please tell me.
Because there is just absolutely no worse feeling to me than being punished for not meeting expectations that I didn't even know someone had....
If you need something from me, tell me. Please tell me.
Because there is just absolutely no worse feeling to me than being punished for not meeting expectations that I didn't even know someone had....
The best person you can get advice about me.......is from me.
And me alone.
And me alone.
November 16, 2025 at 6:15 AM
The best person you can get advice about me.......is from me.
And me alone.
And me alone.
So so pretty.
November 16, 2025 at 2:29 AM
So so pretty.
So I just told my Mom that I enjoy putting honey on my pancakes & waffles as opposed to syrup, and she just launched into all this advice about how I shouldn't give honey to babies because they can't digest it.
Uhh, good to know, am I getting pregnant anytime soon.....? She know something I don't?
Uhh, good to know, am I getting pregnant anytime soon.....? She know something I don't?
a close up of a person with orange hair and blue eyes .
Alt: A close up of an anime girl with orange hair and blue eyes.
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November 15, 2025 at 10:20 PM
So I just told my Mom that I enjoy putting honey on my pancakes & waffles as opposed to syrup, and she just launched into all this advice about how I shouldn't give honey to babies because they can't digest it.
Uhh, good to know, am I getting pregnant anytime soon.....? She know something I don't?
Uhh, good to know, am I getting pregnant anytime soon.....? She know something I don't?
Friendly reminder that if I say something doesn't bother me, it's because it actually doesn't. (And vice versa.)
I don't know how much time I have left on this Earth and I'm not going to spend it making stuff up, outside of my fictional stories.....I'm getting more & more blunt nowadays.
I don't know how much time I have left on this Earth and I'm not going to spend it making stuff up, outside of my fictional stories.....I'm getting more & more blunt nowadays.
November 15, 2025 at 4:50 PM
Friendly reminder that if I say something doesn't bother me, it's because it actually doesn't. (And vice versa.)
I don't know how much time I have left on this Earth and I'm not going to spend it making stuff up, outside of my fictional stories.....I'm getting more & more blunt nowadays.
I don't know how much time I have left on this Earth and I'm not going to spend it making stuff up, outside of my fictional stories.....I'm getting more & more blunt nowadays.
Take your chance while you can.
November 15, 2025 at 8:38 AM
Take your chance while you can.
It's the Cherie Cherie Lady!! Now that song makes sense!!! Lol. 💕🍒
Added more to it, much happier with the lilies now that the tiger is on that little weird space.....and I love how the butterflies make the tiger look more tranquil.
Again the sticker was made by the great @mizucat.bsky.social. ^_^
Added more to it, much happier with the lilies now that the tiger is on that little weird space.....and I love how the butterflies make the tiger look more tranquil.
Again the sticker was made by the great @mizucat.bsky.social. ^_^
November 15, 2025 at 5:31 AM
It's the Cherie Cherie Lady!! Now that song makes sense!!! Lol. 💕🍒
Added more to it, much happier with the lilies now that the tiger is on that little weird space.....and I love how the butterflies make the tiger look more tranquil.
Again the sticker was made by the great @mizucat.bsky.social. ^_^
Added more to it, much happier with the lilies now that the tiger is on that little weird space.....and I love how the butterflies make the tiger look more tranquil.
Again the sticker was made by the great @mizucat.bsky.social. ^_^
Reposted by Mother Antares 🌺🧿🦂
This is a reminder that it's entirely possible to have some positive memories of a relationship or person that was ultimately abusive & you want to leave in the past.
Positive memories or feelings are not "evidence" that "it wasn't that bad" or wasn't abuse.
Positive memories or feelings are not "evidence" that "it wasn't that bad" or wasn't abuse.
November 15, 2025 at 2:02 AM
This is a reminder that it's entirely possible to have some positive memories of a relationship or person that was ultimately abusive & you want to leave in the past.
Positive memories or feelings are not "evidence" that "it wasn't that bad" or wasn't abuse.
Positive memories or feelings are not "evidence" that "it wasn't that bad" or wasn't abuse.
Could so go for these right now......definetly in need of some good food right now.
Red pesto and sun-dried tomato chicken tacos
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www.patreon.com/posts/red-pe...
November 14, 2025 at 10:21 PM
Could so go for these right now......definetly in need of some good food right now.
It's all or nothing.
Tiger GIF
Alt: Tiger blinking it's eyes
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November 14, 2025 at 6:27 AM
It's all or nothing.
But....please do still try to reach out.
I'm sorry but I'm literally sick of people I love drifting away from me by isolating themselves and shutting off their emotions. I have my own trauma from that.
I'm still, in many ways, recovering from last year (many of you know what I mean by that).
I'm sorry but I'm literally sick of people I love drifting away from me by isolating themselves and shutting off their emotions. I have my own trauma from that.
I'm still, in many ways, recovering from last year (many of you know what I mean by that).
You are not "difficult" or "stubborn" or pathologically "hyper independent" for having conflicted or negative feelings about reaching out for help. You're responding to your conditioning & experiences that actually happened.
Don't let yourself be shamed for normal reflexes.
Don't let yourself be shamed for normal reflexes.
November 13, 2025 at 11:53 PM
But....please do still try to reach out.
I'm sorry but I'm literally sick of people I love drifting away from me by isolating themselves and shutting off their emotions. I have my own trauma from that.
I'm still, in many ways, recovering from last year (many of you know what I mean by that).
I'm sorry but I'm literally sick of people I love drifting away from me by isolating themselves and shutting off their emotions. I have my own trauma from that.
I'm still, in many ways, recovering from last year (many of you know what I mean by that).
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It's hard to leave someone or something in the past if there's still grief or anger entwined in our story w/ them.
Our nervous system doesn't love moving on unless & until we acknowledge & honor those feelings as legitimate & important-- which, btw, they absolutely are.
Our nervous system doesn't love moving on unless & until we acknowledge & honor those feelings as legitimate & important-- which, btw, they absolutely are.
November 13, 2025 at 3:35 AM
It's hard to leave someone or something in the past if there's still grief or anger entwined in our story w/ them.
Our nervous system doesn't love moving on unless & until we acknowledge & honor those feelings as legitimate & important-- which, btw, they absolutely are.
Our nervous system doesn't love moving on unless & until we acknowledge & honor those feelings as legitimate & important-- which, btw, they absolutely are.
My situation is not the best for this to happen, so I don't know, but after tonight I might have to see a doctor sooner rather than later.
I can't take feeling scared and uncertain anymore.
I can't take feeling scared and uncertain anymore.
November 13, 2025 at 3:42 AM
My situation is not the best for this to happen, so I don't know, but after tonight I might have to see a doctor sooner rather than later.
I can't take feeling scared and uncertain anymore.
I can't take feeling scared and uncertain anymore.
Not too mad to want to make this for someone.....
Cherry tomato and mozzarella gnocchi www.patreon.com/posts/cherry...
November 13, 2025 at 1:34 AM
Not too mad to want to make this for someone.....
Yum, want.
November 13, 2025 at 12:02 AM
Yum, want.
Was excused from jury duty again. It was an assault case.... I could not be impartial.
I'm glad I'm home and not being subjected to that, but I'm honestly still unhappy about something.....if you couldn't tell from my previous posts......
There will be pouty tiger GIFs until I get it off my mind.
I'm glad I'm home and not being subjected to that, but I'm honestly still unhappy about something.....if you couldn't tell from my previous posts......
There will be pouty tiger GIFs until I get it off my mind.
a tiger is sitting on a red couch with its mouth open .
Alt: a tiger is sitting on a red couch with its mouth open .
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November 12, 2025 at 4:54 PM
Was excused from jury duty again. It was an assault case.... I could not be impartial.
I'm glad I'm home and not being subjected to that, but I'm honestly still unhappy about something.....if you couldn't tell from my previous posts......
There will be pouty tiger GIFs until I get it off my mind.
I'm glad I'm home and not being subjected to that, but I'm honestly still unhappy about something.....if you couldn't tell from my previous posts......
There will be pouty tiger GIFs until I get it off my mind.
Don't ever turn down or dismiss your blessings, or good karma.
November 12, 2025 at 11:18 AM
Don't ever turn down or dismiss your blessings, or good karma.
I don't give up.
And I won't. Not until I'm a mess on the floor.
And I won't. Not until I'm a mess on the floor.
a close up of a tiger with its mouth open showing its teeth
Alt: a close up of a tiger with its mouth open showing its teeth
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November 12, 2025 at 3:04 AM
I don't give up.
And I won't. Not until I'm a mess on the floor.
And I won't. Not until I'm a mess on the floor.
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Ignoring our own needs is 100% one of the most destructively selfish things we can do. Over time it practically guarantees we're going to flame out & be unable to support any person or pet we love.
You're not The Exception who can run on empty indefinitely. The bill comes due.
You're not The Exception who can run on empty indefinitely. The bill comes due.
November 11, 2025 at 1:46 AM
Ignoring our own needs is 100% one of the most destructively selfish things we can do. Over time it practically guarantees we're going to flame out & be unable to support any person or pet we love.
You're not The Exception who can run on empty indefinitely. The bill comes due.
You're not The Exception who can run on empty indefinitely. The bill comes due.
Relevant.
(Another song someone once told me reminded them of me. Fair.....?)
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(Another song someone once told me reminded them of me. Fair.....?)
www.youtube.com/watch?v=ugEZ...
Modern Talking - Cheri Cheri Lady (Lyrics)
YouTube video by themnam
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November 11, 2025 at 9:31 PM
Relevant.
(Another song someone once told me reminded them of me. Fair.....?)
www.youtube.com/watch?v=ugEZ...
(Another song someone once told me reminded them of me. Fair.....?)
www.youtube.com/watch?v=ugEZ...
I was woken up out of a dead sleep last night by severe stomach pain......still not feeling great.
Whatever this is, hoping it clears up enough by tomorrow because I got called back into stupid jury duty. I only had two damn days of that left to worry about.... Really wish they'd leave me alone.
Whatever this is, hoping it clears up enough by tomorrow because I got called back into stupid jury duty. I only had two damn days of that left to worry about.... Really wish they'd leave me alone.
November 11, 2025 at 5:00 PM
I was woken up out of a dead sleep last night by severe stomach pain......still not feeling great.
Whatever this is, hoping it clears up enough by tomorrow because I got called back into stupid jury duty. I only had two damn days of that left to worry about.... Really wish they'd leave me alone.
Whatever this is, hoping it clears up enough by tomorrow because I got called back into stupid jury duty. I only had two damn days of that left to worry about.... Really wish they'd leave me alone.
Getting ready to. Alot pissed me off today, and I've just had enough. Tigress is pissed.
There's something very....not good wanting to happen, in my life, but I want to talk about it with a certain someone first.
There's something very....not good wanting to happen, in my life, but I want to talk about it with a certain someone first.
It is said that you must pick your battles, but often they are picked for you. You should not give in just because you did not choose the fight. No, you must respond with all your determination and ferocity, and show your enemy they picked the wrong battle, with the wrong warrior.
November 11, 2025 at 3:10 AM
Getting ready to. Alot pissed me off today, and I've just had enough. Tigress is pissed.
There's something very....not good wanting to happen, in my life, but I want to talk about it with a certain someone first.
There's something very....not good wanting to happen, in my life, but I want to talk about it with a certain someone first.