Em Dee Kay
@emdeekay.bsky.social
🏳️⚧️she/her/they, Parent, Partner, lover of dogs.
Protect Trans Kids
Builder of Lego, collector of cards (baseball and Star Wars), film lover and world war/ancient conflict history nerd. I like fast and loud cars.
Protect Trans Kids
Builder of Lego, collector of cards (baseball and Star Wars), film lover and world war/ancient conflict history nerd. I like fast and loud cars.
The urge for an orchi is growing due to increasing t levels and terrible hrt swings
October 21, 2023 at 2:23 AM
The urge for an orchi is growing due to increasing t levels and terrible hrt swings
“Nothing finer then a good old dysphoria induced depression “
-mark twain, c1776
-mark twain, c1776
October 13, 2023 at 1:00 AM
“Nothing finer then a good old dysphoria induced depression “
-mark twain, c1776
-mark twain, c1776
Here’s a first for me:
Found out I’ll be getting laid….. off in about 6 months from my company.
Still no drinking for me and I’m surprisingly taking this well.
Freedom and fresh start when I’m transitioning is a bit serendipitous to be my authentic self.
Found out I’ll be getting laid….. off in about 6 months from my company.
Still no drinking for me and I’m surprisingly taking this well.
Freedom and fresh start when I’m transitioning is a bit serendipitous to be my authentic self.
September 22, 2023 at 4:48 PM
Here’s a first for me:
Found out I’ll be getting laid….. off in about 6 months from my company.
Still no drinking for me and I’m surprisingly taking this well.
Freedom and fresh start when I’m transitioning is a bit serendipitous to be my authentic self.
Found out I’ll be getting laid….. off in about 6 months from my company.
Still no drinking for me and I’m surprisingly taking this well.
Freedom and fresh start when I’m transitioning is a bit serendipitous to be my authentic self.
I’ve been sober for two weeks. The mental clarity has returned, my puffiness and bloating is going down, it’s getting easier to look in the mirror.
Honestly three weeks ago I’d not think I would make it this far.
Honestly three weeks ago I’d not think I would make it this far.
September 21, 2023 at 4:27 PM
I’ve been sober for two weeks. The mental clarity has returned, my puffiness and bloating is going down, it’s getting easier to look in the mirror.
Honestly three weeks ago I’d not think I would make it this far.
Honestly three weeks ago I’d not think I would make it this far.
Nothing like some good old dysphoria self hatred to power my day. Can only hope the sleep and a meditation and a book will help end this two day streak
September 19, 2023 at 2:37 AM
Nothing like some good old dysphoria self hatred to power my day. Can only hope the sleep and a meditation and a book will help end this two day streak
I know it’s a big adjustment for my partner to see me presenting as femme as I can but at some point her anxiety will settle right?
*sighs *. At least I’m sober 7 days!
*sighs *. At least I’m sober 7 days!
September 15, 2023 at 2:25 AM
I know it’s a big adjustment for my partner to see me presenting as femme as I can but at some point her anxiety will settle right?
*sighs *. At least I’m sober 7 days!
*sighs *. At least I’m sober 7 days!
Fuck dysphoria and my problem face. I can’t stand to see myself or be seen and I just feel so wrong.
September 13, 2023 at 10:22 PM
Fuck dysphoria and my problem face. I can’t stand to see myself or be seen and I just feel so wrong.
Aside from being open and honest with my partner about my struggles and why I’ve been drinking, the choices and availability of non alcohol beer is a godsend.
Seltzer water with the hops 0.0% alcohol. Hot stormy day like today it was perfect, and I remember my evening.
Seltzer water with the hops 0.0% alcohol. Hot stormy day like today it was perfect, and I remember my evening.
September 11, 2023 at 2:23 AM
Aside from being open and honest with my partner about my struggles and why I’ve been drinking, the choices and availability of non alcohol beer is a godsend.
Seltzer water with the hops 0.0% alcohol. Hot stormy day like today it was perfect, and I remember my evening.
Seltzer water with the hops 0.0% alcohol. Hot stormy day like today it was perfect, and I remember my evening.
One day at a time… but Friday morning I poured out the rest of my scotch.
My mental clarity is starting to bounce back. My bloat is de-bloating. Im not in a constant state of dysphoria.
Im present for my family.
This feels nice. This is what I want.
My mental clarity is starting to bounce back. My bloat is de-bloating. Im not in a constant state of dysphoria.
Im present for my family.
This feels nice. This is what I want.
September 11, 2023 at 2:20 AM
One day at a time… but Friday morning I poured out the rest of my scotch.
My mental clarity is starting to bounce back. My bloat is de-bloating. Im not in a constant state of dysphoria.
Im present for my family.
This feels nice. This is what I want.
My mental clarity is starting to bounce back. My bloat is de-bloating. Im not in a constant state of dysphoria.
Im present for my family.
This feels nice. This is what I want.
When you’re standing in line waiting to buy a tv at Best Buy and you check BlueSky
September 4, 2023 at 5:59 PM
When you’re standing in line waiting to buy a tv at Best Buy and you check BlueSky
I love the affirmations of doing my hair well, it’s just really awkward when your partner and kid ignore it and don’t give any.
September 2, 2023 at 9:49 PM
I love the affirmations of doing my hair well, it’s just really awkward when your partner and kid ignore it and don’t give any.
Show me a picture on your phone that has your energy - no selfies
September 2, 2023 at 1:00 AM
Show me a picture on your phone that has your energy - no selfies
So today was a very dysphoric day. I had to present as male and my uniform polo shirt was like Velcro on body stubble. I woke up feeling so femme and came crashing back down.
My life would be easier if I did not have to leave the house.
My life would be easier if I did not have to leave the house.
August 29, 2023 at 10:23 PM
So today was a very dysphoric day. I had to present as male and my uniform polo shirt was like Velcro on body stubble. I woke up feeling so femme and came crashing back down.
My life would be easier if I did not have to leave the house.
My life would be easier if I did not have to leave the house.
Currently I’m presenting some sort of limited femme appearance and have been wanting to take it a step further. After 5 months hrt I’m seeing new fat where I want it but increased dysphoria with my chest.
Any tips on forms or inserts , brand, or place to buy online?
Thank you!
Any tips on forms or inserts , brand, or place to buy online?
Thank you!
August 27, 2023 at 8:47 PM
Currently I’m presenting some sort of limited femme appearance and have been wanting to take it a step further. After 5 months hrt I’m seeing new fat where I want it but increased dysphoria with my chest.
Any tips on forms or inserts , brand, or place to buy online?
Thank you!
Any tips on forms or inserts , brand, or place to buy online?
Thank you!
@emdeekay.bsky.social ever wish you had nice natural Wilde areola
And long thick nips?
I’ve boomeranged between divorce and lovely union.
Confused? Yes. High? Very
And long thick nips?
I’ve boomeranged between divorce and lovely union.
Confused? Yes. High? Very
August 26, 2023 at 9:23 PM
@emdeekay.bsky.social ever wish you had nice natural Wilde areola
And long thick nips?
I’ve boomeranged between divorce and lovely union.
Confused? Yes. High? Very
And long thick nips?
I’ve boomeranged between divorce and lovely union.
Confused? Yes. High? Very
I hate feeling like a freak just for being attracted to my partner
August 25, 2023 at 2:52 AM
I hate feeling like a freak just for being attracted to my partner
Nonono I think this is far better with the grammar infraction.
August 24, 2023 at 11:53 PM
Nonono I think this is far better with the grammar infraction.
It’s ok to eat fish
Because they don’t have any feelings….
Something in the way. Mmmmmhmmmmmmm
Because they don’t have any feelings….
Something in the way. Mmmmmhmmmmmmm
August 24, 2023 at 11:29 PM
It’s ok to eat fish
Because they don’t have any feelings….
Something in the way. Mmmmmhmmmmmmm
Because they don’t have any feelings….
Something in the way. Mmmmmhmmmmmmm
Oh hi it's me I'm the problem it’s me… due to change my
Patch, so that’s why I’m such a messy bitch tonight.
Patch, so that’s why I’m such a messy bitch tonight.
August 24, 2023 at 12:50 AM
Oh hi it's me I'm the problem it’s me… due to change my
Patch, so that’s why I’m such a messy bitch tonight.
Patch, so that’s why I’m such a messy bitch tonight.
Wild night by 8pm. Not what I expected. Everyone is crying. Never thought I’d really have to consider the big Divorce question but here we are…
So, if you need me up be weeping quietly.
So, if you need me up be weeping quietly.
August 24, 2023 at 12:09 AM
Wild night by 8pm. Not what I expected. Everyone is crying. Never thought I’d really have to consider the big Divorce question but here we are…
So, if you need me up be weeping quietly.
So, if you need me up be weeping quietly.
I had planned for tonight to be “the night” with my partner and the harness…. But it’s not the right time. I get it. I do not like it, but I know if this isn’t done right I’ll probably break things… literally and figuratively!!
August 23, 2023 at 9:23 PM
I had planned for tonight to be “the night” with my partner and the harness…. But it’s not the right time. I get it. I do not like it, but I know if this isn’t done right I’ll probably break things… literally and figuratively!!
Fuck it, let them lose money on empty apartments.
Housing is right. Landlords shouldn’t exist and the housing market shouldn’t either. Homelessness and poverty are a Choice and billionaires are a policy failure.
Passive income doesn’t exist it’s just charging people for things they don’t need to go through you for
Passive income doesn’t exist it’s just charging people for things they don’t need to go through you for
This makes me SO FUCKING ANGRY
August 23, 2023 at 9:12 PM
Fuck it, let them lose money on empty apartments.
If Rudy Giuliani died in 2002 he’d be the most treasured public servant this country has seen.
But, unfortunately, he persists.
But, unfortunately, he persists.
August 23, 2023 at 9:10 PM
If Rudy Giuliani died in 2002 he’d be the most treasured public servant this country has seen.
But, unfortunately, he persists.
But, unfortunately, he persists.
Well, I finally did it. Bought a harness kit for my partner.
Was delivered today… the reaction was surprisingly really positive.
This girls gotta get ready to lose her v card again!
Was delivered today… the reaction was surprisingly really positive.
This girls gotta get ready to lose her v card again!
August 23, 2023 at 1:00 AM
Well, I finally did it. Bought a harness kit for my partner.
Was delivered today… the reaction was surprisingly really positive.
This girls gotta get ready to lose her v card again!
Was delivered today… the reaction was surprisingly really positive.
This girls gotta get ready to lose her v card again!
Seeing my cousin Vinny for the first time in a while and realizing this whole time I’ve been
August 23, 2023 at 12:53 AM
Seeing my cousin Vinny for the first time in a while and realizing this whole time I’ve been