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kelly
@elyserxx.bsky.social
my online diary
I feel like I have no safe space to vent about how I really feel right now
March 22, 2025 at 9:12 PM
2025 has been a little rough so far…
February 21, 2025 at 12:48 AM
have they made this app private yet??
January 19, 2025 at 5:50 PM
scrolling Twitter makes me so angry and just depressed
January 19, 2025 at 4:26 PM
Reposted by kelly
As we move closer to Inauguration Day I think it’ll be really important that I spent more time offline. During 2021-2023 it felt important to be connected during the wildest of Covid times, but now it feels like I’m ingesting other people’s mental breakdowns. It’s not good.
January 4, 2025 at 5:28 PM
Reposted by kelly
Second bottle of prosecco opened!

Remember. It's not alcoholism if it's christmas day and you put orange juice in it.
December 25, 2024 at 11:30 AM
But real talk, for the new year I want to start therapy. Need my mind to be right too! 💖
December 2, 2024 at 5:31 PM
Also my cholesterol was slightly high and I’m a little annoyed cause I DO NOT eat fast food, and I work out 6 days a week. Wtf? My only thought is- EGGS. Lol I eat them every morning 😂
December 2, 2024 at 5:30 PM
Also, I am my daughter’s only parent. Her father passed a long time ago and I worry about her cause she’s only 15. I need to stay around for at least 10 more years!!
December 2, 2024 at 5:29 PM
And I think the reason is, I am so happy and doing well, so something HAS to be wrong with me. I can’t ever enjoy the moment.
December 2, 2024 at 5:28 PM
Next up is a well woman’s exam in Jan. Trying to face all my fears, and be on top of my health… but I can’t tell anyone how psycho I am about this stuff. I think about it every day…
December 2, 2024 at 5:28 PM
I went last week to get bloodwork done and one thing was slightly low and I SPIRALED. I was panicking. Turns out I am fine. I just have to go again in a month to check on one more thing. But holy fuck I have issues…
December 2, 2024 at 5:27 PM
So I haven’t gone to the doctor in ages cause I have a deep phobia of getting sick, so I think “I would rather not know what’s wrong w me”
December 2, 2024 at 5:26 PM
I was pushed to my limit last week and even then, I didn’t act out of character. This is called GROWTH. This is called being UNBOTHERED.
November 26, 2024 at 11:25 PM
you know, I’m not nearly as terrible as I could be, and y’all need to thank me for that.
November 26, 2024 at 11:16 PM
my food was burning, but I couldn’t get up. this never happens.
November 26, 2024 at 11:15 PM
last week I was being harassed, this week I sold two homes. life is a rollercoaster 😂😵‍💫
November 26, 2024 at 11:15 PM
this world is so full of miserable people. mind your business! leave people alone!
November 26, 2024 at 2:41 AM
the look for Friendsgiving. I was channeling my inner Fran Fine. Lol
November 26, 2024 at 2:34 AM
I’ve really been working my ass off lately… but at least I get to go to Spain soon. 🥹
November 26, 2024 at 2:33 AM
Friendsgiving w my spin friends was so fun, but omg I woke up so hungover lol 😵‍💫
November 26, 2024 at 2:32 AM
and old Twitter friends lol
November 21, 2024 at 3:31 PM
my account is for the girls and the gays
November 21, 2024 at 3:31 PM
event #2 today, zoo lights with a realtor friend of mine. I slept for 5 hours last night and did my 6:45 am spin class.
a little girl is sitting on a couch with her eyes closed .
ALT: a little girl is sitting on a couch with her eyes closed .
media.tenor.com
November 21, 2024 at 3:30 PM
I kinda love that no one is reading this
November 21, 2024 at 2:50 AM