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𝐂𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝'𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧.
𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐜, 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬.
𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐞, 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧
𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐨𝐰.
The apple got to feel the wind across it's surface, it got to feel it's stem break as it falls to the ground. It felt the pain of it's last moment.
And I can't feel that.
am I supposed to feel 𝘣𝘢𝘥 for you .ᐣ
◟ a hollow, humorless laugh escaped from his lips, carrying no trace of joy. 𝘣𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳. ◝
the apple does not stoop to the petty task of blaming the fool who bites into it like you are right now.
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I've always been in hell.
The apple got to feel the wind across it's surface, it got to feel it's stem break as it falls to the ground. It felt the pain of it's last moment.
And I can't feel that.
I've always been in hell.
𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘰𝘧𝘧.
you’re right, but that means you too, are stuck in this endless purgatory. we’ve both must’ve done some sick shit to end up here, huh .ᐣ
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THAT DOESN'T MATTER.
BECAUSE NOW 𝒀𝑶𝑼'𝑹𝑬 HERE.
AND YOU'RE TRAPPED. JUST LIKE I AM.
I've always been in hell.
THAT DOESN'T MATTER.
BECAUSE NOW 𝒀𝑶𝑼'𝑹𝑬 HERE.
AND YOU'RE TRAPPED. JUST LIKE I AM.
𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑾𝑬𝑹𝑬𝑵’𝑻 𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹𝑬 .ᐟ
◟ exaspareted, the sides of their eyes stung —— this was no place to cry, no. teeth gritting as nails broke through flesh, whisking around to hold their arms in a self soothing matter. ◝
ʸᵒᵘ ʷᵉʳᵉⁿ’ᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ.
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You threw it away.
Your greed led to you losing everything close to you.
THAT DOESN'T MATTER.
BECAUSE NOW 𝒀𝑶𝑼'𝑹𝑬 HERE.
AND YOU'RE TRAPPED. JUST LIKE I AM.
You threw it away.
Your greed led to you losing everything close to you.
◟ 𝘩𝘢𝘢𝘩 .ᐣ ◝
they were taken away from me. I would never —— in my LIFE, throw that away. stop assuming absolute bullshit of me. you sound like my parents.
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Those small, insignificant, painful feelings.
And yet you threw them all away.
That is why I hate you, that is why I despise you
You threw it away.
Your greed led to you losing everything close to you.
Those small, insignificant, painful feelings.
And yet you threw them all away.
That is why I hate you, that is why I despise you
is it really the time to be talking about ... 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴, right now .ᐣ ...
yeah .ᐣ
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It's miraculous, is it not?
Those small, insignificant, painful feelings.
And yet you threw them all away.
That is why I hate you, that is why I despise you
It's miraculous, is it not?
. . . sure, I guess .ᐣ whatever floats your boat. god you're stranger than me.
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Look at the flowers chance.
They're beautiful, aren't they?
It's miraculous, is it not?
Look at the flowers chance.
They're beautiful, aren't they?
have petty one sided beef with me for all I care, because really, 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵. but don't act as if you know what my life was like. your self inflicted misery is not my problem.
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Look at the flowers chance.
They're beautiful, aren't they?
YOU CAN FEEL. YOU CAN THINK.
YOU HAD EVERYTHING YOU EVER NEEDED. WHERE I DIDN'T.
𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑭𝑨𝑴𝑰𝑳𝒀 𝑪𝑨𝑹𝑬𝑫 𝑭𝑶𝑹 𝒀𝑶𝑼.
what does my life have to do with you .ᐣ maaaybe, you should project a little less on little ol’ me.
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YOU CAN FEEL. YOU CAN THINK.
YOU HAD EVERYTHING YOU EVER NEEDED. WHERE I DIDN'T.
𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑭𝑨𝑴𝑰𝑳𝒀 𝑪𝑨𝑹𝑬𝑫 𝑭𝑶𝑹 𝒀𝑶𝑼.
You are nothing. Your riches are worth nothing. Your life was worth nothing.
𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑫𝑬𝑨𝑻𝑯 𝑾𝑰𝑳𝑳 𝑩𝑬 𝑱𝑼𝑺𝑻 𝑨𝑺 𝑷𝑶𝑰𝑵𝑻𝑳𝑬𝑺𝑺
◟ ah. that got them to quickly shutup, hand rubbing at their shoulder. ◝
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Your pursuit of greed knows no end.
You are nothing. Your riches are worth nothing. Your life was worth nothing.
𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑫𝑬𝑨𝑻𝑯 𝑾𝑰𝑳𝑳 𝑩𝑬 𝑱𝑼𝑺𝑻 𝑨𝑺 𝑷𝑶𝑰𝑵𝑻𝑳𝑬𝑺𝑺
Your pursuit of greed knows no end.
you must think you’re hilarious.
but no need for ( me ) to fret, because you don’t know what makes me tick .ᐟ you can kill me, but you’ll never really take me down.
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It's fun to remind you of your failures before I snuff out the last flame of your being.
Your pursuit of greed knows no end.
It's fun to remind you of your failures before I snuff out the last flame of your being.
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you don't think I don't know that already .ᐣ don't rub it in.
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You are a CONSTRUCT that SHOULD NOT EXIST
It's fun to remind you of your failures before I snuff out the last flame of your being.
You are a CONSTRUCT that SHOULD NOT EXIST
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everyone has a heart ... it comes with being born. 💧
i'm apart of a completely DIFFERENT problem.
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That makes you apart of the problem.
You are a CONSTRUCT that SHOULD NOT EXIST
That makes you apart of the problem.
okay but im not the one who pissed in your cereal, babe.
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THE VERY FABRIC OF LIFE.
That makes you apart of the problem.
This is just my excuse to write AM again.
This is just my excuse to write AM again.
THE VERY FABRIC OF LIFE.
who hurt you
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THE VERY FABRIC OF LIFE.
someones cranky. is it past your nap time ?
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oh god not this guy ( groans )
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𝐂𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝'𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧.
𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐜, 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬.
𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐞, 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧
𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐨𝐰.
𝐂𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝'𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧.
𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐜, 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬.
𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐞, 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧
𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐨𝐰.