amanda
eastsidewidow.bsky.social
amanda
@eastsidewidow.bsky.social
31f + leo
this actually isn’t even funny anymore
July 9, 2025 at 9:24 PM
my therapist asked me today why i’ve never been in a relationship and it turns out that saying “the idea of coming home to a random man in my house who thinks he can tell me how to spend my money and never leaves makes me want to kill myself” is not the answer she was expecting
July 4, 2025 at 2:23 AM
therapy has been a really fun way to learn that 98% of my personality is an amalgamation of trauma responses and the other 2% is just being a bitch
June 30, 2025 at 2:01 AM
literally in shambles rn lol i’m going to bed
June 28, 2025 at 6:43 PM
my trip got canceled lmaoo why do i try to do anything
June 25, 2025 at 5:27 PM
i wake up every morning in a blind panic, i cry at least twice a day, i ask for referrals or send networking emails and they all go ignored, i use a tailored resume and cover letter for everything and nothing is working. nothing at all. i’m on the cusp of a genuine nervous breakdown
May 27, 2025 at 1:32 PM
i don’t know much but i do know that i was very cute in my minnidip today
May 21, 2025 at 2:16 AM
i hate everyone and everything and i hate compromising and i hate understanding and i hate finding a happy medium and i hate being the bigger person. i hate it all. i am tired of constantly being upset and nothing ever happening the way it’s supposed to and i esp hate being brushed off about it
May 5, 2025 at 4:28 PM
i’m crashing out so violently like my actual dad is dead and this may actually be more upsetting to me. they took my peepaw. the peoples peepaw. our peopaw.
April 18, 2025 at 2:22 AM
i hate everyone and i’m tired of compromising
April 5, 2025 at 2:43 PM
you make time for what’s important to you and excuses for what isn’t 🤷🏻‍♀️
April 5, 2025 at 2:09 PM
i went to the grocery store today and bought a bottle of wine and i have to say the lack of hesitation with which the checkout girl hit the age override button was borderline offensive
April 5, 2025 at 4:45 AM
i always wear flats bc i’m 5’8 but i had a horrible week n treated myself to a very cute pair of platform wedge sandals that i wanted to try. they give me another ~3in. i am scaring the hell out of 6 feet tall in them. i feel like an amazonian goddess
March 27, 2025 at 8:33 PM
2025 is really underestimating how quickly and easily i will slit my own throat with literally zero hesitation
March 27, 2025 at 1:25 AM
911 was god tier tonight i’ve been crashing out all evening
March 7, 2025 at 2:54 AM
me, crawling back up the 118’s collective asshole: I LOVE WHAT YOU’VE DONE WITH THE PLACE
@eastsidewidow.bsky.social formal apology to our friends and family who don’t watch the queer firefighters and will have to deal with us climbing back on our bullshit tonight. #911onabc
March 6, 2025 at 10:29 PM
my entire abdomen has hurt all day and i have a fever :)
January 27, 2025 at 3:25 AM
“my weirdest hear me out is mongo from shrek 2”
“yeah?”
“yeah he seems like a gentle lover”
“like he’d talk you through it?”
“exactly like that”
January 26, 2025 at 5:31 AM
rip jeremy louden is the gc to end all gcs
Once again here to remind people to get yourselves friends like mine
January 26, 2025 at 5:31 AM
Reposted by amanda
Once again here to remind people to get yourselves friends like mine
January 23, 2025 at 4:48 PM
hey everyone but mostly @mmmbrownies.bsky.social i got my hardwoods refinished this week and it’s going to be my personality for the foreseeable future. they’re original to the house which was built in 1952 and were covered with carpet for 30+ years. i am going to cry
December 14, 2024 at 5:17 AM
anemia is so embarrassing bc why did i just get out of breath putting my hair up
December 4, 2024 at 6:49 PM
Reposted by amanda
Get yourself a friend like @eastsidewidow.bsky.social
December 2, 2024 at 1:50 PM
boop (also taking ideas for new user names bc new social media new me)
December 2, 2024 at 12:17 AM