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20+, he/they. 🔞 mdni
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i got to have a burger... happy
January 28, 2026 at 4:18 AM
i want to be fun to be around and i want people to want me around, i want to be missed and liked... even if it was just someone wishing to take advantage of me, it would still be nice to be wanted in some way
January 27, 2026 at 10:02 PM
my posts are too long and too wordy. im too full of myself
January 27, 2026 at 9:56 PM
im getting a little too philosophical with my thoughts, what with wondering what is my genuine self and what is me altering myself out of a desperation to be liked. i dont think ive done anything out of line for myself, but how am i to tell? my behavior is changing, but is it just to be liked?
January 27, 2026 at 9:55 PM
oh, so sleepy i could hardly read words on the screen
maybe i should really go to bed
January 26, 2026 at 5:40 AM
everything feels very embarrassing once its public. ive gotten better in realizing i need to be more open and semi honest if i dont want to drive everyone away, but still... my eyelids are heavy
January 26, 2026 at 5:31 AM
ive developed a habit of typing out all my thoughts only to delete them all instead of posting them. its been rewarding for me, but does little to help me put myself out there more. any relationship is very give and take, and i have very little to give outside of my occasional thoughts
January 26, 2026 at 5:27 AM
i want kindness and affection. and i want to drink soda endlessly without developing cavities. surely one of these is a lie
January 26, 2026 at 5:00 AM
aaah.
January 26, 2026 at 4:41 AM
tr should have goat or lamb features, i can't decide which... but it would be nice ...
January 26, 2026 at 4:14 AM
goat...
January 26, 2026 at 4:09 AM
i miss jammy eggs
January 26, 2026 at 4:05 AM
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request from tumblr
January 26, 2026 at 3:59 AM
i made jammy hardboiled eggs and they actually turned out perfectly... ahh... im so happy... but i ate them until i felt sick, and now i just feel. sick
but im still happy...
January 25, 2026 at 12:11 AM
ive been really into microwaving and eating some cookie butter filled cookies recently, while pretending theyre living cookies. the texture is very similar to what i envisioned. they taste very good, i ate some too fast and now my stomach hasnt stopped hurting for the past hour
January 23, 2026 at 5:59 AM
oh, i saw a post about being held gently and suddenly im fine. is that really all it takes sometimes? hm
January 23, 2026 at 5:45 AM
bash my head in bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash
January 23, 2026 at 5:37 AM
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January 18, 2026 at 8:55 PM
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January 17, 2026 at 1:04 PM
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vivisection? cannibal1sm? in MY shad0wfount? its more likely than you think!

im not tagging this one GO MY EROTIC UNDERTONES CANDY GORE

DEAD D0VE !!!!! CHARACTER D3ATH!! he dies but hes okay. dw about it

archiveofourown.org/works/77852781
ouroboros - Anonymous - Cookie Run (Video Game) [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
January 18, 2026 at 12:27 AM
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dancing with the devil

#crk #shadowmilkcookiefanart
January 15, 2026 at 4:53 AM
this is a good gif. nothing else matters
a person is holding a large white sheep on a leash in front of a sign that says sheep
ALT: a person is holding a large white sheep on a leash in front of a sign that says sheep
media.tenor.com
January 15, 2026 at 1:01 PM
the feeling that i did something unforgivable but haven't been informed yet is ten times worse. i want to beg for forgiveness, but don't know what i did wrong, if anything
January 15, 2026 at 12:56 PM
sighs
my negative way of thinking got out of control last night and infected others in the system. not much i can do now, aside from feeling guilty. oh well...
January 15, 2026 at 12:51 PM
i want to know how it feels to eat a living cookie, i want to know if it's easy to bite right through them or if it is as difficult as trying to bite through flesh
i also want to know if the taste has layers, if it's fermented, if they taste like their respective flavor all throughout... hm
January 15, 2026 at 1:54 AM