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Drowsy
@drowsydutchyy.bsky.social
video editor, and gayass || They/Them || MTF 🏳️‍⚧️
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In just a few days it will be a year since I got that phone call telling me about that motorcycle accident. Fly high buddy I hope wherever you went after death is nice I think about you more than I should. I think he would've thought it's cool I play games competitively even if he doesn't play them.
February 8, 2026 at 6:51 AM
Every day I think about how the world is a bad place. That doesn't mean that you can't enjoy your life and all the beautiful moments with it and all the people that come and go in and out of it. I'm happy my roommate reminds me of the memories I had with him when I was young.
February 8, 2026 at 6:51 AM
Reposted by Drowsy
In a surprise twist, I've made yet another resource pack! This time for Terraria, replacing Skeletron Prime with General Grievous!
Below this is a link to the Steam page so you may use it for yourself, and I hope you enjoy this delightful project!
#Terraria #GeneralGrievous #Starwars
February 1, 2026 at 1:17 PM
Honestly I was trying to keep up to date with politics and what not to be educated and have an opinion on it but after some shit I've seen I can safely say I think I'm just going to remain blissfully ignorant and try and only keep up to date on stuff I NEED to know
January 31, 2026 at 8:57 PM
im honored to have a whole grand prix named after me
January 23, 2026 at 12:53 AM
not anymore I eated them all
January 22, 2026 at 4:12 AM
bobblehead
January 20, 2026 at 8:35 PM
Like you live on earth to find out what you truly love and then you get to go to a perfect place for you.
On a very different note I would put these thoughts out on a different website but everyone I know is here and I really post these so I can get thoughts out and so people can know me better.
January 20, 2026 at 5:38 AM
I enjoy sleeping a lot so I just view it as a way to sleep without being interrupted. Maybe there is a heaven or a place beyond but it isn't my place to decide if it is or isn't. I would like to think heaven is different for everyone if it is real.
January 20, 2026 at 5:38 AM
Sometimes I think about how I want to die, not in a sad way but in a way that the last thing I would want to see is a beautiful place before I start an eternal rest. I don't view death as a bad thing if it's a natural one where you accomplished everything you wanted.
January 20, 2026 at 5:38 AM
I unfortunately have always had the knack of getting pretty much only negative comments about stuff I like on my feeds so
January 20, 2026 at 5:30 AM
its a great game but yeah people have been saying negative things about it a least from what I've seen.
January 19, 2026 at 11:20 PM
Seeing people being really negative about Hytale makes me really sad because I have been really enjoying the game. I'm not really a huge huge fan of the visuals myself but from a pure gameplay standpoint I think it is very fun and I very much so enjoy the building mechanics.
January 18, 2026 at 12:16 AM
Getting into Sonic has really made me realize how much joy there is in getting really excited over something you really really like. Like even if I consciously know the thing I'm watching or playing with the characters in it is mid or bad I still get happy just seeing it. Idk I might just be weird.
January 12, 2026 at 5:34 AM
I haven't really made a statement anywhere, but I am trans. Consider this my coming out post. I know it was in my bio or whatever but a few people haven't heard or looked and that's ok. In a time where the world feels so hostile and unjust I want my friends and people to know that they are accepted.
January 8, 2026 at 6:53 PM
it was honestly very scary to say I was trans again after thinking I wasn't. My mind always jumped back to the same things saying all the things I wanted were wrong because the world around me doesn't like it. But I can't run from who I am and who I want to be.
January 8, 2026 at 6:53 PM
You know I'm really enjoying this whole getting my thoughts out thing
January 8, 2026 at 4:28 AM
I think young me would be proud of where I am now and who I've become.
January 8, 2026 at 1:18 AM
In a physical sense my life only has gotten better the older I have gotten. I've made new friends learned new things about myself and accepted the things I love more. But I would be lying if every now and then I didnt think about going over to my friends house and playing the wii again.
January 8, 2026 at 1:17 AM
Sometimes I think to myself that I wished I was younger again when I know well all I was wishing then was to be older. But you know being younger again for a day could be nice. The older I get the world seems to only get scarier and I wish I could tell younger me that everything was going to be fine
January 8, 2026 at 1:14 AM
On a different note I might priv this account so only friends see it and keep my other accounts and socials more open I think it would be nice to kind of journal but let my friends see it
January 7, 2026 at 5:52 AM
I know a lot of people dont quite read my posts on this website but sometimes its nice to just get my thoughts out there you know like I mean my life is practically perfect in my own eyes but I still think its nice to sit down sometimes and just think about all of the possibilities there are.
January 7, 2026 at 5:51 AM
No matter how hard things might seem at a given moment I can confidently say things will improve if we give it the time to do so. I haven't really been posting much at all on any platform but I think its nice to get my thoughts out there sometimes.
January 6, 2026 at 11:20 PM
I wouldn't you've talked about wwe plenty before
December 19, 2025 at 6:21 PM
you would be surprised
December 19, 2025 at 4:04 PM