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@djislrbgq.bsky.social
I don’t exist
画画有什么意思!画画有什么意思!
February 9, 2026 at 9:08 PM
quick color studies ref from pinterest
February 9, 2026 at 7:50 AM
感觉要淹死了
February 8, 2026 at 8:22 AM
February 8, 2026 at 4:19 AM
Tried watercolor for the first time
February 5, 2026 at 6:48 PM
烦躁
February 5, 2026 at 10:10 AM
我有点分不清梦和记忆了
February 4, 2026 at 11:05 PM
恍惚
February 4, 2026 at 5:34 PM
February 3, 2026 at 2:53 AM
February 2, 2026 at 10:31 PM
卧槽好想死
February 2, 2026 at 6:29 PM
February 2, 2026 at 3:04 AM
February 1, 2026 at 1:51 AM
February 1, 2026 at 12:50 AM
A lot of the classes in my school is so political (radical even) I am loving it so far even though those classes give me severe headaches every time
January 29, 2026 at 11:45 PM
I want to go to a Japanese school for graphic design major but like I know I am not a person made for school system.. Why can’t I just take classes and listen to lectures! I want to learn how they do graphic design so bad
January 29, 2026 at 7:00 AM
The thing is I don’t want to put effort into what I create to make it beautiful. But I get upset when the work comes out ugly. Maybe I don’t like the idea of the struggling process of making something beautiful. Also I hate putting effort into my work as I think they should be shitty as they are.
January 28, 2026 at 7:30 AM
January 28, 2026 at 6:55 AM
恍惚
January 28, 2026 at 5:55 AM
抽筋刺骨的痛提醒我就算我能重拾动力我也无法再像以前一样拿起笔就自如地作画了。我不知道怎样才能不如此沮丧。我不知道怎么办才好,想做但做不了,且明白未来我也不能做是太痛苦的一件事了
January 28, 2026 at 5:44 AM
:Okay great I need to get my shit together and figure out what to do
January 28, 2026 at 5:21 AM
January 28, 2026 at 2:59 AM
January 27, 2026 at 6:34 AM
January 27, 2026 at 6:08 AM
鸡蛋一直在睡觉所以鸡蛋一直在做梦
January 25, 2026 at 8:41 AM