IYNX
@diviningiynx.bsky.social
Sacred sensuality // Healing from trauma and cult abuse // Channeled music, art, and more
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This account came into being because we felt the need to speak our truth into the public void. I was raised in an abusive cult and was subjected to ritual abuse, sex trafficking, and torture from the time I was a toddler.
About ten years ago, things were escalating with the cult and stalkers, and I was assaulted multiple times both while out and here in my own place. I was also being targeted by other magick practitioners and unseen beings. We took drastic measures to do a temporary binding spell that would contain
November 11, 2025 at 9:21 AM
About ten years ago, things were escalating with the cult and stalkers, and I was assaulted multiple times both while out and here in my own place. I was also being targeted by other magick practitioners and unseen beings. We took drastic measures to do a temporary binding spell that would contain
I am pagan and a witch. Magick has been an potent tool in healing, especially when dealing with religious trauma or ritual abuse. It was a journey to accept this about myself, between dogma and imposter syndrome. It has been an empowering step to free myself from the patriarchal control of the cult.
November 11, 2025 at 9:13 AM
I am pagan and a witch. Magick has been an potent tool in healing, especially when dealing with religious trauma or ritual abuse. It was a journey to accept this about myself, between dogma and imposter syndrome. It has been an empowering step to free myself from the patriarchal control of the cult.
This account came into being because we felt the need to speak our truth into the public void. I was raised in an abusive cult and was subjected to ritual abuse, sex trafficking, and torture from the time I was a toddler.
November 11, 2025 at 9:09 AM
This account came into being because we felt the need to speak our truth into the public void. I was raised in an abusive cult and was subjected to ritual abuse, sex trafficking, and torture from the time I was a toddler.
Sometimes I hear/read survivors recount how difficult it has been to deal with the trauma. It's hard for me to conceptualize how trauma compounded by so many perpetrators across 30+ years has affected me. I point at it but it can be too much to articulate. I am still trying to survive in some ways.
November 11, 2025 at 9:06 AM
Sometimes I hear/read survivors recount how difficult it has been to deal with the trauma. It's hard for me to conceptualize how trauma compounded by so many perpetrators across 30+ years has affected me. I point at it but it can be too much to articulate. I am still trying to survive in some ways.
It's been almost a month since I've posted anything. Days are weighing on me. What can I say? It's great they finally stripped that one of his title but what about the rest of the family? It's not limited to one person.
November 11, 2025 at 9:03 AM
It's been almost a month since I've posted anything. Days are weighing on me. What can I say? It's great they finally stripped that one of his title but what about the rest of the family? It's not limited to one person.
I cried when I read this article last month because it resonated with my experience of institutional power and its indifference to suffering that is part of its design. It is an interesting way of modeling and understanding systemic abuse and its pervasiveness.
www.hivegeist.us/2025/08/01/s...
www.hivegeist.us/2025/08/01/s...
HiveGeist - Surface Rot and the Structure It Reveals
They tried to bury us. They didn’t know we were seeds. — Dinos Christianopoulos
www.hivegeist.us
October 16, 2025 at 7:20 AM
I cried when I read this article last month because it resonated with my experience of institutional power and its indifference to suffering that is part of its design. It is an interesting way of modeling and understanding systemic abuse and its pervasiveness.
www.hivegeist.us/2025/08/01/s...
www.hivegeist.us/2025/08/01/s...
tw: racism, rape, torture
When I was a teenager, I was repeatedly kidnapped, drugged, gangraped, beaten, and tortured by a group of older men 18-25 led by a neo-nazi. In the US. They treated me worse than an animal and trafficked me.
When I was a teenager, I was repeatedly kidnapped, drugged, gangraped, beaten, and tortured by a group of older men 18-25 led by a neo-nazi. In the US. They treated me worse than an animal and trafficked me.
October 15, 2025 at 11:54 AM
tw: racism, rape, torture
When I was a teenager, I was repeatedly kidnapped, drugged, gangraped, beaten, and tortured by a group of older men 18-25 led by a neo-nazi. In the US. They treated me worse than an animal and trafficked me.
When I was a teenager, I was repeatedly kidnapped, drugged, gangraped, beaten, and tortured by a group of older men 18-25 led by a neo-nazi. In the US. They treated me worse than an animal and trafficked me.
tw: racism, lynching, rape, torture
I didn't want to give out more identifying information but seriously the Chicago area and suburbs are racist as fuck.
I didn't want to give out more identifying information but seriously the Chicago area and suburbs are racist as fuck.
October 15, 2025 at 11:51 AM
tw: racism, lynching, rape, torture
I didn't want to give out more identifying information but seriously the Chicago area and suburbs are racist as fuck.
I didn't want to give out more identifying information but seriously the Chicago area and suburbs are racist as fuck.
I have encountered mostly white people who gush about how great the Chicago suburbs are and what a dreamy place it was for them or others growing up. Wow. What I remember is a lot of racism and abuse.
These things that people live alongside and support directly or indirectly.
These things that people live alongside and support directly or indirectly.
October 15, 2025 at 11:47 AM
I have encountered mostly white people who gush about how great the Chicago suburbs are and what a dreamy place it was for them or others growing up. Wow. What I remember is a lot of racism and abuse.
These things that people live alongside and support directly or indirectly.
These things that people live alongside and support directly or indirectly.
Part of that is recognizing this world for what it is, and not denying or looking away from the violence that occurs on a daily basis.
#sextrafficking #rapeculture #religiousabuse #ritualabuse
#sextrafficking #rapeculture #religiousabuse #ritualabuse
If you seek wisdom or self-realization:
You cannot attain true freedom without shedding the bonds of patriarchy that we have been immersed in as a species for millennia.
#deprogramming #channeledmessage #internalalchemy #magick #esoteric #occult #pagansky #feminism
You cannot attain true freedom without shedding the bonds of patriarchy that we have been immersed in as a species for millennia.
#deprogramming #channeledmessage #internalalchemy #magick #esoteric #occult #pagansky #feminism
October 7, 2025 at 8:58 PM
Part of that is recognizing this world for what it is, and not denying or looking away from the violence that occurs on a daily basis.
#sextrafficking #rapeculture #religiousabuse #ritualabuse
#sextrafficking #rapeculture #religiousabuse #ritualabuse
What is happening to Palestine comes down from a long chain of empire and conquest. This is a continued expression of that violence. Free Palestine.
Pagans who work with deities from the Levant: the people and land that are bleeding from genocide are of these deities. It was stolen by the gods of the three major religions long ago and many people were converted to them over time.
October 7, 2025 at 5:57 PM
What is happening to Palestine comes down from a long chain of empire and conquest. This is a continued expression of that violence. Free Palestine.
We've seen what ICE and the administration have done in mere months to dehumanize, brutalize, and disappear people. Palestinians have been under attack for decades. They have been experiencing a genocidal torture and murder of people, children, their institutions, their culture
October 7, 2025 at 5:52 PM
We've seen what ICE and the administration have done in mere months to dehumanize, brutalize, and disappear people. Palestinians have been under attack for decades. They have been experiencing a genocidal torture and murder of people, children, their institutions, their culture
Language influences the way we think. Abusers know this. They intentionally twist things and stamp out language that speaks truth until it is obscured and meaningless.
#freespeech
#freespeech
September 23, 2025 at 12:55 AM
Language influences the way we think. Abusers know this. They intentionally twist things and stamp out language that speaks truth until it is obscured and meaningless.
#freespeech
#freespeech
There are sources about how Trump uses various abuser tactics like DARVO that he learned from mentors. My abuser-father was constantly grooming a circle of young boys and men whom he mentored.
September 22, 2025 at 11:10 AM
There are sources about how Trump uses various abuser tactics like DARVO that he learned from mentors. My abuser-father was constantly grooming a circle of young boys and men whom he mentored.
The people who stay on the surface of the cult see it as a church and place of community. But the cult has never cared about uplifting their people. There are widely known scandals
September 22, 2025 at 11:08 AM
The people who stay on the surface of the cult see it as a church and place of community. But the cult has never cared about uplifting their people. There are widely known scandals
From what I can surmise, the cult has used its own position as a mostly POC organization to support its aims with sex trafficking and crime. A few examples:
September 22, 2025 at 11:05 AM
From what I can surmise, the cult has used its own position as a mostly POC organization to support its aims with sex trafficking and crime. A few examples:
Watching this admin place women and POC in positions performatively as a mock human shield and strategically for them to take the fall if needed. Reminds me of the cult and how they used people.
September 22, 2025 at 11:04 AM
Watching this admin place women and POC in positions performatively as a mock human shield and strategically for them to take the fall if needed. Reminds me of the cult and how they used people.
tw: rape, institutional abuse
I remember being arrested for a trumped up charge as a teenager. The cop who had been soliciting me as a trafficked person was not there that day. They put me in a blinding white cell... [cont.]
I remember being arrested for a trumped up charge as a teenager. The cop who had been soliciting me as a trafficked person was not there that day. They put me in a blinding white cell... [cont.]
September 11, 2025 at 9:28 AM
tw: rape, institutional abuse
I remember being arrested for a trumped up charge as a teenager. The cop who had been soliciting me as a trafficked person was not there that day. They put me in a blinding white cell... [cont.]
I remember being arrested for a trumped up charge as a teenager. The cop who had been soliciting me as a trafficked person was not there that day. They put me in a blinding white cell... [cont.]
Odd naps during the day. An hour or two as the sun approaches. Roaming the night hours, searching for an escape. Remember to stay awake and somewhere else.
The muted click as the door swung open. The silhouette in the doorway. Every part of me felt #exhausted. They wanted to take more.
#vss365
The muted click as the door swung open. The silhouette in the doorway. Every part of me felt #exhausted. They wanted to take more.
#vss365
September 11, 2025 at 8:58 AM
Odd naps during the day. An hour or two as the sun approaches. Roaming the night hours, searching for an escape. Remember to stay awake and somewhere else.
The muted click as the door swung open. The silhouette in the doorway. Every part of me felt #exhausted. They wanted to take more.
#vss365
The muted click as the door swung open. The silhouette in the doorway. Every part of me felt #exhausted. They wanted to take more.
#vss365
I was a little disappointed to hear a couple #epstein survivors deny Trump's involvement and deride people discussing this online as conspiracy theorists. While others asked, "Why?"
September 8, 2025 at 4:45 AM
I was a little disappointed to hear a couple #epstein survivors deny Trump's involvement and deride people discussing this online as conspiracy theorists. While others asked, "Why?"
This resonated:
"As victims and survivors, we feel crazy sometimes. For how we feel about these circumstances."
"It feels like you just want to explode inside, because nobody, again, is understanding that this is a real situation. These women are real. We're human person[s]."
#epsteinfiles
"As victims and survivors, we feel crazy sometimes. For how we feel about these circumstances."
"It feels like you just want to explode inside, because nobody, again, is understanding that this is a real situation. These women are real. We're human person[s]."
#epsteinfiles
September 7, 2025 at 2:16 AM
This resonated:
"As victims and survivors, we feel crazy sometimes. For how we feel about these circumstances."
"It feels like you just want to explode inside, because nobody, again, is understanding that this is a real situation. These women are real. We're human person[s]."
#epsteinfiles
"As victims and survivors, we feel crazy sometimes. For how we feel about these circumstances."
"It feels like you just want to explode inside, because nobody, again, is understanding that this is a real situation. These women are real. We're human person[s]."
#epsteinfiles
If you know a survivor, please reflect on how you interact with them. Do you characterize them as "crazy" in disagreements? Do you consult them before making a decision that affects them? Do you honor their strength even if they are setting boundaries with you?
#rapesurvivor #epsteinfiles #ptsd
#rapesurvivor #epsteinfiles #ptsd
September 7, 2025 at 2:11 AM
If you know a survivor, please reflect on how you interact with them. Do you characterize them as "crazy" in disagreements? Do you consult them before making a decision that affects them? Do you honor their strength even if they are setting boundaries with you?
#rapesurvivor #epsteinfiles #ptsd
#rapesurvivor #epsteinfiles #ptsd
→ The complicity of powerful people and government in covering up the crimes of #epstein and accomplices. For decades.
→ The complicity of powerful people and [insert religious group here] in covering up widespread abuse.
→ There is more that has not been revealed. These are not isolated cases.
→ The complicity of powerful people and [insert religious group here] in covering up widespread abuse.
→ There is more that has not been revealed. These are not isolated cases.
September 7, 2025 at 1:59 AM
→ The complicity of powerful people and government in covering up the crimes of #epstein and accomplices. For decades.
→ The complicity of powerful people and [insert religious group here] in covering up widespread abuse.
→ There is more that has not been revealed. These are not isolated cases.
→ The complicity of powerful people and [insert religious group here] in covering up widespread abuse.
→ There is more that has not been revealed. These are not isolated cases.