⭐️ Dew ⭐️
@dewdroplets2.bsky.social
19 (10/31/06) | recovering anorexic | BPD, ADHD MDD, ASD (?) | taken by the most beautiful boy in the world @licklespiral.bsky.social <3
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⭐️ Dew ⭐️
@dewdroplets2.bsky.social
· Oct 6
6'6 a buck .75, A cups, PERKY, with a dumptruck in the back you wouldnt even believe
this pic of me looks like the dead wife in the movie flashbacks with the like nostalgic sad music in the background saying shit like "i wanna be together forever love"
January 12, 2026 at 4:46 PM
this pic of me looks like the dead wife in the movie flashbacks with the like nostalgic sad music in the background saying shit like "i wanna be together forever love"
been dealing with ana insomnia despite not restricting cuz im
just not eating enough havent slept well in almost two weeks now ig my "reserves" ran out again 😭
just not eating enough havent slept well in almost two weeks now ig my "reserves" ran out again 😭
January 11, 2026 at 5:55 PM
been dealing with ana insomnia despite not restricting cuz im
just not eating enough havent slept well in almost two weeks now ig my "reserves" ran out again 😭
just not eating enough havent slept well in almost two weeks now ig my "reserves" ran out again 😭
the side eye is crazy if it stinks that bad dont follow me into the bathroom
January 11, 2026 at 5:27 PM
the side eye is crazy if it stinks that bad dont follow me into the bathroom
i thrrw up a lil trying to practice a bj on my stand in... "boyfriend" on call wiyh him what if i sob. tbf bf was the one who insisted i try wven tho i told him purging ruined my gag reflex
January 11, 2026 at 12:22 PM
i thrrw up a lil trying to practice a bj on my stand in... "boyfriend" on call wiyh him what if i sob. tbf bf was the one who insisted i try wven tho i told him purging ruined my gag reflex
sorry im not so interactive anymore guys ive been trying to recover from p much all my bad behavioursn so i dont scroll here often anymore
January 10, 2026 at 11:15 AM
sorry im not so interactive anymore guys ive been trying to recover from p much all my bad behavioursn so i dont scroll here often anymore
muhahahah i got my bf onto ouran
January 10, 2026 at 11:14 AM
muhahahah i got my bf onto ouran
the amnt of time i had to soend stickintmy lashes together with my fingers to achieve this is insane
January 9, 2026 at 6:00 PM
the amnt of time i had to soend stickintmy lashes together with my fingers to achieve this is insane
last night was so hard. lots of crying, im still so anxious even now. i feel like im going to have a panic attack. does he really think i'm doing nothing? that i sit around all day? that my inaction means i don't want him?
January 8, 2026 at 4:38 PM
last night was so hard. lots of crying, im still so anxious even now. i feel like im going to have a panic attack. does he really think i'm doing nothing? that i sit around all day? that my inaction means i don't want him?
a broken calm eroded by time
your words scraped raw as you begged me too, "claw"
gently, however, i shook my head.
soft as a birds first song, i hummed for peace,
like a wilting flower begging the sun for mercy
thanking the shade as its petals brown
when all it really needed was rain
your words scraped raw as you begged me too, "claw"
gently, however, i shook my head.
soft as a birds first song, i hummed for peace,
like a wilting flower begging the sun for mercy
thanking the shade as its petals brown
when all it really needed was rain
January 8, 2026 at 3:55 AM
a broken calm eroded by time
your words scraped raw as you begged me too, "claw"
gently, however, i shook my head.
soft as a birds first song, i hummed for peace,
like a wilting flower begging the sun for mercy
thanking the shade as its petals brown
when all it really needed was rain
your words scraped raw as you begged me too, "claw"
gently, however, i shook my head.
soft as a birds first song, i hummed for peace,
like a wilting flower begging the sun for mercy
thanking the shade as its petals brown
when all it really needed was rain
i cant do this anymore. I wanna commit one final selfish act.
January 7, 2026 at 9:08 PM
i cant do this anymore. I wanna commit one final selfish act.
i wish life could just end sometimes
January 5, 2026 at 3:51 AM
i wish life could just end sometimes
my mom went to sleep early instead of celebrating. i hatebit here
January 1, 2026 at 4:12 AM
my mom went to sleep early instead of celebrating. i hatebit here
"i just need to stop eating so i can be loved again" i was journaling and that shit just spewed out of me... like straight from my heart to the page. im not doing well tonight.
January 1, 2026 at 1:54 AM
"i just need to stop eating so i can be loved again" i was journaling and that shit just spewed out of me... like straight from my heart to the page. im not doing well tonight.
It's so hollow. Watching through the glass.
January 1, 2026 at 12:23 AM
It's so hollow. Watching through the glass.
for the first time in a month or two, im having urges.
im trying so hard not to ruin his fun but being stuck behind a phone while he has fun across the world im holding back tears. i miss you.
im trying so hard not to ruin his fun but being stuck behind a phone while he has fun across the world im holding back tears. i miss you.
December 31, 2025 at 11:18 PM
for the first time in a month or two, im having urges.
im trying so hard not to ruin his fun but being stuck behind a phone while he has fun across the world im holding back tears. i miss you.
im trying so hard not to ruin his fun but being stuck behind a phone while he has fun across the world im holding back tears. i miss you.
i didnt get to spend new years and christmas and wont get new years with the one person who loves me unconditionally all because of my mom.
December 31, 2025 at 9:24 PM
i didnt get to spend new years and christmas and wont get new years with the one person who loves me unconditionally all because of my mom.
gettung clean from sh is genuinely thr best thing that ever hapened to me tho do i miss it sometimes? yes, but lord have mercy the way i was going i was gonna lose mobility in my arms 😭😭😭
i went insane when i was still shing and i sliced my stomach like on the lower curve of my stomach like 4 different times... now im fucked cuz the scars make my stomach look like its sticking outwhen its nottttt
December 26, 2025 at 7:02 AM
gettung clean from sh is genuinely thr best thing that ever hapened to me tho do i miss it sometimes? yes, but lord have mercy the way i was going i was gonna lose mobility in my arms 😭😭😭
i went insane when i was still shing and i sliced my stomach like on the lower curve of my stomach like 4 different times... now im fucked cuz the scars make my stomach look like its sticking outwhen its nottttt
December 26, 2025 at 7:01 AM
i went insane when i was still shing and i sliced my stomach like on the lower curve of my stomach like 4 different times... now im fucked cuz the scars make my stomach look like its sticking outwhen its nottttt
my bf rlly got 200% returns on his investment in my tiddy (left before, right after/now)
December 19, 2025 at 3:02 PM
my bf rlly got 200% returns on his investment in my tiddy (left before, right after/now)
"never let em know ur next move" sends unsolicited completely unrelated tiddy pic to bf in the middle of a normal conversation
December 15, 2025 at 3:04 PM
"never let em know ur next move" sends unsolicited completely unrelated tiddy pic to bf in the middle of a normal conversation
writing a story about magical girls and super powers as a metaphor for addiction and unhealthy escapism and my bf was asking "what r u writing" so i told him and he said "oh so madoka magica" and i almost killed him right then and there
December 14, 2025 at 3:23 PM
writing a story about magical girls and super powers as a metaphor for addiction and unhealthy escapism and my bf was asking "what r u writing" so i told him and he said "oh so madoka magica" and i almost killed him right then and there