i just know, i've found it
if i ever fall to sleep eternally
i know it has to be here.
new state of mind (2019)
i just know, i've found it
if i ever fall to sleep eternally
i know it has to be here.
new state of mind (2019)
and free from that vision that kills her while alive
will be once ascended, her body laying in my arms.
running towards the end of my own existence (unreleased)
and free from that vision that kills her while alive
will be once ascended, her body laying in my arms.
running towards the end of my own existence (unreleased)
so at least i can feel like i'm doing something, like i'm still alive.
feel alive (2021)
so at least i can feel like i'm doing something, like i'm still alive.
feel alive (2021)
Why do we have deaf ears?
Why does nobody seem to do anything?
machine B (unreleased)
Why do we have deaf ears?
Why does nobody seem to do anything?
machine B (unreleased)
if i want to be happy, i must keep being me.
metamorphosis (unreleased)
if i want to be happy, i must keep being me.
metamorphosis (unreleased)
our bodies being slowly consumed by the Earth,
going back to its own roots, slowly forgetting us.
running towards the end of my own existence (unreleased)
our bodies being slowly consumed by the Earth,
going back to its own roots, slowly forgetting us.
running towards the end of my own existence (unreleased)
as if reality dissipated out
of our empty eyes.
As if they did not exist anymore.
machine A (unreleased)
as if reality dissipated out
of our empty eyes.
As if they did not exist anymore.
machine A (unreleased)
lose my personhood to prescribed medication
or lose my dignity to being ridiculed in public
count as a form of self-harm.
what do i do if all i fantasize about is vomiting blood? (2022)
lose my personhood to prescribed medication
or lose my dignity to being ridiculed in public
count as a form of self-harm.
what do i do if all i fantasize about is vomiting blood? (2022)
why are you here?
Open your eyes and answer me,
why does your heart beat again?
corrupted angels (2018)
why are you here?
Open your eyes and answer me,
why does your heart beat again?
corrupted angels (2018)
Perhaps I was meant for something else.
Perhaps I never belonged to this world at all.
feel (2019)
Perhaps I was meant for something else.
Perhaps I never belonged to this world at all.
feel (2019)
come (2019)
come (2019)
had wings before, but you insist that it
could only be your imagination.
you've never had wings, have you?
a comprehensive guide (2020)
had wings before, but you insist that it
could only be your imagination.
you've never had wings, have you?
a comprehensive guide (2020)
Perhaps celebrate you with my friends,
keeping your memory alive in me,
remembering how much I loved you.
maternal ii (unreleased)
Perhaps celebrate you with my friends,
keeping your memory alive in me,
remembering how much I loved you.
maternal ii (unreleased)
walked past my resting place?
new state of mind (2019)
walked past my resting place?
new state of mind (2019)
and to some of us, it makes us the rails
that the train runs over.
human 1511 (unreleased)
and to some of us, it makes us the rails
that the train runs over.
human 1511 (unreleased)
until they don't hurt anymore.
i'm going to pound my head
until i outnumber the scars they left.
broken pt. ii (2018)
until they don't hurt anymore.
i'm going to pound my head
until i outnumber the scars they left.
broken pt. ii (2018)
you read today is his, and it is written
on the cardboard boxes and the blankets
of those who we are unable to help.
human 1310 bis (unreleased)
you read today is his, and it is written
on the cardboard boxes and the blankets
of those who we are unable to help.
human 1310 bis (unreleased)
so at least i can feel like i'm doing something, like i'm still alive.
feel alive (2021)
so at least i can feel like i'm doing something, like i'm still alive.
feel alive (2021)
revelation i (unreleased)
revelation i (unreleased)
let's meet again sometime.
see you (in vancouver).
i've stopped counting the days (2020)
let's meet again sometime.
see you (in vancouver).
i've stopped counting the days (2020)
five poems (2022)
five poems (2022)
not even the sheets
you go under in intimate
confession, sign of love,
caressing your skin like
the stars to our ground.
nothing is sacred (2021)
not even the sheets
you go under in intimate
confession, sign of love,
caressing your skin like
the stars to our ground.
nothing is sacred (2021)
and algae form the muscular tissue,
while the fish become her stomach.
the sea, risen (2022)
and algae form the muscular tissue,
while the fish become her stomach.
the sea, risen (2022)
if i want to be happy, i must keep being me.
metamorphosis (unreleased)
if i want to be happy, i must keep being me.
metamorphosis (unreleased)
I would arrange the sky,
for us
to constellate.
constellate pt. ii (2018)
I would arrange the sky,
for us
to constellate.
constellate pt. ii (2018)