Sadie
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Sadie
@ctrlaltdltffs.bsky.social
GenX neurodivergent woman of substance
Loves cats, snow, & brains
Living with chronic illness & disability
Sylvia Plath is my spirit animal
"Freedom's just another word for nothin' left to lose."
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I'm having brain surgery in early January and I need some good podcasts to listen to during the first 3-4 days post-surgery. All I have is true crime (shameless plug for Murder In America). What are your favorites? No politics please.
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I don't generally share GoFundMe's, but Scott and his family are near and dear to me. He has given and sacrificed so much, but keeps getting the rug pulled out from underneath him with broken promises from the government. For Veterans Day, please help if you can. 🙏 🦌

gofund.me/844708037
Donate to Help Disabled Vet Scott & Family Complete Accessible Home, organized by Stephen Raymond
As a fellow veteran and father, I'm here to represent Scott, … Stephen Raymond needs your support for Help Disabled Vet Scott & Family Complete Accessible Home
gofund.me
November 7, 2025 at 5:40 PM
I just spent over two hours sitting in the sunshine while getting to know one of my housemates. I haven't just sat and talked to another human being in person like that for awhile, and it was quite enjoyable. Hopefully he'll stick around because I really like him.
November 15, 2025 at 10:35 PM
Internet is back up, the sun is shining, and it's time to happy dance!

Today's soundtrack:
Hello - Martin Solveig ft. Dragonette
MF Diamond - Chinchilla
two - bbno$
BOOMBAYAH - BLACKPINK
Jump Around - House of Pain
November 15, 2025 at 6:29 PM
Goddamnit, #Spotify.

Listening to:
fuck ice - chrissa sparkles
Stop streaming ICE recruitment ads NOW!
The Trump administration has funneled billions of dollars into these dystopian ICE recruitment ads. Meanwhile, cities are being terrorized by ICE agents who are running rampant with abuses of power, s...
sign.moveon.org
November 15, 2025 at 5:40 PM
I'm having brain surgery in early January and I need some good podcasts to listen to during the first 3-4 days post-surgery. All I have is true crime (shameless plug for Murder In America). What are your favorites? No politics please.
November 15, 2025 at 12:59 AM
I wanted one social media platform where I could escape politics. So I've been trying to find enough science, scenery, comedy, & animals on here to drown out the news as much as possible. I've still got Substack & Reddit for all the gloom & doom. Let's keep this place happy & more positive.
November 15, 2025 at 12:38 AM
Finally, a good horror movie list! I haven't seen many because for some reason I don't like older movies. I need to get over that. But he's got my favorite on the list, The Descent.
November 14, 2025 at 7:14 PM
Clerks 2 is funnier than Clerks. I said it, fight me.
Dogma is Kevin Smith's absolute best film.
Mallrats is ok.
Jay & Silent Bob and Zack & Miri are dirty and hilarious and I love them.
Clerks 3 was awful and unnecessary.

I've never seen Chasing Amy or Jersey Girl.
Kevin Smith movies I love, in order:
CLERKS
DOGMA
CHASING AMY
CLERKS 2 (I know it’s popular to hate on, but I truly love it.)

Ones I like:
MALLRATS
J&SB STRIKE BACK
JERSEY GIRL
ZACK AND MIRI MAKE A PORNO

No, just no:
CLERKS 3 (it’s awful. Just bad.)
COP OUT
November 14, 2025 at 7:02 PM
Today a ladybug landed on me for the second time in a week! It turns out they're Asian Lady Beetles, Harmonia axyridis.

If an orange ladybug lands on you, it means good luck, creativity, happiness, and new beginnings. Twice in one week? I'd better trust in it.
November 14, 2025 at 5:10 PM
Today's soundtrack:
Fuck you - Lily Allen
Middle Finger - Bohnes
Fight For Your Right - Beastie Boys
Two Doors Down - Dolly Parton
Blaze This Weed - Ballyhoo!

I started the day angry due to no internet but I'm determined to make it a good day, dammit. Hope y'all have a good day too!
November 14, 2025 at 1:48 PM
Day 4 without internet. It feels like Day 279. The landlord refuses to check with Spectrum to see what's going on, and Spectrum won't talk to me because I'm not an account holder. I'm slowly losing it. The walls are closing in. The lambs are starting to scream. Somebody save me!
November 14, 2025 at 1:12 PM
Sam Rockwell? Yes please! 😏
November 14, 2025 at 7:23 AM
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November 13, 2025 at 4:38 PM
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November 13, 2025 at 12:23 PM
I'm getting brain surgery! On January 2nd, I'll go under the knife to have my aneurysm clipped. The surgery is 2-3 hours with 3-4 days in the hospital. I'm hoping for a badass scar. Scars tell your stories and remind you of where you've been and how far you've come. Anyways, hooray! 🥳
November 13, 2025 at 10:40 PM
😆😂🤣
November 13, 2025 at 8:04 PM
I don't want to go back to that person. She was weak, timid, submissive. She longed to be the person I am today. You helped give me the strength and courage to change, but bullies don't deserve any thanks.
November 13, 2025 at 7:37 PM
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Stunning view of the aurora from the International Space Station as it traveled over North America.
📸 NASA
November 13, 2025 at 6:37 PM
It's 71⁰ in mid-November in KC. Seriously, WTF? Whatever, I'm going to sit outside for awhile and take advantage of the sunshine.
November 13, 2025 at 7:20 PM
Today's soundtrack:
Three Little Birds - Bob Marley
Truth Or Dare - Ren & The Skinner Brothers
Stayin' Alive - Bee Gees
Into The Unknown - Frozen 2 Soundtrack
Please, Please, Please Let Me Get What I Want - The Smiths

Yeah, I listen to Disney Princess songs and I sing them loud and proud. 🤟
November 13, 2025 at 6:52 PM
Today I find out if I get to have brain surgery! Yes, I'm excited at the thought.

In 2019, a cerebral aneurysm was discovered incidentally & I chose to not have it clipped then. I moved shortly after & between insurance and life crap, it took a while to get new Drs & find a decent neurologist.
November 13, 2025 at 5:36 PM
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November 12, 2025 at 10:18 AM
The internet has been out for over 24 hours now and my data plan is suffering. I can't get my computer set up for my class that starts next week without the Wi-Fi. Get your ass in gear, #Spectrum! I don't enjoy paying you for no service.
November 13, 2025 at 2:52 AM
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In the world with Kid Rock, be Mark Hamill
@markhamillofficial.bsky.social 💙
November 12, 2025 at 1:53 AM
I wish I could get through one hour of scrolling through any social media platform without seeing anything political. I'll catch up on the news later. I just need a break. My mind needs some peace today.
November 12, 2025 at 8:59 PM