I know I don't post often, it's mostly because that's how interesting my life is.
I'm still working on stuff for the minority within my audience that cares about my work, which is not a big number to begin with.
I'll stop throwing jabs at myself once I find reasons not to beyond those that I wasted.

It's funny how all of the people and friends around my circle know how to draw and can often pull up some masterpieces, and here I am with my preschool look-a-like drawings. This truly is the peak of how it feels like to be a talentless freak that makes nothing but garbage videos online.

For some time now, I've learned that I should be VERY careful when working on projects and not become too over-ambitious. I've made many promises in the past, and it came biting me back filled with guilt for not being able to fully deliver. At least the development process was fun while it lasted.

Have you ever worked on projects, only to be disgusted by them 5 years later?
Admittedly, that has been me for years now. I wish I could go back and fix those various editing mistakes but with so many problems stacking up, like the project file being so ancient, it's just so unmotivating.

I've been hesitant about creating a second channel to dump all of my canceled/unreleased stuff, but at the same time, I also don't want to make redundant channels for niche purposes and redo what other content creators are doing with channels like [Username], [Username]LIVE, [Username]SHORTS, ect.

Switching from Premiere Pro to Davinci Resolve was a worthy sacrifice. While I've lost years of knowledge and a UI that was easy to work with, Davinci has so many other benefits and life-saving features without external plugins that make up for the loss + Adobe is big cringe with their AI nonsense.