R is for Rollforward.

An accounting method to reconcile changes over time.

You didn’t tie me up for control—
you did it to see what would carry over.

Pain did.
Craving did.
So did the sound I made when you left and never said you’d return.
#bdsmwriting #kinkonomics #ritualmemory #shamecoded

A is for Actuarial Table.

Statistical models for life expectancy, mortality risk, premium fairness.

I used to build them.
Now I just wonder how long I can hold still—
and whether collapse was part of the design.

#kinkonomics #riskfetish #structuredsubmission

Binding.

Not the contract term.
The one that wraps around your throat before the document even loads.
Before your signature. Before your safeword.

I didn’t misunderstand it.
I just remembered how it felt before I ever felt it.

#kinkwriting #bdsmstructure #shamecoded

Just finished the BDSM Test.
Expected boredom. Got architecture.
Every question felt like a scene I hadn't built yet.

Turns out structured introspection is kinkier than half the things I've done.

#bdsmhumor #altsex #kinkculture #complianceisfutile #fetishpoetry #selfawarekink