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releasing two songs in one week.

- Tout est en Ordre.
- HEADACHE
i'm going insane.
December 1, 2025 at 7:22 PM
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The weather is getting colder here, and my boys don’t have enough warm clothes to stay safe this winter. 💔
We’re doing everything we can, but it’s really beyond our ability right now.

We’re hoping to raise £200 to buy essential winter items.
Even £25 from you means warmth for a child. ❤️🧥
December 1, 2025 at 1:56 PM
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November 30, 2025 at 3:38 AM
i often feel like different mimics wear my skin depending on the context.

when i'm alone or typing, however, i rarely feel like anyone or anything at all. this is my default: not feeling like i even am.

i really wish to capture what i'm trying to say with one of my projects some days.
December 1, 2025 at 3:32 AM
i barely remember what joy feels like
November 30, 2025 at 6:51 PM
November 30, 2025 at 3:38 AM
holy shit. kare kano is so good! why did i sleep on it for so long?

it almost makes me want to give an actual chance to the romance genre.
November 30, 2025 at 12:17 AM
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November 16, 2025 at 3:09 AM
with my reward system turned off, i don't fully understand how i still engage with some of my hobbies.

but i mystified, ritualized so many aspects of my life for no reason that i can't make much sense of anything anyway.

it's just fog. bleh.
November 27, 2025 at 12:37 AM
i kept falling back asleep today, until i had this nightmare in which my jaw was extra large && angular.
November 26, 2025 at 4:52 PM
i haven't seen snow in years. :(
November 24, 2025 at 3:27 PM
November 20, 2025 at 11:46 PM
why.
November 16, 2025 at 5:11 PM
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November 15, 2025 at 3:11 AM
doodles.
November 14, 2025 at 4:43 PM
the lines in the bottom right corner were actually hornet.
November 12, 2025 at 4:40 AM
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November 11, 2025 at 8:26 PM
like most people who go cold turkey, i'm back to being high on a daily basis.

my ability to socialize will be compromised until i take a break or build a tolerance. again.

that's been life for the past few years. it's great. being stuck in a loop is so thrilling. i am extra thrilled today.
November 11, 2025 at 3:05 PM
doodles
November 10, 2025 at 1:46 AM
youtu.be/IV4lBnTyfyU

i took a long break, so getting back to it was rough. but i feel like i finally have it in me to win this stupid fight.
November 7, 2025 at 8:04 PM
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November 1, 2025 at 3:59 PM
November 1, 2025 at 3:59 PM