Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸)
@clownslush.bsky.social
:3 she/they/he - 20yr - Pan/Demi
I want it that wayyyy tell me whyyyy
June 17, 2025 at 7:21 PM
I want it that wayyyy tell me whyyyy
Bro I might be late for WORK
June 17, 2025 at 3:46 PM
Bro I might be late for WORK
I have to be up early for work and it is 1am 😔 sighhhh I will go to bed even though I wanna draw more
June 17, 2025 at 6:04 AM
I have to be up early for work and it is 1am 😔 sighhhh I will go to bed even though I wanna draw more
Doodling up a STORM
June 17, 2025 at 5:31 AM
Doodling up a STORM
My coworker is making me so mad en oh my god…
June 13, 2025 at 1:42 AM
My coworker is making me so mad en oh my god…
I’m at work and I’m chilled out
June 12, 2025 at 10:53 PM
I’m at work and I’m chilled out
Reposted by Feo (ALIEN ERA?!??🛸)
I’m loosing myself again
June 4, 2025 at 3:07 AM
I’m loosing myself again
Right ok im done sorry I just dont feel normal or good. Im never going to be normal. I am a bad person.
June 9, 2025 at 8:43 PM
Right ok im done sorry I just dont feel normal or good. Im never going to be normal. I am a bad person.
I don’t even believe in god. Heaven or Hell. There is nothing to even look forward to when I won’t be anywhere in life. I’m 20. I’m 20 and ruining my own life with bullshit that doesn’t even matter because I don’t even matter
June 9, 2025 at 8:42 PM
I don’t even believe in god. Heaven or Hell. There is nothing to even look forward to when I won’t be anywhere in life. I’m 20. I’m 20 and ruining my own life with bullshit that doesn’t even matter because I don’t even matter
I’m going to be just like my mom and that hurts me more than anything because I love her but she does awful things and I’m going to be like her. Maybe that is why my sister hates me. Maybe going to college isn’t worth it. Maybe I get treated this way for a reason by my family. I hate me.
June 9, 2025 at 8:40 PM
I’m going to be just like my mom and that hurts me more than anything because I love her but she does awful things and I’m going to be like her. Maybe that is why my sister hates me. Maybe going to college isn’t worth it. Maybe I get treated this way for a reason by my family. I hate me.
Maybe I just feel the need to get everything in my head out? Idk it doesn’t really help I just think about it more and more. I’ll probably regret it too making it public. Idk I don’t even fucking know.
June 9, 2025 at 8:36 PM
Maybe I just feel the need to get everything in my head out? Idk it doesn’t really help I just think about it more and more. I’ll probably regret it too making it public. Idk I don’t even fucking know.
And vent openly about this here makes me feel bad bc I know people will see it and I know people will try to either talk to be about it trying to make me feel bad or just ignore it and pretend they saw nothing. I don’t even know what I’m trying to accomplish by posting it.
June 9, 2025 at 8:35 PM
And vent openly about this here makes me feel bad bc I know people will see it and I know people will try to either talk to be about it trying to make me feel bad or just ignore it and pretend they saw nothing. I don’t even know what I’m trying to accomplish by posting it.
I think about dying everyday and wonder if i deserve to live yet I also believe I don’t deserve to die I need to suffer. Even though there is good in my life. So sooo much good I still think about it. I practically fantasize about who I’m supposed to be and who I’m not.
June 9, 2025 at 8:34 PM
I think about dying everyday and wonder if i deserve to live yet I also believe I don’t deserve to die I need to suffer. Even though there is good in my life. So sooo much good I still think about it. I practically fantasize about who I’m supposed to be and who I’m not.
I denied having depression for so long because I’m a happy person in my head it’s how I think of myself. But i ignore all the times I cry, rot in bed, harm myself, avoid everything, literally everyday I have something negative to say. I am the problem and I’m not ok with it.
June 9, 2025 at 8:30 PM
I denied having depression for so long because I’m a happy person in my head it’s how I think of myself. But i ignore all the times I cry, rot in bed, harm myself, avoid everything, literally everyday I have something negative to say. I am the problem and I’m not ok with it.
Am I truly disordered? Or am I looking so attention? Am I too desperate? Are my standards too high? Low? Why is life so hard. Can anyone love me when I don’t even love myself? I don’t even like myself. Why can’t I do anything right? My family doesn’t care about me either.
June 9, 2025 at 8:27 PM
Am I truly disordered? Or am I looking so attention? Am I too desperate? Are my standards too high? Low? Why is life so hard. Can anyone love me when I don’t even love myself? I don’t even like myself. Why can’t I do anything right? My family doesn’t care about me either.
Am I the problem? I’m I just too much? Or not enough? Am I not pretty enough? Am I not thin enough? Am I too loud? Quiet? I don’t even know who I am. I have so many personalities. So many styles. I like most music. Who even am I? Too sensitive? Too stupid? Am I not supposed to be loved in that way?
June 9, 2025 at 8:24 PM
Am I the problem? I’m I just too much? Or not enough? Am I not pretty enough? Am I not thin enough? Am I too loud? Quiet? I don’t even know who I am. I have so many personalities. So many styles. I like most music. Who even am I? Too sensitive? Too stupid? Am I not supposed to be loved in that way?
I think I force myself to get crushes on people bc I want someone to love and I know that isn’t good especially when i barely know these people sometimes. When i really think about it I don’t like them just the idea. The idea of being with someone. I want someone who will actually love me for me.
June 9, 2025 at 8:21 PM
I think I force myself to get crushes on people bc I want someone to love and I know that isn’t good especially when i barely know these people sometimes. When i really think about it I don’t like them just the idea. The idea of being with someone. I want someone who will actually love me for me.
Why can’t people actually love people? Why can’t dating be a commitment anymore? Why cheat? Why hurt people you claim to love? Why be in a situationship and not date? I don’t get it. I get nothing. Why is everything about sex? Or looks? Why? Can’t you love to be around someone too? In true love??
June 9, 2025 at 8:08 PM
Why can’t people actually love people? Why can’t dating be a commitment anymore? Why cheat? Why hurt people you claim to love? Why be in a situationship and not date? I don’t get it. I get nothing. Why is everything about sex? Or looks? Why? Can’t you love to be around someone too? In true love??
I need to do laundry and shower
June 9, 2025 at 5:28 PM
I need to do laundry and shower
So do sleepyyy how bruhhhh had a coffee monsterrrr smhhh
June 8, 2025 at 8:02 PM
So do sleepyyy how bruhhhh had a coffee monsterrrr smhhh
3hrs n 30 mins left of work
June 8, 2025 at 7:30 PM
3hrs n 30 mins left of work
I do nottt feel good 😬 I’m so so hot and my head hurts so so bad and I’m at work and I just feel like maybe I have a fever?? Idk my nose is all clear and everything but ugh I don’t feel correct
June 8, 2025 at 5:58 PM
I do nottt feel good 😬 I’m so so hot and my head hurts so so bad and I’m at work and I just feel like maybe I have a fever?? Idk my nose is all clear and everything but ugh I don’t feel correct
RAHHH I love neck tie
June 7, 2025 at 5:40 AM
RAHHH I love neck tie