juni is lost downstairs |-/
@clancystardust.bsky.social
• they/them • 24 • 🇵🇱 • INTJ
fan & personal account
kpop (ults: iKON, SVT, Monsta X)
I WAS ON THE JUMBOTRON #ClancyHamburg !!!
juni saw pilots
juni saw fob
juni saw u-kwon
genderfluid
TW: depression, sh
fan & personal account
kpop (ults: iKON, SVT, Monsta X)
I WAS ON THE JUMBOTRON #ClancyHamburg !!!
juni saw pilots
juni saw fob
juni saw u-kwon
genderfluid
TW: depression, sh
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Hi ✨🩷
🪿juni
🪿24 yo
🪿they/them
🪿afab in STEM
Main interests:
✨ crocheting
✨ fantasy genre
✨ poetry writing
✨ music:
• Twenty Øne Piløts
• Fall Out Boy
• Hozier
• Palaye Royale
• kpop
✨ Hamilton & EPIC
✨ films & TV shows:
> Good Omens
> Dead Boy Detectives
> OFMD
> House MD
> MCU
chaos & whimsy
🪿juni
🪿24 yo
🪿they/them
🪿afab in STEM
Main interests:
✨ crocheting
✨ fantasy genre
✨ poetry writing
✨ music:
• Twenty Øne Piløts
• Fall Out Boy
• Hozier
• Palaye Royale
• kpop
✨ Hamilton & EPIC
✨ films & TV shows:
> Good Omens
> Dead Boy Detectives
> OFMD
> House MD
> MCU
chaos & whimsy
I need to go to the lab tomorrow for one more test and I really don't want to wake up so early just to go to town for 1min procedure and then wait forever for the train back
January 13, 2026 at 11:32 PM
I need to go to the lab tomorrow for one more test and I really don't want to wake up so early just to go to town for 1min procedure and then wait forever for the train back
It's been a year since I relapsed.
January 13, 2026 at 11:29 PM
It's been a year since I relapsed.
I haven't showered in 2 days...
January 13, 2026 at 11:29 PM
I haven't showered in 2 days...
New week, new dosage.
January 13, 2026 at 8:37 AM
New week, new dosage.
I spent 2h today packing but I still have to decide to leave some of the stuff
January 11, 2026 at 6:18 PM
I spent 2h today packing but I still have to decide to leave some of the stuff
Reposted by juni is lost downstairs |-/
life is just forever gripping feels, never slowing down.
January 11, 2026 at 8:32 AM
life is just forever gripping feels, never slowing down.
Chat I miss myself
January 11, 2026 at 8:57 AM
Chat I miss myself
Genuinely thinking about tattooing this shit
peace will win and fear will lose.
January 11, 2026 at 7:06 AM
Genuinely thinking about tattooing this shit
A year ago about that time was when I started to realise something is off and I'm probably going into a depressive episode but tried to deny it. And funny how for a year I haven't felt normal. I haven't had one day without the thought of either hurting myself or killing myself. I lost friends and
January 10, 2026 at 10:25 PM
A year ago about that time was when I started to realise something is off and I'm probably going into a depressive episode but tried to deny it. And funny how for a year I haven't felt normal. I haven't had one day without the thought of either hurting myself or killing myself. I lost friends and
I feel so fucking bad again
January 10, 2026 at 10:18 PM
I feel so fucking bad again
I found this song a bit while ago and I think some of you might like it too
open.spotify.com/track/5EVk9O...
open.spotify.com/track/5EVk9O...
Happiness
open.spotify.com
January 10, 2026 at 9:54 PM
I found this song a bit while ago and I think some of you might like it too
open.spotify.com/track/5EVk9O...
open.spotify.com/track/5EVk9O...
This is such a ??? I don't know how to describe how I feel. Numb in a way and empty but at the same time sad and hopeless?
January 10, 2026 at 9:52 PM
This is such a ??? I don't know how to describe how I feel. Numb in a way and empty but at the same time sad and hopeless?
Is it my period, my depression or my meds?? How am I supposed to know now
January 10, 2026 at 9:50 PM
Is it my period, my depression or my meds?? How am I supposed to know now
I uninstalled discord a few days ago... If anyone wanted to send something there I'm opening it very rarely on my pc
January 10, 2026 at 9:49 PM
I uninstalled discord a few days ago... If anyone wanted to send something there I'm opening it very rarely on my pc
Even if I did I don't think you would either
January 10, 2026 at 9:48 PM
Even if I did I don't think you would either
Brushing my teeth is so fucking hard and exhausting. I still can't do it, even though "I'm normal" during the day
January 10, 2026 at 9:23 PM
Brushing my teeth is so fucking hard and exhausting. I still can't do it, even though "I'm normal" during the day
I don't know if I can do this
January 10, 2026 at 7:34 PM
I don't know if I can do this
I'm not even here, I just open this app sometimes to write some of my thoughts out there
January 10, 2026 at 7:34 PM
I'm not even here, I just open this app sometimes to write some of my thoughts out there
Why is there always something?
January 10, 2026 at 7:33 PM
Why is there always something?
Why can't it be fucking normal? Why am I always so unlucky? Why don't I deserve a normal thing and love without any "buts"?
January 10, 2026 at 7:32 PM
Why can't it be fucking normal? Why am I always so unlucky? Why don't I deserve a normal thing and love without any "buts"?
Wait. WAIT. AM I am I hypomanic rn??? I don't think I am,, I'm very down in the evenings and nights and I sleep a lot but damn some things ain't right
January 10, 2026 at 10:56 AM
Wait. WAIT. AM I am I hypomanic rn??? I don't think I am,, I'm very down in the evenings and nights and I sleep a lot but damn some things ain't right
Reposted by juni is lost downstairs |-/
i will fear the night again. i know i'm not my only friend.
January 10, 2026 at 8:00 AM
i will fear the night again. i know i'm not my only friend.
Good morning chat, today is the day I want to relax
January 10, 2026 at 8:00 AM
Good morning chat, today is the day I want to relax
Oh okay:(
January 9, 2026 at 9:24 PM
Oh okay:(