Gahh! I just finished Heated Rivalry during today's shift (😌💅🏼)and i have so so many things to say but i also don't know where to start. All i know is that my heart is full and I will now go and read all the books because i cannot fucking wait for the next season!!!!

would be nice to gift myself a psychiatrist appointment for christmas

maybe i am religiouss, after all. maybe i don't mind being on my knees, tell them my sins and repent. maybe i do wish to be punished.

(i am so weak for wonrina istg)

eyeballs are blessed!

nothing but filthy thoughts in my head.

i didn't know that there was an update for mr.a's farm. shaky breathing.

They took my money so i can't go outside to get a haircut (can go cashless at the salon but i need cash for the commute)
Fine. FINE. I'll cut my hair myself.

Receiving attention and compliments from women just makes me all giddy and stuff. Like yes, I'm all dressed up and pretty for you, yes, tell me more. 💕💕💕

Traveling home then back to my apartment in a span of a few hours sucked the life out of me and I am sooo tired. And sad. And tired. But mostly sad.

I'd like to get back to writing because i feel like my brain's rotting in a way that it's slowly but surely degrading; words forgotten, vocabulary plain, no longer able to tell if a sentence is grammatically correct on the first read and with terrible memory span to top it all off. It's so bad lol

bloom posting a new audio got me frothing at the mouth 🤤

i was looking through my AO3 and i kinda slayed this 2021 piece?? (joking, joking) it's glaringly obvious that I'm such a sucker for lengthy descriptions of whimpering men though.

when you put a chronically online insomniac oversharer deleter blocker who runs on pure spite and depravity onto a new social platform, it is bound to get annoying.

I can't sleep. aaaa.

— that one time i got temporary tattoos and got a nasty allergic reaction (it was worth it)