On the upsidr, maybe my brainworms will acknowledge that a decent number of people reached out tonight.

I probably worried them unintentionally, but the fact that happened should help realise that people do actually care about you dumbass.

I need to learn my limits better.
I've let myself do too much for too long in life and as I get oldr I need to recognise these limits are going to get smaller.

Im finally in a place where I dont NEED to be pushing myself this hard, but 5+ years of behaviour is hard to change I suppose.

Sometimes I can't help but wonder what the people I talk to really think of me..... Like, the voices keep telling me that they are just being polite/nice but deep down I want to believe that I am actually a likable person....

How the fuck do Ace people meet other Ace people..... asking for myself because fuck is shit lonely....

Miss having someone to cuddle and share my life with.....

Just had the realisation I've been out as Trans now for 11+ years of my life... so much has changed in that time...

I'm now working even harder to be a version of myself I can be happy with & I think I'm finally surrounding myself with the people that will help me get to there!

You'll never see this. But I'm sorry for how things went down. I'm sorry we couldn't stay on good terms and that everything just kind of imploded.

Wish I had someone to cuddle...

Life feels.... empty recently.

Like I love streaming, I love getting to talk to people and some of the people I've met I would never wish to lose....

But why do I feel isolated and alone still....

Feeling like I need somewhere seperate from everything else to just vent brain stuff because I dont have many people to talk to IRL.

I dont expect anyome to ever respond or follow this account and dont intend to ever bring any attention to it on others.

Just need something.