⛧ jus 🪽
@chaoticdean.bsky.social
31, they/them, cat mom • 🇫🇷🏳️🌈 • punk rock enthusiast in the streets, destiel fanfic writer in the sheets, typesetter in the wild • jack of all trades, master of none (aka adhder)
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⛧ jus 🪽
@chaoticdean.bsky.social
· Oct 22
My entry for the 2025 round of the Dean/Cas Big Bang is live! I hope you’ll like it ❤️ @deancasbigbang.bsky.social
Read on AO3: archiveofourown.org/works/71491461
Get the hardcopy: ko-fi.com/s/ba841b0f62
Read on AO3: archiveofourown.org/works/71491461
Get the hardcopy: ko-fi.com/s/ba841b0f62
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Also still have all of these available!
December 27, 2025 at 1:21 PM
Also still have all of these available!
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Letting go of all of these
• FBI Sam and Dean : 190€
• Metallic Bloody variant Sam and Dean : 230€
• Complete SPN Dorbz collection (including chase Cas) : 100€
• Dean and the blade pin by OnceUponAPinCo : 60€
Available in DMs or Discord (chaoticdean)
• FBI Sam and Dean : 190€
• Metallic Bloody variant Sam and Dean : 230€
• Complete SPN Dorbz collection (including chase Cas) : 100€
• Dean and the blade pin by OnceUponAPinCo : 60€
Available in DMs or Discord (chaoticdean)
December 27, 2025 at 1:20 PM
Letting go of all of these
• FBI Sam and Dean : 190€
• Metallic Bloody variant Sam and Dean : 230€
• Complete SPN Dorbz collection (including chase Cas) : 100€
• Dean and the blade pin by OnceUponAPinCo : 60€
Available in DMs or Discord (chaoticdean)
• FBI Sam and Dean : 190€
• Metallic Bloody variant Sam and Dean : 230€
• Complete SPN Dorbz collection (including chase Cas) : 100€
• Dean and the blade pin by OnceUponAPinCo : 60€
Available in DMs or Discord (chaoticdean)
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Well, that was a journey.
Definitely gonna need a hard copy of this story.
Thank you, @chaoticdean.bsky.social for sharing this story with the world.
No more words at this time, regarding how much this story means to me now, but I have many that I would like to share eventually, maybe…
Definitely gonna need a hard copy of this story.
Thank you, @chaoticdean.bsky.social for sharing this story with the world.
No more words at this time, regarding how much this story means to me now, but I have many that I would like to share eventually, maybe…
January 3, 2026 at 12:50 AM
Well, that was a journey.
Definitely gonna need a hard copy of this story.
Thank you, @chaoticdean.bsky.social for sharing this story with the world.
No more words at this time, regarding how much this story means to me now, but I have many that I would like to share eventually, maybe…
Definitely gonna need a hard copy of this story.
Thank you, @chaoticdean.bsky.social for sharing this story with the world.
No more words at this time, regarding how much this story means to me now, but I have many that I would like to share eventually, maybe…
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Well, I ate a gummy and binged another 5 chapters. Still hit me so hard I had to clench my teeth together. But I’m okay. It may just be another day, another year, but I think it’s gonna be okay.
Happy New Year, my lovely pocket friends 💚.
Happy New Year, my lovely pocket friends 💚.
January 1, 2026 at 4:47 AM
Well, I ate a gummy and binged another 5 chapters. Still hit me so hard I had to clench my teeth together. But I’m okay. It may just be another day, another year, but I think it’s gonna be okay.
Happy New Year, my lovely pocket friends 💚.
Happy New Year, my lovely pocket friends 💚.
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Finally reading Patient Love.
About halfway through and these tags/trigger warnings are absolutely living up to their word.
Check on me tomorrow.
About halfway through and these tags/trigger warnings are absolutely living up to their word.
Check on me tomorrow.
December 31, 2025 at 7:14 PM
Finally reading Patient Love.
About halfway through and these tags/trigger warnings are absolutely living up to their word.
Check on me tomorrow.
About halfway through and these tags/trigger warnings are absolutely living up to their word.
Check on me tomorrow.
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An important update if you’re one of my beloved readers 👇🏻
January 1, 2026 at 10:12 PM
An important update if you’re one of my beloved readers 👇🏻
An important update if you’re one of my beloved readers 👇🏻
January 1, 2026 at 10:12 PM
An important update if you’re one of my beloved readers 👇🏻
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It's been years, but I still think about this photoshoot daily
December 27, 2025 at 2:08 PM
It's been years, but I still think about this photoshoot daily
Letting go of all of these
• FBI Sam and Dean : 190€
• Metallic Bloody variant Sam and Dean : 230€
• Complete SPN Dorbz collection (including chase Cas) : 100€
• Dean and the blade pin by OnceUponAPinCo : 60€
Available in DMs or Discord (chaoticdean)
• FBI Sam and Dean : 190€
• Metallic Bloody variant Sam and Dean : 230€
• Complete SPN Dorbz collection (including chase Cas) : 100€
• Dean and the blade pin by OnceUponAPinCo : 60€
Available in DMs or Discord (chaoticdean)
December 27, 2025 at 1:20 PM
Letting go of all of these
• FBI Sam and Dean : 190€
• Metallic Bloody variant Sam and Dean : 230€
• Complete SPN Dorbz collection (including chase Cas) : 100€
• Dean and the blade pin by OnceUponAPinCo : 60€
Available in DMs or Discord (chaoticdean)
• FBI Sam and Dean : 190€
• Metallic Bloody variant Sam and Dean : 230€
• Complete SPN Dorbz collection (including chase Cas) : 100€
• Dean and the blade pin by OnceUponAPinCo : 60€
Available in DMs or Discord (chaoticdean)
I feel so endlessly alone, maybe I shouldn’t be here at all anymore
December 26, 2025 at 7:59 PM
I feel so endlessly alone, maybe I shouldn’t be here at all anymore
Wanna know something pathetic?
I still find ways of checking on the person who used to be my best friend for a decade, even though she probably doesn’t even remember a single thing about me, let alone think of me. But knowing she’s okay matters to me, idk how to explain it.
I still find ways of checking on the person who used to be my best friend for a decade, even though she probably doesn’t even remember a single thing about me, let alone think of me. But knowing she’s okay matters to me, idk how to explain it.
December 26, 2025 at 5:40 PM
Wanna know something pathetic?
I still find ways of checking on the person who used to be my best friend for a decade, even though she probably doesn’t even remember a single thing about me, let alone think of me. But knowing she’s okay matters to me, idk how to explain it.
I still find ways of checking on the person who used to be my best friend for a decade, even though she probably doesn’t even remember a single thing about me, let alone think of me. But knowing she’s okay matters to me, idk how to explain it.
Christmas really is the holiday that makes me realize that no one in my immediate family actually knows who I am, and it fucks something up inside of me
December 26, 2025 at 5:32 PM
Christmas really is the holiday that makes me realize that no one in my immediate family actually knows who I am, and it fucks something up inside of me
Just learned the first (and only) friend I’ve made years ago when I started doing custom Funko Pops died over the weekend and I’m in shambles.
Ride free, Chris. You’ll be so missed. 💔🔥
Ride free, Chris. You’ll be so missed. 💔🔥
December 22, 2025 at 7:50 PM
Just learned the first (and only) friend I’ve made years ago when I started doing custom Funko Pops died over the weekend and I’m in shambles.
Ride free, Chris. You’ll be so missed. 💔🔥
Ride free, Chris. You’ll be so missed. 💔🔥
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THIS. *They stole your fellow writers' FUCKING HEARTS' BLOOD to power their fancy-ass text-based writer-imitation machine.* You wanna get all NUANCED about that? Your easygoing take on that issue will sooner or later (most likely sooner) be used to steal *your* stuff. Let's see how *you* like it. 🫤
And please also, AGAIN, never forget that they are inherently unethical to use because no one gave permission for their research or writing to be used in it. It is all stolen, and if you're using the plagiarism machine, please keep that in mind.
My friends, I say this with all the love in my heart: Right now might not be the moment for “But we should be TOLERANT and NUANCED about the plagiarism machines!”
Your tolerance and “nuance” will be weaponised by the grifters and their apologists. Please respect yourselves more.
Your tolerance and “nuance” will be weaponised by the grifters and their apologists. Please respect yourselves more.
December 20, 2025 at 4:00 PM
THIS. *They stole your fellow writers' FUCKING HEARTS' BLOOD to power their fancy-ass text-based writer-imitation machine.* You wanna get all NUANCED about that? Your easygoing take on that issue will sooner or later (most likely sooner) be used to steal *your* stuff. Let's see how *you* like it. 🫤
