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Still me (private bsky)
Since L dropped his roles by ghosting me, I started a new role with a guy who has been dying to role with me since he met me in redm a while ago

Guess who’s claiming I must be in an ooc relationship with that guy already bc I didnt log into the server on the weekend

If you said bitch boy ur right
November 17, 2025 at 9:28 PM
Oh and I now know why he hid his stories.

It’s so that I wouldn’t see him do what he told me he wouldn’t do to me.

But I was two steps ahead. I knew who the other girl was already lmao
He also unblocked his stories so I could see them

When he realized I did the same lmao
November 16, 2025 at 7:44 AM
He also unblocked his stories so I could see them

When he realized I did the same lmao
November 12, 2025 at 11:08 PM
I put L inside a hex jar that blocks his blessings and directs them to me until he gave me a proper apology.

He now lost all respect of the friend he said wrote him a paragraph bc he was confident she wouldn’t choose my side -the side who put effort in a friendship she appreciates

Like bro fr
November 12, 2025 at 11:06 PM
OH AND TODAY L HID HIS IG STORIES FROM ME LMAO
November 6, 2025 at 5:38 AM
Btw he lied about my friend writing him a long ass letter, she just told him “fucking talk to her bc you have no right giving her anxiety like that”
L came, two days later but he came.

Said one of our friends write him a long ass letter demanding he talks to me, that he loves me still because “that’s not something that just leaves”.

I want to grab him by his hair and slams his face against a table.
October 30, 2025 at 8:15 AM
So L already has someone else lmao

Will update with his reaction to me knowing with all the receipts
October 30, 2025 at 8:14 AM
L came, two days later but he came.

Said one of our friends write him a long ass letter demanding he talks to me, that he loves me still because “that’s not something that just leaves”.

I want to grab him by his hair and slams his face against a table.
October 25, 2025 at 3:38 AM
He said nothing because he never showed up lmao I’m not surprised either
I was so mad. We’ll see what he says later tonight.
October 23, 2025 at 7:27 AM
L suddenly went looking for me in the server on Monday and told a friend to let me know he was looking for me since I had gone to bed already

She told me and I was both surprised and upset he couldn’t just fucking tell me directly. And that was it, though he wouldn’t try again today.

He did.
October 22, 2025 at 10:58 AM
There’s one thing I have grown to both love and hate about myself ever since I started roleplaying in FiveM and now RedM, and that’s my voice.

I’ve had so many people approach me just because of my voice. A guy straight up told me he knew my moans would be so good because of my voice. 1/??
October 20, 2025 at 12:50 PM
Update: he still hasn’t said a word lmao
This dude who I have been just having the most basic ass conversations for two days now to not get infatuated with me bc he just said he missed me out of fucking nowhere bc I dont have the mental bandwidth to deal with men and he just liked the message and stopped talking to me lmao
October 20, 2025 at 12:47 PM
This dude who I have been just having the most basic ass conversations for two days now to not get infatuated with me bc he just said he missed me out of fucking nowhere bc I dont have the mental bandwidth to deal with men and he just liked the message and stopped talking to me lmao
October 18, 2025 at 8:19 AM
So I just learned that the way I moved on from bitch boy has a name and it’s called “terapia de choque” and its basically just

Letting yourself feel all the pain the situation caused until your mind and body get tired and just forget.

Imma do that with L, too.
October 12, 2025 at 5:21 AM
L turned out to be worse than bitch boy.
October 11, 2025 at 8:06 AM
I fucking hate men.
October 7, 2025 at 6:31 AM
L just “Hope you’re doing well” put of nowhere.

Am I? Not particularly but I just hit him with a “Same” because you know what you did and you know it’s you who did wrong

Fluye pal carajo es lo que tienes que hacer, mamabicho.
September 29, 2025 at 9:52 AM
As disappointing as L turned out to be, I was only sad for two hours.
I am glad I didn’t fall for him. As tailor made as he was for my idea of love, the fact that it was so easy for him to ghost me with “i need to be successful before I focus on anything” as an excuse was terrifying to think about.
September 28, 2025 at 8:13 PM
L ended up being a fluke, but I’m not upset or sad this time.

For all the good things and qualities he had, he’s still a child who doesn’t know how to face his problems and just hides from them.

And I’m glad I didn’t fall in love this time. Go me.
September 25, 2025 at 6:33 PM
We won’t.
He abandoned me.
We’re not together, and I don’t think we ever will.
September 24, 2025 at 10:39 PM
I am reliving the same behaviors I escaped from and it’s breaking my heart again.
September 12, 2025 at 9:07 AM
We’re not together, and I don’t think we ever will.
September 11, 2025 at 10:14 PM
I refuse to be anyone’s second best choice.
September 7, 2025 at 8:13 PM
Why do men?
September 7, 2025 at 8:12 PM
The girl bitch boy replaced me with is insane lmao she contacted one of his exes who still has a thing for him using a fake ig to tell him he went on a trip yo go meet up with some hookup just bc he dumped her trying to win me back lmao

Which is not happening but lMAO
August 27, 2025 at 2:41 AM