hyacinth ✨
@causalitydriver.bsky.social
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im liyterally at a point where im like i CANNOT have any more mental illnesses i refuse. no more to balance please. but also denial is not how literally anything works,
April 10, 2025 at 12:58 PM
im liyterally at a point where im like i CANNOT have any more mental illnesses i refuse. no more to balance please. but also denial is not how literally anything works,
they gave me the cognitive soup that makes me generally kind of useless as an individual but can lock in every once in a blue moon. But watch out
April 10, 2025 at 12:54 PM
they gave me the cognitive soup that makes me generally kind of useless as an individual but can lock in every once in a blue moon. But watch out
not sure how to phrase eloquently but i do think that juxtaposing more progressive bills of the 20th century vs absolute inaction of congress in the 21st century just underscores how resistant to change the US is and how there's not really any reform that can reasonably take place here
April 4, 2025 at 9:38 AM
not sure how to phrase eloquently but i do think that juxtaposing more progressive bills of the 20th century vs absolute inaction of congress in the 21st century just underscores how resistant to change the US is and how there's not really any reform that can reasonably take place here
4am so i don't want to put text walls in discord servers but i'm just absolutely depressed at the state of the US politically + im not sure that my peers who pay less attention to current events understand just how badly tariffs are going to tank quality of life in america
April 4, 2025 at 9:24 AM
4am so i don't want to put text walls in discord servers but i'm just absolutely depressed at the state of the US politically + im not sure that my peers who pay less attention to current events understand just how badly tariffs are going to tank quality of life in america
sorry i have to clarify every nuance of what i say for fear of misinterpretation. surely this cannot signify larger issues
March 25, 2025 at 8:22 AM
sorry i have to clarify every nuance of what i say for fear of misinterpretation. surely this cannot signify larger issues
manjfesting an option to turn off rts from certain people b/c i feel so bad having to mute genuinely, but also some people jusr have abysmal taste in what they rt 😭😭
March 25, 2025 at 8:14 AM
manjfesting an option to turn off rts from certain people b/c i feel so bad having to mute genuinely, but also some people jusr have abysmal taste in what they rt 😭😭
some people are really good at paragraphs of text soup like my eyes just glaze over instantly. they should offer a degree in this talent
March 12, 2025 at 2:33 PM
some people are really good at paragraphs of text soup like my eyes just glaze over instantly. they should offer a degree in this talent
scrolled through main tl briefly and said "shut up" internally to at least 3 to 4 different posts ahhh i lovr social media
March 8, 2025 at 6:33 PM
scrolled through main tl briefly and said "shut up" internally to at least 3 to 4 different posts ahhh i lovr social media
i feel really lucky for having the amount of connections and support network that i do, so on a rational level i tell myself things will always work out, but its really scary to have to make this leap all the same
March 6, 2025 at 11:06 AM
i feel really lucky for having the amount of connections and support network that i do, so on a rational level i tell myself things will always work out, but its really scary to have to make this leap all the same
finally got a couple job apps out the door . going to lock in for real shortly but i really need to be writing a cover letter for everything (even if only tweaking) so its a lot
March 6, 2025 at 10:56 AM
finally got a couple job apps out the door . going to lock in for real shortly but i really need to be writing a cover letter for everything (even if only tweaking) so its a lot
ue ue ue (weirdly stomachachey and its too hot in my apartment)
February 26, 2025 at 7:28 AM
ue ue ue (weirdly stomachachey and its too hot in my apartment)
go to grocery store. get so anxious over existing in public that you're hit like a truck with the need to sleep for 5000 years because this is your brain's only coping mechanism (and it's not optional)
February 17, 2025 at 7:40 PM
go to grocery store. get so anxious over existing in public that you're hit like a truck with the need to sleep for 5000 years because this is your brain's only coping mechanism (and it's not optional)
well im grabbing my twatter archival data for my art account then deleting that forever for obvious reasons. Sad! oh well
February 13, 2025 at 6:26 PM
well im grabbing my twatter archival data for my art account then deleting that forever for obvious reasons. Sad! oh well
if i had a dollar for any time people who barely know how to turn on a computer got really mad over the term "ai" i probably wouldnt need to do anything with my computer science degree i'd already be rich
February 12, 2025 at 1:08 PM
if i had a dollar for any time people who barely know how to turn on a computer got really mad over the term "ai" i probably wouldnt need to do anything with my computer science degree i'd already be rich
Reposted by hyacinth ✨
another update!!!!!!
we found a condo and are moving on saturday! if anyone can help spread or donate to my gfm to help us cover moving costs, it would be greatly appreciated!!! please read these past quote rts for more information on our situation!!! tysm 🫶
gfm: www.gofundme.com/f/shelter-fo...
we found a condo and are moving on saturday! if anyone can help spread or donate to my gfm to help us cover moving costs, it would be greatly appreciated!!! please read these past quote rts for more information on our situation!!! tysm 🫶
gfm: www.gofundme.com/f/shelter-fo...
February 11, 2025 at 9:18 PM
another update!!!!!!
we found a condo and are moving on saturday! if anyone can help spread or donate to my gfm to help us cover moving costs, it would be greatly appreciated!!! please read these past quote rts for more information on our situation!!! tysm 🫶
gfm: www.gofundme.com/f/shelter-fo...
we found a condo and are moving on saturday! if anyone can help spread or donate to my gfm to help us cover moving costs, it would be greatly appreciated!!! please read these past quote rts for more information on our situation!!! tysm 🫶
gfm: www.gofundme.com/f/shelter-fo...
i should freacking explode (disclaimer nothing has happened)
February 11, 2025 at 9:35 AM
i should freacking explode (disclaimer nothing has happened)
worst thing abt my new phone is that it completely axed all my albums and just throws everything i download into the singular camera roll so everything is lost in a sea of tens of thousands of images. And theres no way to undo this
January 27, 2025 at 1:05 PM
worst thing abt my new phone is that it completely axed all my albums and just throws everything i download into the singular camera roll so everything is lost in a sea of tens of thousands of images. And theres no way to undo this
pictured: grub has decided he likes to climb on my shelves and knock everything down for attention. this time he straight up broke my $150 scale figure so j might actually kill myself
January 27, 2025 at 4:18 AM
pictured: grub has decided he likes to climb on my shelves and knock everything down for attention. this time he straight up broke my $150 scale figure so j might actually kill myself
reading up on national news is both reassuring and panic inducing because there's zero funding or basis for most of these bills and orders. but also. they still exist to invoke panic and they are accomplishing that quite well
January 24, 2025 at 2:53 PM
reading up on national news is both reassuring and panic inducing because there's zero funding or basis for most of these bills and orders. but also. they still exist to invoke panic and they are accomplishing that quite well
the girl in the apartment below me needs to break up with her stupid bf who talks too loud
January 20, 2025 at 8:03 AM
the girl in the apartment below me needs to break up with her stupid bf who talks too loud
still just me in front but main is too busy and it's annoying me
January 20, 2025 at 6:04 AM
still just me in front but main is too busy and it's annoying me
i do think a lot (fearfully) about how we'd ever have a relationship w someone when you have two cohosts with opposite sexualities/presentation but i think the only answer is finding somekne equally gender fucked. which is true and beautiful
January 3, 2025 at 11:26 AM
i do think a lot (fearfully) about how we'd ever have a relationship w someone when you have two cohosts with opposite sexualities/presentation but i think the only answer is finding somekne equally gender fucked. which is true and beautiful
my eternal struggle is whether i should taper down our T dosage, which is like, not a thing i ever could have dreamt i would feel (which is to say, lol osdd/not "i"). system gender complicated because where does the line lie of each alters presentation
January 3, 2025 at 11:07 AM
my eternal struggle is whether i should taper down our T dosage, which is like, not a thing i ever could have dreamt i would feel (which is to say, lol osdd/not "i"). system gender complicated because where does the line lie of each alters presentation
okayyy i think ill try to sleep for real now, gn!
December 31, 2024 at 9:12 AM
okayyy i think ill try to sleep for real now, gn!
im also not an introject i promise i just think logia is pretty
December 31, 2024 at 8:08 AM
im also not an introject i promise i just think logia is pretty