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Mei
@carrotbirdpersona.bsky.social
fangirl, currently into kpop and has many durteh thoughts about it. otherwise, she whines about real life.
Naw Kooky, that wasn't an honest mistake. I think we got a glimpse of who you really are, but I'm not going to persecute you for it. It's just yikes. You can change, am just expecting you to.

Why the fuck did his agency allow him in that cap? LOL.
June 15, 2025 at 3:37 PM
I am no longer a carat but I riff on them enough to be a carrot. Gets?

And I am all for Woozi I just did not like their releases since God of Music. Thunder was the last straw for me.
June 15, 2025 at 3:20 PM
Update:
Job is jobbing.
Did not get tickets to Nestfest BKK, but my wallet thanks me for it.
April 6, 2025 at 7:31 AM
Ano ang point sa Linkedin invite to email when hindi naman kayo magrereply? Clownery. Lol.
April 6, 2025 at 7:29 AM
Again, you really don't have to react to everything online. Stay calm and keep scrolling.
March 14, 2025 at 4:25 PM
I am now in my life stage where I don't want to be too easily found online. Also, this pseud is awesome.
February 1, 2025 at 2:26 AM
I'm choosing not to reject the side of me that rants online.
January 3, 2025 at 6:35 PM
Well-meaning new fandom mutual drops one of those oversimplified self-help reels about how negativity affects the body in my reels.

I don't know or care about her enough to correct her behavior. But the reel is really bad if she were to impose that on someone who lives with trauma.
January 3, 2025 at 6:21 PM
Sometimes I am for companies controlling a celeb's socmed entities. Fan adoration and support cannot replace therapy.
September 30, 2024 at 12:17 AM
I'm in trouble. I want to be paid a lot without having to work too hard.

And I don't have the money to grow or invest. Fuck capitalism yo.
August 19, 2024 at 11:14 AM
that k-idol in the escooter has the most hilarious and lamest DUI ever, why is fanbase not laughing about it? he was on an e-scooter and fell on his face, come on. Nobody died.
August 18, 2024 at 7:38 AM
nagpaparamdam ka lang pag wala kang friends e
August 6, 2024 at 8:04 AM
CW: death

Realizing I've been quite blase recently. Maybe my energy for fandom, especially kpop fandom, has dipped. We are back to normal after all, so I can't follow as closely as I'd like. But I also don't believe in a playbook for fanning either, as someone who couldn't afford kpop before.
May 26, 2024 at 5:27 AM
I'm ok with not following artist's intent with lyrics? I like the possibility of taking it as it is.

Discourse is part of the fun, discourse is what can coopt a material to be in the favor of the just, dogma is what totally ruins it too.
May 26, 2024 at 5:11 AM
Reposted by Mei
New report from Pew finds 38% of webpages that existed in 2013 are no longer accessible a decade later. This research underscores how critical web archiving efforts are. www.pewresearch.org/data-labs/20...
When Online Content Disappears
A quarter of all webpages that existed at one point between 2013 and 2023 are no longer accessible.
www.pewresearch.org
May 18, 2024 at 1:37 PM
I guess am too adhd to be super deep into kpop? lel. I've been feeling a rift from friends who are super deep into CARATdom. My fandom jokes haven't been landing properly with them either.

Sometimes I think I shouldn't have accepted CARAT, then my Woozidan behavior said otherwise.
May 18, 2024 at 5:25 AM
On other things: meh about Impossible by Riize but really liked Honestly and One Kiss.
May 2, 2024 at 6:35 AM
Personally rating SVT comeback singles.

I'm a music nerd but am so not an expert. You don't have to agree.

Thread below:
May 2, 2024 at 1:49 AM
"Stan culture is the absolute ruin of media literacy."

On the flipside, I see how media criticism has also fostered such elitist gatekeeping culture.

I do miss the days when you don't feel like you're getting into a fight when you don't like something.
April 22, 2024 at 11:39 PM
Reposted by Mei
Hi friends! The K-pop fanworks raffle I’m co-organizing to support LGBTQ+ youth in Korea is now open for ticket purchase! Full details here: ringdingdongraffle.carrd.co
Ring Ding Dong Fanworks Raffle
Kpop fanworks raffle to benefit DdingDong Youth Center and celebrate the 15 year anniversary of kpop hit
ringdingdongraffle.carrd.co
April 12, 2024 at 11:43 PM
Got wind of my ex, who has not moved on from a Scott Pilgrim personality... cheating on his current gf.
April 10, 2024 at 3:46 PM
Reposted by Mei
The number of times this account has stopped me in my tracks… The vaccine’s double edged gift was that it let people memory hole scenes like this and treat Covid like the flu. But those moments when your mind slips back to those dark days…
Thursday April 9, 2020

As New York's dead mount, coffins begin to fill a mass grave on Hart Island, the 150-year-old potter's field in the Bronx where those with no next of kin or families that cannot pay for a funeral are buried.
April 9, 2024 at 1:36 PM
When I said I didn't mind just being acknowledged by my Dad's family I didn't mean for my cismale half brother to choose to bug me when am on a tight deadline
April 3, 2024 at 2:59 AM
It's a privilege to have worked for love vs work for money to do things I love.

So I am typing this to remind myself that this job is a goddamn pain but I am also able to do things I need to do with this salary, and with a team I genuinely like.
April 2, 2024 at 2:57 PM