bonnie 𓆈 20 ٭ 𝑒𝑑𝑠𝑘𝑦
@calorielux.bsky.social
welcome to my 𝑑𝑖𝑎𝑟𝑦 ٭ venting ٭ bulimia ٭ adhd ٭ bpd ٭ pro-recov ٭ I love weed ٭
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proud misandrist ☑
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proud misandrist ☑
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Bf got me this bigass piplup for Christmas yall it’s huge 😭
January 4, 2025 at 12:44 AM
Bf got me this bigass piplup for Christmas yall it’s huge 😭
I’ve been offline but like I lost 10 lbs thanks to my new meds :3
January 4, 2025 at 12:42 AM
I’ve been offline but like I lost 10 lbs thanks to my new meds :3
Okay these meds not only decrease my appetite but also make me feel like I’m on one so I’m always doing something and burning cals I’m the best ana rn
December 19, 2024 at 7:28 PM
Okay these meds not only decrease my appetite but also make me feel like I’m on one so I’m always doing something and burning cals I’m the best ana rn
Today’s total 700 also Ive been playing infinity Nikki non stop for days and I’m not a tiny bit bored
December 19, 2024 at 3:57 AM
Today’s total 700 also Ive been playing infinity Nikki non stop for days and I’m not a tiny bit bored
Starting to lose more weight so I might start posting bcs :)
December 18, 2024 at 9:27 PM
Starting to lose more weight so I might start posting bcs :)
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Reposted by bonnie 𓆈 20 ٭ 𝑒𝑑𝑠𝑘𝑦
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Maybe I shouldn’t start taking my meds because if I’m just anxious all the time I won’t eat :3
December 18, 2024 at 9:00 PM
Maybe I shouldn’t start taking my meds because if I’m just anxious all the time I won’t eat :3
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I’ve been having so much anxiety lately but low key like… it’s been helping me not eat so win I guess 😭
December 18, 2024 at 8:54 PM
I’ve been having so much anxiety lately but low key like… it’s been helping me not eat so win I guess 😭
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at the rate i’m going yeah this is pretty likely :•/
December 16, 2024 at 5:49 PM
at the rate i’m going yeah this is pretty likely :•/
I get my meds today!!! I’m excited because it’s my second try, I hope it workssss…. But I’m not looking forward to the side effects and if it’s just bad on me in general well life’s gonna suck for a few
December 17, 2024 at 12:50 AM
I get my meds today!!! I’m excited because it’s my second try, I hope it workssss…. But I’m not looking forward to the side effects and if it’s just bad on me in general well life’s gonna suck for a few
My bf and I work tg and it’s pretty cute but wym we can’t do everything together like it’s a 2 man job or have a break together? That’s some bogus 🙄
December 17, 2024 at 12:49 AM
My bf and I work tg and it’s pretty cute but wym we can’t do everything together like it’s a 2 man job or have a break together? That’s some bogus 🙄
Haven’t eaten anything so far today :)
December 16, 2024 at 11:55 PM
Haven’t eaten anything so far today :)
Calling all venlafaxine girlies, have y’all gained weight on this?
December 16, 2024 at 9:14 PM
Calling all venlafaxine girlies, have y’all gained weight on this?
I have to walk to work today kms but hey at least I’m burning calories
December 16, 2024 at 9:13 PM
I have to walk to work today kms but hey at least I’m burning calories
Finally can get back on meds, I might try mood stabilizers but then what if I gain weight😔 and it’s not like I’ll be fat and happy because I have an eating disorder so I’ll be sad and fat
December 13, 2024 at 6:31 PM
Finally can get back on meds, I might try mood stabilizers but then what if I gain weight😔 and it’s not like I’ll be fat and happy because I have an eating disorder so I’ll be sad and fat
Aside from that… work was great! Everyone is so nice. I actually liked it, didn’t dread it
I cried so much when I got home because I saw my bf brothers gf hanging out w his mom. She is a the fav, they were doing a hobby they know I LIKE DOING TOO. I swear, they do this shit on purpose &I want her to die. They know I’m not in contact w my family either, that shit is diabolical
December 12, 2024 at 1:57 AM
Aside from that… work was great! Everyone is so nice. I actually liked it, didn’t dread it
I cried so much when I got home because I saw my bf brothers gf hanging out w his mom. She is a the fav, they were doing a hobby they know I LIKE DOING TOO. I swear, they do this shit on purpose &I want her to die. They know I’m not in contact w my family either, that shit is diabolical
December 12, 2024 at 1:56 AM
I cried so much when I got home because I saw my bf brothers gf hanging out w his mom. She is a the fav, they were doing a hobby they know I LIKE DOING TOO. I swear, they do this shit on purpose &I want her to die. They know I’m not in contact w my family either, that shit is diabolical