Dysphoria is going to kill me. I feel disfigured and uncanny, I'm hyper aware of every single bone in my grotesque body and every inch of my saggy stretched out skin.... being in a body is fucking horrifying I genuinely can't stand this
December 18, 2025 at 8:22 AM
Dysphoria is going to kill me. I feel disfigured and uncanny, I'm hyper aware of every single bone in my grotesque body and every inch of my saggy stretched out skin.... being in a body is fucking horrifying I genuinely can't stand this
I just want to be pretty so fucking bad... I hate everything about myself how I act how I talk the things I do and like, and most of all my gender and body and face... I want to be pretty and feminine but I just don't work hard enough at it... I keep eating and not taking proper care of myself
December 18, 2025 at 8:10 AM
I just want to be pretty so fucking bad... I hate everything about myself how I act how I talk the things I do and like, and most of all my gender and body and face... I want to be pretty and feminine but I just don't work hard enough at it... I keep eating and not taking proper care of myself
How do I deal with being irredeemably ugly?? This is me at like my HIGHEST potential... makeup, mask, flattering lighting, and I still don't look good. I look like a disgusting fat creep man larping as a girl. I just don't know what to do anymore I just want to be normal and look human
December 18, 2025 at 7:57 AM
How do I deal with being irredeemably ugly?? This is me at like my HIGHEST potential... makeup, mask, flattering lighting, and I still don't look good. I look like a disgusting fat creep man larping as a girl. I just don't know what to do anymore I just want to be normal and look human
Yesterday b4 we went onstage ts other lady was like "Omg I love ur skirt! Wow, I wish I looked that good!" And idk what's wrong with me but I literally pretended not to hear her 😭 I genuinely thought she was being sarcastic or making fun of me or that she just said it cuz she clocked me :/
December 15, 2025 at 5:19 AM
Yesterday b4 we went onstage ts other lady was like "Omg I love ur skirt! Wow, I wish I looked that good!" And idk what's wrong with me but I literally pretended not to hear her 😭 I genuinely thought she was being sarcastic or making fun of me or that she just said it cuz she clocked me :/
I have 2 final exams tomorrow. If I fail, I WILL commit suicide. I can't waste any more time and money. If I can't do this one simple thing and I'm not even nice to look at then I shouldn't live.
December 12, 2025 at 12:52 AM
I have 2 final exams tomorrow. If I fail, I WILL commit suicide. I can't waste any more time and money. If I can't do this one simple thing and I'm not even nice to look at then I shouldn't live.
I'm not even a girl. I'm completely worthless. Not killing myself should be a fucking crime, nobody this disgusting and worthless deserves to live, yet alone to eat.
December 12, 2025 at 12:51 AM
I'm not even a girl. I'm completely worthless. Not killing myself should be a fucking crime, nobody this disgusting and worthless deserves to live, yet alone to eat.
Thinking abt ts kid in scouts when I was a kid... he was my friend but he was scary. He woukd come up to me and like violently grope my g3nit@ls... and one time he threw a wooden knife he made at my forehead and I had a lump on my head for months. I hope he's doing OK... clearly smthing was going on
December 10, 2025 at 10:26 AM
Thinking abt ts kid in scouts when I was a kid... he was my friend but he was scary. He woukd come up to me and like violently grope my g3nit@ls... and one time he threw a wooden knife he made at my forehead and I had a lump on my head for months. I hope he's doing OK... clearly smthing was going on