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L.Evelyn (Caesium55)
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William Blake's wifey

Poetry + Fanfic + Rants <3 (preemptively saying I post too much)

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All poems mine unless specified 🩷
February 12, 2025 at 8:16 AM
Give me real toxic yuri - give me yuri thangyu - none of this weak sauce
February 9, 2025 at 12:05 AM
You look younger in your sleep
Like the world hasn't torn you to teach you
February 7, 2025 at 8:35 PM
there is a deep love in my sadness
as the sun's warmth dries my tears
staring at the muddy flesh of the world
embraced in the blue sky white cloud misery
February 6, 2025 at 2:10 PM
Finally posted my Thanos/Namgyu fanfic on ao3 after procrastinating for literally over a week
January 30, 2025 at 9:38 PM
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Being disabled is hoping your other disability doesnt prevent you from following up on an email regarding said disability
January 29, 2025 at 9:50 AM
Why am I always so surprised when my disability disables me? Like yh dingalingalingaling
January 30, 2025 at 12:20 AM
I finished writing a whole fanfic for Thanos x Namgyu but for some reason i can't post it??? New level of procrastination unlocked

#thangyu #ao3 #bl
January 19, 2025 at 7:42 PM
Currently writing my book before i send it off to my publisher, and it's not even the writing itself I'm finding hard it's having to move my work poem by poem from my phone notesapp to a word document
January 14, 2025 at 9:49 PM
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When you write gay fiction about the Satan

BL-zebub
January 12, 2025 at 3:19 AM
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there is nothing like the thrill of reading something that makes you want to write immediately afterward
January 14, 2025 at 4:54 PM
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"I am the land—the womb of life and death..."
—Apirana Taylor (Ngāti Porou, Te Whānau-ā-Apanui, Ngāti Ruanui)

#PoetryAotearoa #MāoriPoetry #poem #poems #poetry
January 14, 2025 at 3:00 AM
The relationship between Namgyu and Thanos is pitiful, that's why i love it.

Namgyu is so pathetically in love with a man who is so far removed from his own humanity, he worships Thanos like he's the only god who, for all his omnipotence, couldn't even save himself

#ao3 #thangyu #squidgames2 #bl
January 12, 2025 at 1:15 PM
You only call me strange because you are a stranger to yourself

#poetry
January 12, 2025 at 1:07 PM
I have so much i want to post but the sheer amount of context i would need to provide makes me so tired - so basically the same issue with me speaking irl
January 12, 2025 at 10:53 AM
Still thinking about how i hated T.S Eliot and refused to read any of his works purely because a boy in my class loved him and he was so awful

#poetry #vent #sorryT.S.Eiloveyounow<3
January 12, 2025 at 10:39 AM
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Time is in me—
I swallow the sun

—May Swenson

#poem #poems #poetry
January 7, 2025 at 8:09 PM
I will always ache
Like a tinge in the bones
Reverberating up my spineless
Back
I wish I was loved for the things I did wrong
Not in spite of my transgressions
But because of them.

#poetry
January 8, 2025 at 3:35 PM
Prophecy of a Pop Culture Saint

In a world where wicked men are gods
And all our kings are dead,
Death is your deity, the visage you pray to, kneel before
muddy waters
As the world
pours.

#poetry #poetrydump
January 8, 2025 at 2:37 PM
I carry you with me
Like dirt under my nails,
Pink blush to brown filth,
Bitten and bloody
At the edges of my skin,
Torn and fresh.

If I could, I would hold you
Under my tongue,
Like contraband gum,
Rolling between canines,
Spit coating lips as I lie:

"No, Ms., that wrapper's not mine."

#poetry
January 4, 2025 at 2:49 AM
Published my first book at 12 and I've really just been riding that high ever since 😮‍💨
January 4, 2025 at 2:37 AM
Already loving this app because i literally think i'm the funniest person alive and there's no-one here to prove me wrong
January 4, 2025 at 2:29 AM
When William Blake said:

"In the morning glad i see; my foe outstretched beneath the tree"

i really got that - like yeah, i too am an A1 hater
January 4, 2025 at 2:26 AM