Bwuhdil
@bwudilh.bsky.social
I forgot my perfume... I even looked at it and thought "I should put that on right now so I don't forget." Guess what I didn't do and then forgot to do?
April 11, 2025 at 8:56 PM
I forgot my perfume... I even looked at it and thought "I should put that on right now so I don't forget." Guess what I didn't do and then forgot to do?
Sometimes it's just really nice to have a drink or two. I rarely drink but right now, about 2 drinks in, I'm feeling less hurt and stressed than I have in a long time.
March 27, 2025 at 5:58 AM
Sometimes it's just really nice to have a drink or two. I rarely drink but right now, about 2 drinks in, I'm feeling less hurt and stressed than I have in a long time.
One more hour of sleep, please...
March 12, 2025 at 5:49 PM
One more hour of sleep, please...
Anxiety at going to sleep....
March 12, 2025 at 9:50 AM
Anxiety at going to sleep....
I just want to cry today.
March 12, 2025 at 9:12 AM
I just want to cry today.
Am I settling again? Was I foolish to enforce the distance? I feel so tired. So confused. So unsure. I feel like I should have the answers by now.
March 12, 2025 at 7:10 AM
Am I settling again? Was I foolish to enforce the distance? I feel so tired. So confused. So unsure. I feel like I should have the answers by now.
It hurts when a friend knows you like something, knows in advance that that thing is available for a limited time, goes and experiences the thing, and doesn't let you know about it until they're enjoying it without you.
February 28, 2025 at 6:29 AM
It hurts when a friend knows you like something, knows in advance that that thing is available for a limited time, goes and experiences the thing, and doesn't let you know about it until they're enjoying it without you.
Just realized that Maggie, in addition to s#*ually and physically abusing me, was also manipulating and gaslighting me. Fuck.
February 25, 2025 at 10:31 PM
Just realized that Maggie, in addition to s#*ually and physically abusing me, was also manipulating and gaslighting me. Fuck.
I really suck at going to bed.
February 22, 2025 at 10:28 AM
I really suck at going to bed.
Feeling so stressed about my housing situation. I just need somewhere to give me a chance.
February 19, 2025 at 7:04 PM
Feeling so stressed about my housing situation. I just need somewhere to give me a chance.
I love it when an artist I loved while I was growing up releases something for the first time in a decade.
open.spotify.com/album/6kBAu1...
open.spotify.com/album/6kBAu1...
All In
Amber Pacific · Album · 2025 · 12 songs
open.spotify.com
February 18, 2025 at 10:01 AM
I love it when an artist I loved while I was growing up releases something for the first time in a decade.
open.spotify.com/album/6kBAu1...
open.spotify.com/album/6kBAu1...
Ah, the intrusive thoughts have returned. I'd say welcome but they never are.
February 15, 2025 at 10:42 AM
Ah, the intrusive thoughts have returned. I'd say welcome but they never are.
I mean, it's not like you fulfilled my gaming needs before. I agree that I shouldn't throw barbs at you, but if you can't bear the weight of the effects your neglect had on me, and if you won't do what it takes to rebuild that trust in me, then I'll move on. I don't need you to enjoy gaming again.
February 13, 2025 at 6:12 AM
I mean, it's not like you fulfilled my gaming needs before. I agree that I shouldn't throw barbs at you, but if you can't bear the weight of the effects your neglect had on me, and if you won't do what it takes to rebuild that trust in me, then I'll move on. I don't need you to enjoy gaming again.
Job is going well but I'm struggling to find a home I can afford.
February 8, 2025 at 5:47 PM
Job is going well but I'm struggling to find a home I can afford.
Finally have a job. I'm so grateful. My next hurdle is getting used to how tiring it is every day. I've got this!
February 5, 2025 at 3:19 AM
Finally have a job. I'm so grateful. My next hurdle is getting used to how tiring it is every day. I've got this!
Maybe my friends are right. Maybe tyring to maintain a relationship with her is a bad idea.
January 31, 2025 at 5:05 PM
Maybe my friends are right. Maybe tyring to maintain a relationship with her is a bad idea.
Really hoping they'll give me a chance.
January 30, 2025 at 10:15 PM
Really hoping they'll give me a chance.
Feeling low and disappointed. Having someone offer to listen to you talk about your hard feelings and then respond with a reaction emoji... I feel worthless. I feel like my feelings are worth a reaction emoji. I've been trying to trust this person with my emotions more but things like this...
January 30, 2025 at 1:26 PM
Feeling low and disappointed. Having someone offer to listen to you talk about your hard feelings and then respond with a reaction emoji... I feel worthless. I feel like my feelings are worth a reaction emoji. I've been trying to trust this person with my emotions more but things like this...
I'm so scared. I hurt so much. I feel so defeated. I'm trying as hard as I know how, harder than I've ever tried and held on far far longer than I thought I could. I just want to feel safe and wanted and ok. It's getting hard to believe I will again.
January 24, 2025 at 8:00 PM
I'm so scared. I hurt so much. I feel so defeated. I'm trying as hard as I know how, harder than I've ever tried and held on far far longer than I thought I could. I just want to feel safe and wanted and ok. It's getting hard to believe I will again.
Hey there void, it's me again. I'm really struggling today. My hosing situation might end in a few days and I don't have somewhere to go. I'm always hungry and always stressed. I'm working fiendishly to find a job but have had no luck for months. I'm starting to want to not worry about anything...
January 24, 2025 at 7:54 PM
Hey there void, it's me again. I'm really struggling today. My hosing situation might end in a few days and I don't have somewhere to go. I'm always hungry and always stressed. I'm working fiendishly to find a job but have had no luck for months. I'm starting to want to not worry about anything...
Paks, I want you to know that I love you. You have gone through hell again and again and have emerged kinder, wiser, stronger, and more healed every time. Please be kind to yourself. Things are especially hard right now, I know, but you'll make it through. Just hold on and keep moving forward. ❤️
January 24, 2025 at 7:22 AM
Paks, I want you to know that I love you. You have gone through hell again and again and have emerged kinder, wiser, stronger, and more healed every time. Please be kind to yourself. Things are especially hard right now, I know, but you'll make it through. Just hold on and keep moving forward. ❤️
You and me both, Alli.
i’ll be honest, i’m freaked out that more people aren’t freaked out
January 21, 2025 at 7:09 AM
You and me both, Alli.